my universe will never be the same .im glad you came :D

* TER TER TER TERTER TER TER TER TER TER ~ * Ahahaha . The Wanted is th new love <3 me likey :D HAHAHA . Nathan Sykes is super cute . Tom and siva also . Siva is like so cool . Is half Sri lankan and half Irish . So coolll . No wonder he looks different . Hehe . Cant tell th Brit accent lehh . Prescilla and Ian say the Brit accent strong . But it sounds normal t me :( Anyways . END OF EXAMS :D like finally . FREEDOMMMMM :D seven weeks of Fun fun fun and more fun :D Hehe . Gonna experiment with my hair and try sth new (: hopefully it turns out well (: wheeee ~ damm high now . The Wanted is like some drug . Gonna dig out all their songs and go find them .

one down three to go ...

yupp ! one down three t go ! i can do this !
soonsoon . a while more and exams will be over .

today sat there study th whole afternoon . and only touched itouch every one hour plus . and never touch phone at all . hehe . yaye me :D

so today finished re-doing all IPC tutorials and did one paper . ugh . only got like 71%. hopefully can do better for exam . i really really need that A .
finally uploaded photos after so so so so long . like finally got th mood t upload . from last year november till christmas . so manymany pretty photos :D ahahah.
tmr must do thermo paper . grrr . im so gonna fail that luhh :(
havent even touch much of bio . well done .
ahhh . just spent th whole night watching tv .grrr .
back t th books ....

BOO ! (:

So tomorrow's th first paper ... Well .not sure if got prepare enough .. Did five papers plus half th tutorials . Should be enough I guess .. Hmmm . Thank goodness tmr is maths and not any other subject if not I'll really be super under prepared . Today I really really studied . Like finally . Sat there for three hours Doing thermo and maths . And didn't touch phone or itouch at all . Yaye me :D hahaha . Oh well . I guess it's really really time t start studying for th rest of th papers . For now . Bed time :D

you know you're so dead ......

When notes aren't attractive/appealing enough . And th exams are just next week ! Ugh . Can't seem t find motivation t study . And too many distractions at home ! So far only did three maths papers and one Chem paper . And never really study at all . But I really don't feel like studying at all . Like I totally lost my motivation . This is super bad . Super super bad . Ughhhhhh .

<3

Met my dearest jiajia for brunch today <3 <3 Mehhh .can't see you till next sem D: except during society .which is only once a week .... Super tired now ..... Shoulder feels like it's being yanked out/pushed down .super painful . :( Last day of sem one .exams coming real soon :( so fast .on th bright side ,dont need t see stupid people anymore :D on th not so bright side , can't see my trio and nana and chenchen and jiajia D: I must say . God never fails t surprise me every single time .when I thought I would fail th tests , th results just simply stun me .IPC test was insanely hard yet still managed t get 29.5/40 .thermo test too .didn't fail that either .yuppyupp . All thanks t Him .

you'll never know what im feeling ....

yesyou .you can go fly away for all I care .bloodyliar .every single time you get someone new you never fail t feed me with lies . If you want me t trust you ,prove t me that you can be trusted . Prove t me that you still want t be a part of my life .don't just talk .talk is easy and cheap .prove it . The reason this place is alive is caz of you .gone are th cobwebs .you ask me what's wrong .what's wrong .if you did bother t continue comin here you would know .but oh no . You wouldn't know because apparently you don't care anymore .

i dont know what to feel anymore ......

These few days been riding on an emotional roller coaster i guess . Up down left right upside down . Haii . I also don't know luhh . Does th lies seem nicer t you . Why do you even bother lying t me when I already know th truth .you regard me as your sister and yet you feed me with lies .do you even know how much that hurts me .... I don't know anymore .I don't know who I can trust .this whole thing this whole place is just a whole load of rubbish . But still .I'm still thankful for th people closest t my heart . They know who they are . They seen th worst of me and they seen th best of me and they still stick by me . Really love you so much <3 ,I used t ask WHY? why did advertising reject me when I could get into it .Mass comm was out of th question since i failed the interview . But now I guess I can see th bigger picture . Advertising and mcm is not my thing .I'm not creative nor am I that outspoken . Being in LSCT is like being at home .there's just this homely feel .being in a place where I am no longer afraid t say that YES IM A CHRISTIAN . because there are quite a lot of people in my life now that are also Christians and they are really awesome . And yes i also love my other friends too . No matter what th religion , i still love you <3 really thank God for puttin me in LSCT instead of FMS .th people here are much warmer and friendlier and really like family <3