BOO ! (:

common test is finally over . chi was stoopid . no compre .. then i get i tink c .. if nt can get a ..
th only paper im kinda looking forward to getting back is chemistry ..
saw jason today (: finally after so long saw him in clem .. he's been working in clem super near to nh and i finally saw him today . haha . facebook is damm screwed now . th layout totally screwed cant see anything at all .
waiting for my mama to cook my lunch or should i say dinner considering th time now ..so today i'll slack th whole day away .
you know what . jesse i hate you . so what if you read it . you think i care . human rights . free country . i can say whatever i want . heard from lower sec if whole class agree then can change teacher . wonder if it applies to every level . i so do want tt to happen . i rather nic liu . at least he doesnt vent his anger on us . yeah so we're not as smart as 304 sp stop teaching so damm fast and gl us . caz we're stoopid . face it . i know you gave up on us long ago . dont tink we dunno . you wan play i can play with you till th end .everytime loose then start gl-ing even more .
i so hope th lowest i get for all th papers is a c .. i dun wan d or e or f . lets hope it all comes true ..
since facebook screwed shall not care bout it . shall do ting's quiz here then copy over when its better ..

1.This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
yeah
2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
tan
3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
not really . was freezing so how to be happy
4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
ehh .. after sku . Mr Ling
5.What is the last thing someone bought you?
green shirt
6.What’s something that can always make you feel better?
talking to some of my bestest dearest darlings
7. What are you excited for?
commontest is over
8. What were you doing yesterday?
studying
9. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
forgot ..
10. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
macarroni
11. Have a best friend?
you think . of caz and its more then one
12. Are you scared to fall in love?
no idea .
13. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
i dont see why not
14. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
th bamboo-ish bitch
15. What time is it right this second?
5:06pm
16. What do you want right now?
dl song but th com dun let me
17. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
eh .. either xueting or denise
18. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?

:x
19. When was the last time you cried?
friday .
20.Father or mother?
both?
21. Do you find it hard to trust others?
when you find th right ones you know you can trust them
22. How fast does your mind change?
depends.
23. I bet you miss somebody right now.
LOL.
24. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
not really .
25. Why do you think so many people cheat?
ask them.
26. Tell me what's on your mind.
th song lyrics running thru my head
27. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
holiday ?
28. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
yeah.
29. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
juz now.
30. When is your next road trip?
no idea ..
31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
yupp (:
32. How's your heart?
how would i know .
33. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
you think .
34. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
no idea . who knows .
35. What are you planning on doing after this?
finish my macaroni
36. When will your next kiss take place?
how would i know .
37. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
nope.
38. Who do you not get along with?
not anyone in particular.
39. What does your 3rd recent text say?
Are you at home ?
40. What are you wearing right now?
sku blouse and shorts .
41.Are you wasting your time on the person you like?
nah .
42. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
i forgot
43. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
err. idk lol.
44. How did you feel when you woke up?
can i go back to bed ?
45. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now
kinda . phone's been very quiet for very very long .
46. Do you crack your knuckles?
sometimes .
47. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
studying
48. What are your LEGAL initials?
P,S,E,S ?
49. Who's the first B in your contacts?
Benedict Soh
50. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
cant rmb .
51. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
DUH.
52. Last awkward moment?
idk. forgot.
53. Are you afraid of the dark?
nt really .
54. Do you have good vision?
yeah
55. Have you ever tripped someone?
maybe
56. Have you ever slapped someone?
play play slap one
57. Are you Irish?
no
58. Do you use chop stick?
yeah.
59. Do you have any scars?
yup.
60. Is there someone you will never forgive?
maybe . see my mood and th person first
61.Do you laugh off embarrassing moments?
yeah.
62. Name the last person to text you?
roger
63. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
depends.
64. Can you go in public looking like you do?
slu blouse and shorts ? i dont see why not
65. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
dunno
66. Is it easy for someone to make you smile?
Yup.
67. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
check that i din forget anything. haha.
68. Do you fall for people easily?
nt really .
69. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
yeah
70. Do you miss the way things used to be?
yeah.
71. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Sometimes.
72. Song you're thinking of right now?
paparrazi
73. Want someone back in your life?
dunno.
74. Will tomorrow be better than today?
i hope so.
75. What’s the color of you’re shirt you are wearing?
white
76. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
yes.
77. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
yes. i hate it.
78. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
yupp
79. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
depends.
80. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
yeah

th end (: hope macarroni cooled down already ..

BOO ! (:

few more hours to go (:
and haven't study for maths test which is tmr ..
so gonna fail it . chapter 10 i can do till cry .
wanna thank YO ! for celebrating it for me today .
really a suprise . all of them went to Mac first then jon brought me there . all dissapeared except felicia and gilda . so waited for quite long . attempted to study maths there . but aft take book saw some came back then decided not to caz tot th rest coming back soon . th feeling when i saw them is like suprised . was sitting facing th wall then they came in and started singing birthday song and they made a cake too . all of them even th guys put in effort to make . so touched . haha . thank all of you so so much . i love all of you .
saturday went kel hse with jerome and yati supposedly to study . then did maths and then half th chap on respiration then slacked till five plus then go home .went orchard aft tt .. th ion orchard super th crowded . so went taka eat then go back to walk walk . th shoes cheap . nice and affordable two pair twenty five . but when went back tt time close already . th dunking donut cheat my feeling ..singapore not much flavour de .. i prefer thailand .. got more variety and flavours .
yati .. why go post so much of my candid shot and th unglam shots .. got some i really look so kuku .. you wait . i havent post urs only . haha .
lol. i miss batam th scrambled eggs . would any kind soul cook for me ? haha . batam scrambled eggs really super super super nice .

BOO ! (:

finally finish doing proposal for th game thingy .still must draw picture of it . zzz ..
screwed up th closing song real bad .
th sending of song super cute .
dunno why closing song tt time zach come sit beside me and start talking .
then aft tt sending off he asked if i know how play and obviously i know la . then he wan play so let him play lo . then aft tt th backup singers and both th pianists start laughing and laugh th whole song thru .
though didn't win im still proud of my cell . great job (: WILL just has too many supporters . if nt we confirm win . haha .
one more week . seven more days . dunno what im looking forward to either . dun even have any plan for tt day . not like th others all gt plan .. shall see ..
so looking forward for drama . hahaha . i shall nt be late . and i shall not need to do extra pump . i shall stay outside th room thruout th break . i dun care .hahaha .

BOO ! (:

super super high . worship practice was a blast and its like damm fun . chong weiyang ! why you so talented .. im jealous .. can play drum , guitar , piano and sing and its all so damm nice especially piano . really had a great time . away from my phone and all other distractions . just immerse in music and all th troubles just go away liddat . wahhaha . im like super super happy after that . zach's face was like super red . when th WL ask he was like im hot . haha . then minhui was like he shy la . caz th piano/keyboard bench was like smaller then ur normal piano bench and i was sharing th bench with him and i was like kinda falling off . haha . thankyou for helping me with th song i didn't know . (: car ride home was also super super fun . weiyang , his papa and minhui conversation is like super interesting . and amazingly yang doesnt rmb where he stays last time . when reach home he was asking th sister where this place was and why so familiar . you kuku . if you never shift then you'll be like 5-10 mins away from my block only then can go disturb you and make you teach me geog . haha .
yaye ! i love all of you . each and everyone of ur . makes up a part of my lifeand makes it special , unique and memorable (:

sorry sister . dunno why i just got super pissed and then i was liddat durin th train journey home . you also quite smart uhh . know not to talk to me . if you did i'll either scream at you or start crying . haha . you better come earlier and not make me walk alone . especially next next monday . if not i will kill you . haha .

BOO ! (:

had listening compre . sunday's th quiz . have one whole chapter to revise thru . im dead . haha . its either my com or blogger tt's screwed .. only can choose font and type cant do anything else ..
lots of stuff happened thru th week . ytd was bad . especially you know what lesson . and aft tt th maths lesson too .. made us play with sheep's heart before lunch . and kel go cut th heart up till like minced meat ..
had a nice long long sleep . and i mean long . real long . one i never had in a long long time . went out with my dearest tai tai and yati and qinsi for lunch .. saw some ppl there and i got dao-ed .. changed wallpaper .. now its with nichol . before that was tai tai . and i want pictures with me sister and girlfriend and laogong and darling and i dunno . haha .so if ur like anyone of th above dun reject when i ask you take pic alright . haha .

