BOO!(:

man.. superband sounds super bad.. the singing is lyk horrible.. not sae i veh good luhh. the room im in is lyk few meters away frm the tv n its not lyk on so loud n i still can hear. eh if i not wrong is b3 barh. b1 the singer not enuf 'qi' den b2 the dance nice bud song not nice. haha.

okaays. juz reached home.. went walkin in the rain. not really wet. its lyk the rain at first heavy de den i reach my bus stop den become small le.. not fun.. nvm. got super wet ytd aniway.

mood go up n down n up n down bud mostly down. seems lyk the only mood i haf is down. so fun rite. yea. im crazy. noe why. two days. oni eat 3 times. so fun rite. hahaha. yea. den ytd frm dinner all the way till today 5+/6+ in the evening den go eat. so fun.hahaha.

aft sku got addicted to the notice board de pin. wan noe wad i do. go ask my dearie. maybe she'll tell you. n den again maybe not. den went ava rehearse the thingy for thursday. hah. we dunnid wear tie. the rest of the sku nid. hahaha. we are evil ppl.

den went bang piano while waiting for lan. stone-ed for one hour plus. den started emo-ing and zi-lian at the piano wid one of me dearie. den went eat dinner + breakfast + lunch + dinner all combine together. fun rite. hahaha.

now at home. supposed to be banging piano bud here i am. bored. now to koup stuff frm ppl. link here link dere den found p6 tt time the adam khoo guy the trainer gary de blog.

"To think of death as a means to an end"
so not true uh. i admit sumtimes i do tink tt death is the easiet way out. bud den tink it thru. wad problems cant be solved. wad cant be resolved. kaays. so now i may have a problem bud is death the oni way out? NO. well. there are super many ways to get rid of the problems. lyk wad mr foo sae. wad good balls bad balls thingy. if i kip holding on n decieving myself at the same time wad result will i get. even greater n deeper hurt. why cant i juz let it all go. the answer i dunno. juz let time take it all away. hopefully it can. before i really go insane..

"Fate plays a cruel hand.When you think you are winning, you are not.When you think you are almost at the end, you realized you went one full circle.Some want life to be a bed of roses
No adversity, no pain, no sadness, no tears.Where sunflowers grow and kids smile all day
Would it not be nice to be happy always?"
full circle. well yea. tt's all tt happened. well aren't all of us back where we all started. lets hope it stays tis way yea. no pain? no sadness? no tears? smiles all day? happy always? tt i really dunno.
i nid help. pain. yea i do get it everyday. sadness. well u see it everyday dun u. tears. well i try to control it all bud in the end i juz cant control all n i juz break down. smiles all day n happy always. tt's wad i really wanna achieve. bud can i ? i really dunno.


kaays. enuf crap. time to go do wad im supposed to be doin.. wad i supposed to do. i oso dunno. so dere. addicted to hao xin fen shou n ai wo bie zou. hahaha. real nice.







thx alot. the hurt is friggin unbearable. tink again dearie n see how much pain is inflicted. thx alot. i appreciate it loads.

BOO!(:

i look lyk a crazy person! hahaha. hair super messy. all come out. den super super messy. bud i like it! hahaha. changed places today. not really change lorr. the two corner rows move the position oni. haha. happy wid the position i sittin in now. its still the same. i still got my wall n im still at the back. best is i got my dear shayue beside me! haha. although me other two dearies are far far away.. im still where i wanted to be. haha. oni tt shifted abit in front tt's all. haha. all me wishes came true. i din wanna leave the wall or the back n i din. n me n sha yue wanted sit with each other n we did! hahaha. bud not used to sittin so close to the window. i prefer the wall n back door. hahaha.

Taiwan students comin next week. why cant put all 16 in 206. why muz go put in 201
and 211. all put in 206 more fun ma. can skip physics and english on tt day. hahaha. den puttin up sum performance thingy for them. n shao hui, kai xin, sin yee n me singing. me sing together wid SY n den the guys each one song n maybe all 4 one song together? i dunno.. haha. trying to rmb all the lyrics now.. sumhow i juz cant. although i've been listening to the song for super long n studying the lyrics. stil cant rmb some parts of it.

once i heard a sec one gal sae tt drama ppl were all crazy. n at tt time i got really angry. bud we're not crazy. we're juz ppl tt get super super high when we all together and make crap load of noise. haha.

ytd was cryin caz of sth tt happened. den sue-ann, vivian laopo, winnie dear, shayue, grace, max, alvin, nichol dear all there for me. all comfortin me. den ernest was lyk u not feelin well den go home. i oso not sick. is sth happen. haha. den aft tt do the training stuffs. quite fun. din do them for so long le. last year till now. den went deco the room. den go pt. caz sec1 and 3 involved in the competition den sec2 do alone. super fun. its lyk we do with the whole drama is lyk sian sian no energy de. den sec2 alone is super super fun. more energy. stamina better. yepps. tt's true. first time we did pt was durin hols den whole drama do together den its lyk almost the whole time walkin den sian sian de. bud ytd pt was super high. n never walk as much as last time le. hahaha.

shall go print out timetable now. n start studying. before me results get any worse. tomorrow got keming open hse. maybe will be fun. i dunno. shall see den. haha.

vivian laopo<3 : thx for everything. being there for me. and talkin to me. n helpin me. thx dear. luv ya.
shayue dear <3 : thx for being there for me. n bein so patient with me. i noe its not easy to. although you couldn't see verii well from the back yet you still sat with me n tried to cheer me up. thx loads dearie. i appreciate everything. luv ya loads.
alvin : thx for making me smile again (: really. aft earnest started talkin i still felt lyk crying bud u were the one who made me smile and forget bout crying. thx loads(: n for the stuffs durin pt. yea. really verii grateful to you. tankyew(:

lastly. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEIQI! (:

thx for the stuff you bought for the klass. noe wad. i survived on the marshmallow n buiscuits till now. din eat anything in the morning. shall continue surviving on them till maybe 7+. or even later. haha. yepps. im crazy. n i lyk it. n im proud to be crazy. hahaha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEI QI! :D

BOO!(:

picture time! haha. enjoy. got alot. from the chalet and malaysia trip. ECP n others will post another time ba. haha.

MALAYSIA


rotting tree (:

kelong
mudskipper.

read the sign. look carefully. which word is spelt wrongly? hahaha.
sun (:
BBQ time! haha. the nice uncle bbq everything for us. we juz wait can le. hahaha.
dragonfruit! still hanging onto the tree. haha.
amazing rite. can grow grapes eh. the whole vine got 5 grapes. all fat fat de. haha. kaays, tt's all the more interesting de. due to lack of battery the rest of the pics all in me cam which i still haven figure out how to transfer to com. haha. YO! chalet (:

playing at the beach(:

various names of peeps frm me cell. not all though. part of it only.
AI LIN
XIU YUN

STEPH AND BEN
sum cute lil kitty i saw sleepin.
Nat, zheng lin, sabrina and winston preparin BBQ stuff.
ever seen such a neat and organised BBQ pit? haha. its the neighbour de.
YO! the name of me cell.
playing in the sea. [ white: steph. black wid sleeve : Ben. black widout sleeves: Zheng Lin]

haha. tt's all. rest will put sum other time. we wan go piano land le. haha.



after OM take de. take already i lyk nt wearin shirt liddat. hahaha. luv nichol loads. hahaha. SYF coming.. cultural pot comin.. exams all coming.. hahaha..

BOO!(:

haha. im back frm malaysia. so fun. hahaha. miss the weather there. there super cool n here is hot. haha.

reached there round 1130. went eat brunch. go the kelong there. the hse we stayed in is big. played ice breakin games. fun. den went walkin ard n explorin wid me father. first time he let me hold his hand for so long. haha. took lots of pics. fone currently no bat n i chiong-ing pw so shall post them maybe mxt weekend ba. haha. went back the hse thingy. dinner was good. the bbq dun nid do urself de. the ppl will do all for you den u juz sit there n wait. sausages were nice. different from wad we haf here. haha. den went back play summore games. the banana show down thingy muz eat the banana den see who can eat faster den is grp 1 against grp 2. den i dun lyk eat banana de. den my turn i bite already den chewing den screamin "i dunwan eat already. i dunwan. " den the ppl all dun care de. juz ask u eat faster. den i eat until wan cry. tears all come out at the eyes there already. den me mummy heard den sae dunnid eat le. go throw away. den go read. den go slp.

rained heavily round i tink 2plus. super cold. den woke up at 7plus. went hug my bro and father. i super cold den they hot hot de. not fair. haha. den go eat. din really lyk breakfast. lunch still okaay. den bought sth. if i happy n wan gif ppl ur will noe tomorrow. haha. halfway to the immigration thingy went eat durian. quite nice. haha. fell asleep in the van thingy n was lost in the world of music. haha. reached singapore round 4plus.

n now chiong-ing pw.. dun lyk the new timetable.. super sian.. haha. shall go continue doin pw now.. haha..

BOO!(:

holidays almost over.. ppl all come back from holidays le. oni me is the super crazy one. sku wan open le den go holiday. haha. kaays so saturday n sun i wont be in singapore. will be at sum kelong in malaysia. will be back around 5pm on sunday. haha.

in starin at the hw n the hw stares back at me. no mood to do. wanna go back n sleep. kinda happy tt first half of year din fall sick den now im sick. juz before i wanna go malaysia play i fell sick. i left the semakau thingy n lit n art. shall try to finish all by tonite. printer no ink.. cant print anything at all.. liddat how to print out the info i wan..

ytd went out wid lan n sinyee. met lan at 7 at clem mrt station den accompany her go sku do her chinese proj. 3 hours n i only completed 3/4 of one geog newspaper reflection. most of the time was playing. haha. den went JE. den go dere play. den took mrt to lakeside. walk to grandma hse. go boon lay market. go jurong point. come home. see so boring rite. haha.

was forced to eat medicine. dun lyk the taste. eat le i became super gong n sleepy. bud ren till eleven den cannot take it le. lie on the bed oni fell asleep. slept till 11. den found out no one at home. went kitchen. saw tt my breakfast was waiting for me in the oven. den went play piano. den here i am.

i muz n muz n dun care how finish all work by today. haha. shall go continue doin le.


tagboard's pronounced dead. no one tags animore. blog shall go dead too. if i dun haf mood. haha.

BOO!(:

hahaha.. today mood unstable de.. morning was lyk sian sian de den suddenly high den plunged till dunno how low.. verii verii low correct liao.. now finally stabilised.

slept at 2+.. woke up at 7+.. actually wan go back slp summore de.. den me mumy call me wake up so no choice.. bused to church. met vivian laopo o service. den stomach veh veh pain. den aft tt go play sum ice breakin games. den go CC play. so fun. first was to find CLIFFORD. hiding inside the cupboard thingy. den go eat lunch. den go play other games. all super fun correct le.

den muz go practice for the dialect worship thingy.. all instruments clash with each other den the sound produced is super bad. go imagine n maybe you'll noe wad i mean. all fighting against each other. got super irritated by music already. worse is they expect me to transpose on the spot for the song summore. sae wad too high. its not too high lorr. gals naturally can sing high de wad. rubbish luhh. den the more they sae the more irritated i got den got super pissed.. den totally moodless. music din help me at all. den caz next week i goin malaysia den not ard the human supposed to play made alot of mistakes n music not nice. got more irritated. n really wanted to cry at tt point of time. bud got daddy de encouragement den it really helped alot. thankyew daddy! kaay so i played bud i still screwed up.. den watched wen, ju, jason, debra, jonathan play carem. duno how spell.. den came home.

now all alone at home. watching channel U. Icaru is shuai. budden i lyk M2 more. hahaha. got the yang guang nan hai character n the kute kute face lyk pornsak liddat de. veh nice. bud sadly out liao. haha. hope either Icaru or the F3 win. haha.

super bored now. yea. cutted me hair le! got layer! haha. anione wan tie plaits for me? i cat seem to tie them properly. all stickin out n here come out there come out. im serious. anione oso can. guy or gal oso can. need sumone to help me tie plaits. haha. n anione noe where to buy nice nice earrings n sku bag n slippers?? i found wallet le bud still cant find bag. n earrings i've been searching for super long still cant find.. anione noe pls tell me..


HAPPY FATHERS' DAY ! (:

BOO!(:

for all the negetive thing we say to ourselves,
GOD has a positive answer for it:

you say: it's impossible
GOD says: all things are possible (luke 18:27)

you say: i'm too tired
GOD says: i will give you rest (matthew 11:28-30)

you say: nobody really loves me
GOD says: i love you (john 3:16 & john 13:34)

you say: I can't go on
GOD says: My grace is sufficient (2 corinthians 12:9 & psalms 91:15)

you say: i can't figure things out
GOD says: i will direct your steps (proverbs 3:5-6)

you say: i can't go it
GOD says: you can do all things (philipians 4:13)

you say:i'm not able
GOD says: i am able (2 corinthians 9:8)

you say: it's not worth
GOD says: it will be worth it (romans 8:28)

you say: i can't manage
GOD says: i will supply all your needs (philipians 4:19)

you say: i'm afraid
GOD says: i have not given you a spirit of fear (2 timothy 1:7)

you say: i'm always worried and fustrated
GOD says: cast all your cares on ME (1 peter 5:7)

you say: i don't have enough faith
GOD says: i've given everyone a measure of faith (romans 12:3)

you say: i'm not smart enough
GOD says: i give you wisdom (1 corinthians 1:30)

you say: i feel alone
GOD says: i will never leave you or forsake you (hebrews 13:5)

you say: i can't forgive myself
GOD says: I FORGIVE YOU (1 john 1:9 & romans 8:1)


conclusion is nothing is impossible and thru everything HE will be there for us and help us thru everythng.

JESUS UR MY SUPERHERO!! better than anything else and everything i ever wanted.