Sunday, December 19, 2010

BOO ! (:

december fly by so fast .. everyday caught up in so many things .. still haven't found a job yet . slacking and rotting away at home everyday . tomorrow gonna bake cookies (: first two orders . hopefully more will come .
tonight's dinner was fun i guess . th skit went well (:
Revive ! was awesome ! th band and singers were fantastic .
kinda looking forward t wednesday's outreach . at first i thought it was perform for young army guys so th script quite retarded . then just realised that it's actually for all th officers ranging from 30 - 50 . gosh .. hopefully they understand th language used . haha .
i sorta memorized all th songs .. memorize all this kind of thing no problem . come t studies everytime got problem . stupid .
met kindergarten friend . so close yet so far . we're in th same church but different congregation but we cant recognise each other . until today th mothers help us identify each other .
well . i guess this just goes t show how much we mix with th chinese congregation . haha .
wenwen is back ! super happy . took many many pictures with her . next year 6 gonna fly away tgt .. that's sad .
th other fantastic thing is i've got authentic kimchi ! airflown from korea ! * jumps for joy ! * awesome person got it for me from korea . sad thing is . tamah jurong cc no more korean food and bubble tea ! that's like th stalls i always go t . ugh . why th korean must shift t RV . stupid . deprive me of my sunday's standard lunch .i'm gonna miss th food luhh ! it's authentic korean ppl open de . cheap and nice ! best !

Friday, October 15, 2010

BOO ! (:

you know what . i dont care about you . even if you die i still wouldn't care (:
oh please who's th pathetic one . well its definitely not me . i dont get friends by acting like a slut . i get friends with heart and sincerity . not like you . dont even know th difference between a lie and th truth . who's th even bigger joke now . well you are . i guess you didn't know that you're th joke of th whole level ehh . now you do (: you can cry your sorry butt off and i still wont care (:

what aaron said t me today made a whole lot of sense . its definitely a whole lot better t know who your true friends are . i can definitely do without you and them . you're not all that awesome you know . in fact you're pathethic . contine living in your dreamland . no matter what you do or say th sun still will shine . and your words wont bring me down and they never will (: have fun barking away (: you're just making an even bigger ass out of yourself (:

here's th awesome song aaron shared with me . its beautiful by christina
aguilera


Every day is so wonderful
Then suddenly
It's hard to breathe
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the pain, I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone left the puzzle undone
That's the way it is

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down
Don't you bring me down today...

No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what they say
(no matter what they say)
When the sun is shining through
Then the clouds won't stay


And everywhere we go
(everywhere we go)
The sun won't always shine
(sun won't always shine)
But tomorrow will find a way
All the other times

'cause we are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down
Don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today

Friday, September 24, 2010

BOO ! (:

prelims are over . one more month t th real thing . so far all th papers got back still okaay . got improvement ! :D not that great but still got improve . happy . HAHA .
was looking forward t going SSO concert later but in th end not going anymore .. nobody wanna go .. even my stupid cousin dont want go with me . box you .

following some guy on twitter . his posts are really inspirational . i find them quite good . though th english got abit problem . search tede2607 t find him . some really do make sense . if i could , i would print out all his posts t read . HAHA .

tmr going t all th different factories . going otah factory ! smiles big big . so long never eat otah already . HAHA . thank goodness even though brother pangseh still got someone else for me t talk to .
now t watch my korean drama ~
kim hyung joon ~ so cute ! HAHA

Saturday, September 11, 2010

BOO ! (:

so fast one week over already . this week turned nocturnal . ohman . gotta change back t normal .. been sleeping between 3 - 5 am this week . cant rmb everything for bio ! that sucks . one month plus more Os already . diee ...
th latest addiction : HILLSONG KIDS . they're awesome !
stupid phone deleted everything in my inbox ! D: stupid stupid phone . got so many problems ..
NAT NAT NAT ! BLACKBIRD BLACKBIRD BLACKBIRD !
th two very awesome people that i've been talking to lots and lots !
haha .

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

thankyou for all th presents and well wishes and memories . love you guys .
im sorry . i know its all my fault . and maybe you dont wish t hear what i've got t say .
im really sorry . last night was terrible .cried myself t sleep . and didn't sleep well too . i'm really really sorry .
its all my fault . yes i know . you're not unneeded . in fact you are needed . unknowingly i have already become super reliant on you . you're like a pillar of strength . th person i can turn to whom i know wont turn me away . listening ear , comfortor , encourager . you're more than just a friend . and i do need you . do you see that . im really really really sorry . now that you've turned away i've got t pick up all th pieces and try t move on . like i told you many times before . you're a very important person t me . well i guess things wont turn back now . will they ? a big gapping hole waiting t be filled . im really really sorry . maybe asking for your forgiveness is too much . but i really hope things will go back t what they used t be . friends are all around . you just have t look and try . now that you know what a terrible person i am , would you still want t take me as your friend . idk what th future holds but one things for sure is that life would be different without you . im sorry ..

Sunday, August 1, 2010

BOO ! (:

i love R !
HAHA . thankyou for th biscuits and water bottle ! love you loads man !
sorry that im not free on tuesday .. we'll have lunch tgt some other time .
yijin is so sweet ! so touched ! ily too ! haha .
time t go t lalaland ! haha

BOO ! (:

two more days t go (:
mummy went t order th cake that i like (:
Bakerzin's tiramisu is th best ! plus now got 30% discount off so not that ex .
looking forward t tuesday's lunch . th number of ppl i asked more than two hands can count . then th number of ppl going at first less than one hand . now one and a half hand . not that bad after all i guess .
but i really wanted them all t go . oh well .. guess it cant be helped .
feel like im a super big slacker . everyone's studying so hard and i'm like slacking my butt off ..
prelims are in 3 weeks plus . if dont improve , really die already . ugh ..
physics spa i wrote th stuff is wrong luhh .. wen
t t measure wrong angle . stupid me .
must start stuying !!!
drama performed with edmund chen ! and they never tell us anything . horrible ppl . haha . since sec one already say want bring us go see how they work . then never happen . now after we leave then they get t work with edmund chen . so unfair !
hjh is stupid . really really stupid . if we're si ki na then what are you . when i told my parents they're like your teacher must be some very old guy from china right . and i was like laughing . caz he;s a malaysian and he's th most i think early thirties only . must be his teacher also liddat last time then he go learn ..
physics lesson split up .. i rather go t mrs chang or pandian class lo ! like seriously .. octopus is so ......... explain already i more lost can .
cant find any nice wallet .. searched online and found some nice ones but th price all exceed budget .. hopefully can find one before my wallet really falls apart .. its like falling apart already ! horrible thing .
oh well .
now t go t lalaland ! (: