Saturday, September 8, 2012

Magically Disney <3

Theme for camp was Disney, hence the title.

Being part of comm= don't really have alot of time to interact with the buddies. However, still really greatful for the short times that I could spend with some of the kids. Dancing with chunfa at the campfire and closing, playing with Malcolm at the pool and also my dear boy Taufiq.

Glad to see familiar faces at the camp. Seeing their smiles and how they enjoy the camp/activity just makes you really happy and makes whatever effort you put in really worth it.

Wasn't really expecting them to rmb who we were. But when they came up to us and say "hey, I rmb you!", it's just that kind of indescribable feeling. Where you know somehow you have touched their lives during the previous camp and cos of that, they rmb you. Tbh, I was feeling quite sad on the first night cos my buddy from the previous camp didn't come and also another buddy from my grp last year only rmb his volunteer. But on the second day, it just so happened that I was serving Malcolm his lunch and he looked at me, smiled and said "I remember you". That really made my day (:

Moving on to my buddy, Taufiq (:
Well, I guess this dear boy is mostly misunderstood by all. They say he doesn't talk and he only relac at one corner. But I beg to differ. If they had made the effort to talk to him and engage him in the activity, it would be really different. Managing to get him to participate in the activity is already a step.Seeing the smile on his face and the happiness he's feeling while he carries out the activity really just makes me really really glad. Seeing the way he's being treated, it just feels really sad. The memories with you, I will never forget. Even those simple words you said, like "sweet", "bus" or just the alphabet, hearing you speak also brings joy to me. Being able to see the smile on your face, is the greatest reward. I really hope next year you'll have a better time (: till then, you'll forever live in my heart. Thankyou for showing me how simple things can bring joy to me.

The kids, are really awesome. Simplest things can make them happy. Through them, really can learn stuff. If given a chance, I would really love to volunteer again for YCC sept camp. Not as main comm but as a volunteer. To experience that joy and indescribable feeling that the experience brings.

Thursday, August 30, 2012

You make my world go round (: <3

Never imagined I would have so much fun with you guys.
In the beginning, I was like the odd one out cos everybody knew almost everybody else. And the only two people I know always fly my kite:( so I was just the sit there one corner never talk person.
But, thankyou guys for accepting me into your family(:
I really really enjoy and treasure every single moment spent with each and everyone of you (:
From prog to logs to leaders, everybody. Like really really everybody, just love you guys so much. Even though I do disturb some of you guys. But is just for fun. Hehe. If I could, I would like hug y'all and keep y'all with me forever!

Camp is coming and I'm really really excited. But at the same time kind of sad too. Cos I don't want our magical moments to end! I really really hope our bonds go way way way beyond just this camp alone. and last till forever.

Y camp sept'12 comm, one that I'm proud to call family <3

Through this few months, and through everything, really really appreciate this two wonderful dears so so so much. None other than my dearest buttbutt and 三姐! Words can't describe how I really feel. Just manymanymany thanks for always being there for me, putting up with my nonsense, for the constant encouragement and also for always putting a smile on my face (: I really really love you guys so much<3 we go for the flyer ride tgt ouhkay! :D and don't forget our ikea date too!

This group of amazing people, if I ever have the chance again, I would definitely love to work with you guys again. Thankyou for bringing so much joy and meaning to my Monday nights. These precious memories, will be one that will forever be remembered.

In just one more day, our fairy tale will unfold. Our magic is gonna take place. And I'm sure we'll be able to make it through together and make a difference in the lives of the kids.

Sept'12 comm, iloveyou ! We can do this! JIAYOU ! :D

Sunday, July 8, 2012

i can only imagine ~ (:

070712, Sam and angeline's day(: Honored to be part of their day and also to be able to play with yangyang. This boy super cute (: I guess we were all nervous while waiting for the march in to start. So we were sitting on the piano bench and talking. Jokes and random stuffs. In a way can laugh and not think bout everything so much. Really grateful for this person in my life (: For guiding me through my piano journey and for everything. After finishing the march in song he shook my hand somemore. Like mark the end of the job or sth. Maomao say I look like some Disney princess. didn't get to take photo with all of them:( ohwell.. There's still next time. The YMCA people say I look different.. How different can it be.. Is just a dress and makeup.. Usually wear shorts and Tshirt. Very different meh.. Haha. Came back sleep and then I did my elearning (: yaye (: hahaha.

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Safe and sound ~ (:

Yupp so CTs are over... Failed one expecting to fail another and hopefully the other two can pass. Env was unexpected... Even though spent most time on it... ohwell... Well shan't complain bout it. Cos they say effort=result. And I didn't really study fr this CT anyways..

Kids camp.. New experience I would say. Leading a group of girls is no easy task. Discussions can talk to them until just feel like crying and giving up. That's how bad it was.

And not going to shanghai anymore. Won't give up my bio for a trip . Shall stand firm in my decision.

