BOO ! (:

two more days t go (:
mummy went t order th cake that i like (:
Bakerzin's tiramisu is th best ! plus now got 30% discount off so not that ex .
looking forward t tuesday's lunch . th number of ppl i asked more than two hands can count . then th number of ppl going at first less than one hand . now one and a half hand . not that bad after all i guess .
but i really wanted them all t go . oh well .. guess it cant be helped .
feel like im a super big slacker . everyone's studying so hard and i'm like slacking my butt off ..
prelims are in 3 weeks plus . if dont improve , really die already . ugh ..
physics spa i wrote th stuff is wrong luhh .. wen
t t measure wrong angle . stupid me .
must start stuying !!!
drama performed with edmund chen ! and they never tell us anything . horrible ppl . haha . since sec one already say want bring us go see how they work . then never happen . now after we leave then they get t work with edmund chen . so unfair !
hjh is stupid . really really stupid . if we're si ki na then what are you . when i told my parents they're like your teacher must be some very old guy from china right . and i was like laughing . caz he;s a malaysian and he's th most i think early thirties only . must be his teacher also liddat last time then he go learn ..
physics lesson split up .. i rather go t mrs chang or pandian class lo ! like seriously .. octopus is so ......... explain already i more lost can .
cant find any nice wallet .. searched online and found some nice ones but th price all exceed budget .. hopefully can find one before my wallet really falls apart .. its like falling apart already ! horrible thing .
oh well .
now t go t lalaland ! (:

BOO ! (:

saturday was kinda awesome i guess ..
best part of th day : fireflies cruise . its super super super pretty . its just like christmas tree lights but a whole lot nicer .
desaru wasn't what i expected though . i though its like some big fruit farm but in th end its so small .
bee farm = listen t some guy talking bout their honey -.- how interesting .
musuem = some ulu place in th fruit farm . and nobody say anything bout it . so didn't go .
first time eating passion fruit and not drinking it . kinda sour . but still nice .
there's some petting zoo in th fruit farm . got crocodile . unexpected . and monkey and goats and chickens and rabbit and snakes and mouse and i cant rmb . fed th goats . th guy that work for them sponsor th goat feed . haha . th goats can form their own chior . got one with blue eyes !
then headed t ostrich farm . ostrich feed increase price .. saw newly hatched ostrich . it looks so different from th three days old ostriches . everytime is hold th container and th ostrich will self service . tried sth new . put feed on hand and let th ostrich eat .
it isn't pain ! i thought it would be ..
then went fireflies cruise ! super super super super super pretty .
spent most of th day sleeping and listening music though ..
wanted t study during journey from place t place but in th end fell asleep ..

eight more papers t go till end of prelims 1 !
so much more t memorise ..

BOO ! (:

Leos born on August 3 have star quality. Like most people who have an extroverted nature, they are talkative and friendly. They also are extremely ambitious. They work tirelessly toward their goals and do whatever they can to better themselves. They possess great personal charm and are deeply committed to causes that benefit others.

Leo Information for August 3You should embrace: Warmth, good advice, moderation You should avoid: Family discord, jealous friends, overindulgence

Friends and Lovers

Even though they have an engaging personality, August 3 natives may have trouble making friends, usually because they have so many talents and so much appeal that it's easy for others to be jealous of them. In love, they adore the courting ritual. But when it comes to actually working at a relationship, personal commitment isn't their strong suit.

Children and Family

August 3 people have enormous pride in their ancestors as well as the members of their immediate family unit. They identify strongly with those who came before them. They are usually very involved in the upbringing of their children. They especially enjoy setting a positive example.

Health

Most August 3 people have robust good health. They are good about sticking to an ambitious exercise regimen. Although they may be less careful about their eating habits, they prefer a generally balanced diet.

Career and Finances

August 3 individuals have a great deal of creativity and are likely to seek careers where they can indulge this ability. They are good speakers and motivators, which makes them effective in any sales position. They also make exceptional actors, teachers, media personnel, and lawyers. When it comes to making budgetary and savings commitments, they tend to be disinterested.

Dreams and Goals

Career success is a must for these individuals, and it is to these ends that they are most likely to put their efforts. They often have the need to be a pillar of their community, and for this reason they are likely to become involved in local projects.

BOO ! (:

holidays are over in a flash ..
well i guess this holiday let me realise quite alot of things ..
things bout my past that i couldn't rmb caz i was too young ..
how i always fell sick and always vomitted ..
well . thinking bout what jon asked . how has God served you ? there's simply too many . for keeping me safe , blessing me with many special people in my life .really thank Him for that . thank God for qr , josh , wx . th ppl that i talk t th most this month . thankyou for blessing me with these ppl who encouraged me and always being there for me . He's just that great and wonderful . even if th sea were t evaporate completely and if rocks were to decompose , His love will never change . that's just how much love there is . even willing t die for us . i dont think in this world there will be anyone willing t die for someone . but He died for us all .
after hearing what caleb shared . bout how th three words , faith hope and love keep appearing t him , and how he should love his classmates and everyone . it got me thinking . loving them is th right thing t do . but i really dunno if i can put everything behind and start loving them again . forgiveness and love . its th right thing . but then again . its one of th hardest things t do . sometimes i really wish i could have this magical eraser and just erase out all th parts of my life with them in it . physical things can be destroyed and photos and msges deleted and letters thrown away . but memories .. its just sth that is harder t forget .
there may be cracks and all . idk what's gonna happen in th future . but one thing that im sure of is i will try .

cant wait for tmr (:
finally after so many years of waiting .
hope it doesn't rain tmr .

BOO ! (:

life this few days have been super screwed . seriously what's th big fuss . get a life lahh .
seriously . im so sick and tired of you all and your f-king attitude .
physics was great today uhh . when you all were locked out . finally lessons in peace . if every lesson was this quiet exams confirm can do very well already . caz can concentrate .
oh wow . im me and i never knew i was jealous of you . gosh . is my body functioning properly . izzit malfunctioning .
i think its you who have t look in th miror lahh horr .
im not crazy and i love me . so why would i laugh at me for no rhyme or reason .
oh . your house no mirror izzit thats why th colour of your specs so pretty .
use your brain lahh .
what do you have that will make me jealous . seriously .
th flatness or your ability t flirt like nobody business or your money .
please luhh . none of th above .
not rich still can lead a happy and fulfilling life . and life's not only about guys . so why on earth would i be jealous . dont make me laugh .

Everything to me ...

I grew up in sunday school
I memorized the Golden rule
And how Jesus came to set the sinner free
I know the story inside out
I can tell you all about
The path that led Him up to Calvary
But ask me why He loves me
And I don't know what to say
But i'll never be the same
Because he changed my life when He became...

Everything to me
He's more than a story
more than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything, everything to me

We're living in uncertain times
And more and more I find that i'm aware
Of just how fragile life can be
I want to tell the world I found
A love that turned my life around
They need to know that they can taste and see
Now everyday I'm praying
Just to give my heart away
I want live for Jesus
So that someone else might see that he is...

Everything to me
He's more than a story
more than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything
And looking back over my life at the end
I'll go to meet you saying you've been...

You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
You're everything to me
Lord, you're everything to me

i thank you for being who you are . and you're everything . more than a story or words on a page of history . you're th air and water and th ground . in fact everything . thankyou so much for everything . thankyou for your love . th unconditional and powerful love . though unworthy you still love .
this is really a super beautiful song . its by Avalon .

BOO ! (:

what's th point of holidays when you keep having t go back t sku . i rather not have any holiday lo .
i love my father(s) ! haha . and my mother(s) . lol .
monday went t see my beloved ace . sleeping again . everyday sleep .
tuesday went sku then orchard .
today went sku then came home .
tmr going some place idk where for lunch
friday gonna chiong all hw

"its not condemn , its protect " like im gonna believe that man .
have a problem say it t my face lahh . why go spread it around and blow up th matter .
have a problem with what i wear . SAY IT TO MY FACE .
so maybe some times my top abit low cut . hello . i dont bend down all th time right .
seriously . i know my limits and i believe that none of our guys are tiko .
i've been wearing that skirt and shirt since last year or idk when .
why not say it when i first wore it . i've been wearing that for so so long . aint it a little too late .
dont like what im wearing then sponsor a whole new wadrobe for me lahh .
all my clothes are liddat . so what you want . wear until not a bit of skin can be seen uhh .
sorry but NO WAY MAN . MISSION IMPOSSIBLE . everyone has their own style of dressing .
so many others that are indecent and you keep arrowing me and my mother . what's your problem man .
i dont see why my mother's clothes are indecent . that is just so ridiculous .
to think i actually looked up to you all and you all are th ppl that i respect and admire .
guess i was so wrong . how different are you all from puppets . just following what ur master says . and how credible can your master be . oh please . if he is who he claims t be , why would he even switch churches in th first place . come on . i believe that up there isn't hollow . and you all got brains . so think before you act . isn't that what your brain is for . stop acting like a puppet .i dont understand why i cried because of you all . those tears are like so wasted . so wasted on th wrong people .
THANKYOU FOR ALL TH HURT MAN . I APPRECIATE IT . LIKE LOADS . ONCE AGAIN . THANKYOU .