BOO ! (:

think i screwed up th oral conversation real bad .. me and hongyu same de . like answering compre liddat .. you ask what i answer what .. die .. so lots of stuff has been going on .. i dun wanna care anymore .. just to tell you this . you piss me off summore you call or msg me or msn i wont care about you all th same . and so what if you have ppl backing you . i dun give a damm . want me reply you in ur dreams . its all cause of you that we're in this state today . everyone feels th same way .
half th class absent . sadded .. seeing th super empty classroom so sian .. get well soon . haowen good . until lunch that time then say you still not feeling well ask me go further away from you . who knows how much germs have been passed already .. aniway thankyou for helping me buy milk today (: i know i describe it until quite bad . just say th yellow and white carton with pictures of cows on it and you still bought th right one . yaye (: haha . dont have you in class abit weird lo . usually you'll be sitting behind me and keep asking me to see ur magic tricks and ask for comments and stuff . yeah . that usually helps cheer me up too .
facing an empty classroom ..from full strenght to twenty plus left . take class photo that day will there be full strenght or even lesser people .. i wonder ..
oh well .. haven't found th time to update cf blog and its like half of july already ..
shall find time to do so ..
now to go study ..

BOO ! (:

oral's tmr . best is other class study like siao and my class like bo chup de . haha .
im gonna need all th luck i can get to score .
confirm die at conversation part .
bio spa no more ms loy .
chem spa got one more ms chien/chein ? dunno la .
see her i think of my cousin and mei luan . haha .
jesse gl .. heard her say sth like dun get jovina into trouble . why would i even want to . wads ur problem la . is she drop th bleach then kena my hand can . say me .. stoopid .. gt problem with me izzit . everytime also liddat . say wad wan change place in th lab then first one call me summore make me sit rite in front . ppl mood at first nt good then good dy you come spoil it again .
even better . in th middle of th nite . ppl happy happy in dreamland . some policeman shout lyk nobody buisness downstairs . its lyk middle of th night . you caught ur guy . dunnid scream lyk fag rite . never think of th ping fan ren like all of us that's sleeping . best is catch th guy dy go kick . n th guy skinny n police nt so skinny . th most ridiculous question i hear was why you run or why you make me chase you ? its like which criminal will guai guai let you handcuff and bring back to station de . obviously will run la . stoopid . th screamer i tink woke like alot of ppl lo . suprisingly my bro can sleep thru all that . i was standin at th window super tempted to shout shuddup . haha . tt wonderful screamer spoiled th image i have of th police force .
so violent and rough and like to scream like fag . so long th good image i had for all of ur .


I can almost see it. That dream I'm dreaming but.There's a voice inside my head sayin,You'll never reach it,Every step I'm taking,Every move I make feels Lost with no direction.My faith is shaking but I Got to keep trying Got to keep my head held high .
There's always going to be another mountain.I'm always going to want to make it move.Always going to be an uphill battle, Sometimes you going to have to lose. Ain't about how fast I get there, Ain't about what's waiting on the other side .It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing,The chances I'm taking Sometimes they knock me down but No I'm not breaking
I may not know it But these are the moments that I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going And I, I got to be strong Just keep pushing on, cause
There's always going to be another mountain .I'm always going to want to make it move Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose .Ain't about how fast I get there, Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
There's always going to be another mountain .I'm always going to want to make it move Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose .Ain't about how fast I get there, Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
Keep on moving . Keep climbing .Keep the faith baby
It's all about It's all about The climb
Keep the faith . Keep your faith
im gonna prove that voice wrong and show it i can and i can reach it .even though each step may feel lost with no directions and at times my faith will be shaking but i wont give eup and cling on to th hope i have to spur me on . th struggles i may face and th chances i may take . they may trip and knock me down but no i wont break . i'll stil carry on .these are th things that'll make me stronger .and looking back at these memories i'll see how much i've grown . there'll be no looking back and just keep going and pushing on and be strong .no matter what th obstacles may be and no matter what battles there are .no matter how many times i trip or fall or how much time i take to get there . i wont give up . i'll reach for that dream that im dreaming of . and show that voice and those who dont believe that i can and i will .

you dumb . congrats on snappin out of it and realising that th world's a whole lot better and full of colours . and rain does not wash colours away . th world will always be a wonderful place with many colours for you . aft all those late nite talks and loads of stuff , its great you finally realised . that it's so not worth anything . forget about it and live ur life th way it will be jealous to see . and finally realise th injustice tt it done to you .