this is just random but its to all my beloveds clique and other beloveds .
nanako - heyy baby fishball ! :D . my crapping and super random partner . lol . its been three years . dont loose yourself anymore . later must buy butterfly net chase after you t catch you . haha . my ears are always open for you . available twentyfour seven . and it aint a crime t like ppl .and my fishball yes you can help me . my maths is dying ... its needs you . lol . ♥
Huizhen - heyy dear ! :D thank you so much for everything . yes i know i rant alot about clique stuff . th disagreements and all . thankyou for listening and for encouraging and for everything . also thankyou for that night during camp .iloveyou loads ♥
Xueting - hey mummy ! :D . i promise t stop gang-ing you .but maybe sometimes i still will . haha . we all gang you then ur face damm red . haha . hope ur sunburn getss better soon . thankyou for everything . late night smses and everything . and for trusting me with ur stuff . ♥
Denise - heyy grandmother lime ! ur like super random .th msges can be huh . okaay . so i know tt night . a little misunderstanding . xueting told me you were already pissed before tt . i guess i should have been more patient .. and for everything there will confirm be someone last t know . we all got tt feeling before . and no ur not left out or insignificant . ur still super important t us . ♥
OKAAY I LOVE ALL OF YOU . ALOT ♥
Wanying - heyy zhuu ! damm long since i last went out with you . you super skiinny luhhs . my one hand can hug all of you already . eat more . you and ur sunflower seeds . i shall buy you alot next year . wait you become another hamtaro . haha . i know this year things didn't go very smoothly but we shall make next year a better year . alrights ? ♥
Tianlan - heyy sky blue/mummy ! idk if you'll be reading this but here goes . thankyou for listening t all my shet and i know i sound horrible on th phone when im crying . anyway . enjoy urself in china . this year aint too good too . we shall make next year a better year . yes i know you not really my mummy . but anyway . idc . so yeah . haha . we shall high and hyper until th sky fall down . ♥
Shayue - yes , Shayue , you too . always kena bully by somebody during drama . haha . its been great everythings been cleared . go out more lahh . dont everyday hide at home . sunlight is good for you . lol . ♥
weixiang - yes you too . my brother . my best friend . thankyou for being such a great listening ear . i think you cant stand my crap anymore right . haha . thankyou for always being there for me . t comfort and encourage me . or just talking bout random stuff . thankyou for all those beautiful songs . i really appreciate everything . and i cant express my feelings in words . thankyou for all th 大道理 when im crying or in a super bad mood . thankyou so much . ♥
william - i know i've been super slack and most of th work done by you . thankyou for everything too . during tt period of time thankyou for telling me all th 大道理 and trying t help me along . thankyou . ♥
YES I LOVE ALL OF UR DAMM LOTS . AND REALLY APPRECIATE ALL OF UR FOR WHO YOU ARE . AND UR ARE TH PPL MOST IMPORTANT T ME AND CLOSEST T MY HEART AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU . ♥
*list not complete . shall continue another day .
back from obs . still got th feeling like i inside jungle .waking up t see my room and not nichol or cheryl or yu min . kinda weird . haha . first day forget what we did . second day we got mini expedition where we walked from one end of ubin t th other t get t the other camp site then do high elements . dinner tt day was th best . then at night super funny . caz next day if we want t go toilet must dig hole so after dinner we all go mass shet . third day was th land expedition . again carry th super super heavy bag go from one check point t another . monfort ppl doing all their echo-ing songs . and alden i got smile when you asked us to . you never see only . not just when dayah ask me to then i smile . haha .dinner was sort of like campfire style liddat . but no camp fire . all sit around th place we cook and eat . shared th maggie with nichol and nicholas . everything was normal until some effed up bitch come gl and scold like nobody buisness . stoopid bitch . anyway . a big thankyou t alden , nichol , nicholas , huizhen , sirchao and another person . dunno th name . fourth day got sea ex . one kayak three ppl . went with ppl from th other group . my own group nobody want me . sad right . lol . so kayaked with zachary and weijie . was fun . can have chance t cool down and enjoy th scenery and forget bout th stuff tt happened th night before . though i dunno them their super nice . especially zac . sorry tt i accidentally hit ur lip with th paddle . and no ur not irritating . doing th counting while we paddle really helps . thankyou for ur orange skin . haha . and weijie if th kayak really capsize , everytime i see you in sku i wack you . haha . super scary luhh . he can fall asleep practically anywhere . even in th kayak . first half zac sit in front later half weijie sat in front . at th back i scared already he sit in front even scarier . even though keep crashing into mangroves and twigs and everything. we still braved th storms and had a great time . haha . friday lunch was fun . all our hands were tied tgt .then we had t eat and drink liddat . super funny . drinking was quite tricky . hairul whole time di siao then cant drink . saying goodbye wasnt really tt hard . no one really bothered too anyway . haha . but still i'll miss th monfort ppl and yu min and hairul . th other two . nah . unless pigs can fly i wont .
so after five days . thirty over mosquito bites . and bruises and muscle pain . but anyway . was fun .
thankyou alden for sending out all th numbers and email i'll get from you another day .
maths was okaay .. rained super heavy so camped in sku till two plus . spent th time half talking and half reading with two ppl who i dont i usually mix with . and hey their harmless . nice ppl . haha .lunch was kinda like provided by them . haha .
nobody's home .. so lonely .. nobody online also .. sac all alone is her sad sad screwed up world ..
she stoopidly left her chem test paper in th sku toilet ytd and good thing th nice nice auntie never throw away .
she hates t be accused of things tt she didn't do and when ppl doubt her when what she's saying is th truth . it really seriously pisses her off alot . rawr . i feel like picking up th phone and calling someone and talk for who knows how long . there's too much going on .. but . i dunno who t call . i dunno who t talk to . some kind nice person just call me ? i really dunno who t call ..
idk how t express how i feel luhh . idk how t get rid of this feeling .. crying . nope . it doesnt work no more .
piano doesnt work either . most likely i'll just end up crying again .. i dont want t cry no more . i want t be happy . i want t be like last time . dunno anything at all . th innocent and carefree little kid . jojo dont go . i dont want you to . but i suppose tt's all up t you . you've been like a super great big sister t all of us and week after week we're all asking where you are and we do miss you . when are you coming back ? i miss you alrights . dont throw me alone . you promised t be there for me . thru th whole project . dont go alright .you need not be an enemy of god just t be friends with th world or find happiness in th world . man where's th jo i used t know . yes i know we cant stop you from choosing which path you want t take but if you deciede t leave this path there will be this empty spot there . we all need you in one way or another ... i really dunno what im talking about anymore .. please stay . pretty please . i've grown quite attached t you over time . please say you'll stay ...
nov's gonna be busy .. go back sku almost every other day plus all th other stuff ..
drama cip went t some old folks home and childcare . ofh super fail .. doubt th ppl understand what we talking at all . but suprisingly OFH more fun .
bored like shet . think i have th book where paul ling got th physice hw from but i cant find it .. and my printer print out cant even see a single thing .
lies is a super nice song . including heartbreaker and breathe and all th big bang songs . but im still addicted t lies .
shall let this place rot and grow cobwebs die or wdv ..
istilllovethrainandthfeelingofwalkinginthrainislikesupernice .
ishouldstopthinking.thinkingwillonlykillmybraincells.whyamilikesuddenlythinkingofallththingsinthpast ..
th sku year's coming t an end already .. looking back .. many things have happened .. good or bad i dun really care caz its over .. unless th thing hurt me veh badly or super nice i will rmb forever .
th teachers this year .. me loves mrs chng th most . th teacher tt has been constantly encouraging and never giving up on her students . well . J Lim .. okaay already . impression of her will change after some time .. begining of th year was like wth . now still okaay la . other teachers nth much .
and my beloved brothers/sisters/dears/darlings/everybody . life in sku has been great because of ur . yes . each and everyone of you . from drama t my current and ex classmates t those super regular CF ppl t those ppl around me . life's been great with ur around . thx for being there for me and making life more fun and memorable . me loves all of you .
i dun really wan th holidays t come . i rather whole year round gt sku . haha .
and i think im gonna miss mr foo too . he's a great principal even though we sometimes do make fun of his english he's a great principal . hope ctss de principal also like him ba .. i will rmb th magic trick tt mr foo taught . and i will make it work . and try till it works .haha .
lol . my mama call me a guy .reason : caz i suddenly hug her from th back . wth . who call her back facing me . so hug from th back lo . haha .
and sac's sorry for being a bitch ytd . yes she knows she's done wrong and she's sorry .so t th certain ppl tt she offended or made angry ytd , she's really sorry .
three and a half days gone , two and a half more t go .im seriously very very bored . facebook's a time killer but cant possibly stay in front of th com th whole day ..
sac is stoopid . really dumb . she already has two blisters tt bled when she walked she still went t wear a pair of nw shoes ytd . and now she has four or five blisters . oh yaye .
and she finds tt steve tyler looks like willy wonka . haha . and she found a new nice nice song by aerosmith . its i dont wanna miss a thing . really nice . haha .
she shall attemp t help her parents update their face book . its just a skeleton without anything inside and she was made t help them update but she doesnt have th mood to . hahaha .
but she shall go attempt to do so .
cloudy w a chance of meatballs was a total waste of money . cab fare t vivo plus movie ticket fare . seriously nt worth it . 3D tickets are like $12 and its not 3D at all luhh .. i rather watch scrooge in 3D . tt one if 4D even better .
eoy finally over .but dont have tt kind of happy mood . six days of not going to sku . i think stay at home somemore i will go crazy lo . three hours only . im so bored already . dun really look forward to getting back results . confirm will get scolded . anyway its like i study also liddat dun study also liddat . my mum wan st least 3 As . i get one i happy dy lo . considering th fact tt all my results this year abit ....
holiday supposedly two or three camps .. then now only left one confirm going another not sure yet .. th other one super cute . ten of th sec three careforce register for it then only three get selected . th ppl say what want have equal mix of all th race or ethnic groups .. so .. ronghua , wanxin and wenxuan go have fun and enjoy urselves there (:
i need to get out of th hse . staying in it summore will only make me go crazy .. due to ................
ohwell . had a damm weird dream . only a few ppl know . so keep it between us kaay . haha . shhh . dun go tell other ppl . th dream's so darn screwed and weird . can i forget it please .
anybody wan go watch ' My sister's keeper ' ? i want t watch ! i just started reading th book . haha .lol . my bro de piano practical exam always short of two marks then distinction . haha .
anyway im quite proud of my marks even though i short of six marks . considering th fact tt i screwed up so darn badly . i shall practise like xiao and pass next yeear . this year examiner look like santa . hahaha .