And tmr , BINTAN ! :D

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

another door will be opened (:

when one door closes another will be opened. lead to a place filled with so much better stuffs (:
well i guess my plans is not His plan. what i want may not be what He wants to give.
disappointed but i guess He knows what is best.

so didnt get into maincomm. but it's okay. well, now dont need to choose between oac and oip anymore. cos if get in must think. well now with the results out, there's nothing to hold me back anymore. can just go for shanghai trip (:
was selected out of the almost hundred people. so should make the best out of the chance given to me (:
well i guess is also good in a way cos dont have so much things to stress over and more time for other stuff too.
cos honestly i have no idea where my new journey with frogpole will lead me to. and also how this journey will be like.
kind of trying to bond with the kids. guys are friendly, existing leaders are helpful, girls are shy? idk. hopefully this will be a fruitful and fun journey (:
hope i dont let isaac and yang down. hopefully can be a good friend/role model to the kids.
no experience in anything at all. but i know He'll bring me through.

studies are just so ........ super lagging behind. with common tests just around the corner, hopefully can find enough time to study everything. stresssss D: also with all the ycamp stuffs D: bangwall:(

on the bright side, today was lab with briek :D he so cool luh! and nice to look at. hahaha. think today totally spoil impression D: cos was looking at stuff and talking to nev and very noisy and he look over and ask what happen. sighhhh. Last CEL today :D no more reports to write after i finish the current one :D

so today. yahhididcryforawhile. so what. i dont care. cos i got the love from my dear RRs and jiajia and friends <3
have i mentioned that i have the sweetest freshies ever. THEY ARE THE SWEETEST EVER <3
texted gerald and kim with this one sentence "i didnt get in" and their replies can make you gan dong until tear de. haha.
just so happen that ewt having director talk thingy then saw jamie and chunkiat. this cute girl asked me to cheerup even though i didnt say anything to her. and chunkiat told me that everything's alright and that this kind of thing dont need care de. even now, my dear kim still asking if im alright or not. went to look for jiajia after lab. thank God for putting that sweet girl in my life <3 gave me one hour of her time and talked to me and cheered me up (: and also for froggy! unexpected but had a nice short talk with you (: love you all so much <3 feel so blessed (:

idw my impression of you to change totally. not change for the better but for the worse. i really dont want that to happen. but im sorry. your actions have just made all our impressions of you change. always we have respected you and had very good impression of you. but now, it's just all gone. just that one thing that you did. it spoilt so many people impression of you. is this what you really want.... idk.. just.... all the best to you.

Monday, April 16, 2012

So for the past seven weeks ... Almost everyday in school . First five weeks planning and preparing for foc . Sixth week foc . seventh week csop and d4f . And school's starting in 10 hours ..
So foc ... Fun , laughter , tears , anger . I think almost every emotion also have . Day before foc got the clear pump thing .... At first was damm pissed and the more the person out there talks the more i scolding inside .. Then somehow just towards the end already then start crying .
So foc . Human chain . Damm boring . Stand there feed mosquitoes .. Stupid Joshua still laugh .. Say from before he gym till he finish I still there ..
Then went to continue do telematch setup .
Then at night A&D . Stupid shirt become so translucent .... Pirate cove got so many presents . So so so many bruises . Most memorable thing would be the part where we thought the freshie really having menses . She wear red shorts . Then when she sit the water turn red . We all stun and thought is menses but actually is just her shorts de colour come out . If really is I think we all cry le . Caz the water got make our faces .
Next day . Station game . Shooting stars :D even though tie bomb bag till got blisters , was super fun . The company was awesome . Sit there talk and laugh and tie bomb bags .
GL skit ! So fun :D glad that all enjoyed it .
And then night walk . Got successfully scare freshie :D hahah . But also feeding mosquitoes D: end up with 30+++ bites :( the rain spoilt all the tunnels :( then no more scary feel ...
Last day : finally get to interact with my dear RR freshies . Super cute people . They rmb my name (: (: so sweet . Even acted out the skit again for us before leaving .
Then the super damm long debrief and all the nonsense . Then somehow become mass crying session . Unexpected things happen . Gambit like all hug and cry tgt . It's been a year . Love you guys so much <3
And csop . Glad that my class rmb me .. Think I didn't really do a good job as welfare . Never really entertain them that much . Sometimes even don't know what to say or do .
Really love RR freshies <3 Kenny like so sweet (: (: and they all so cute . Can I hug them all :( stupid Gerald cheat my feeling . Say he not RR de .
Oh wells .
Kinda glad for this foc . Bring so many of us closer (: closer to ain Carissa weisheng and many more . Ytd's outing they really take care of me (:
Gonna miss them so much ! :(

Sunday, March 18, 2012

SHANGHAI;HANGZHOU;SUZHOU;SHANGHAI

Back from china :D
Super fun and enjoyable trip . Like best ever . So much better than Thailand tip .
First day was at shanghai . Good thing the tour guide accent not super strong and he don't have typical china face . Haha . Then went many places .
Orient pearl tower , wax museum , etc .
Second day at hangzhou . The local guide there most impressive . Can speak English . And the scenery there is wonderful . Went to watch the story of west lake performance at night . And the next day went to tea plantation . And eat dong po Rou . Fat die . The special part is the fat ...
Scenery at west lake is (Y) damm nice !
Next went Suzhou ! Went silk factory and can't rmb what else . Then back to shanghai ! De ren jewellery shop and tong ren tang medical hall then Night cruise along the bund . Won twenty over small pink and white pearls there (: caz guess most close to actual number of pearls in the shell .
Then next day shopping ! (: but nth to shop luhh . The places went to got Nothing I like ..
Bought kuma phone cover after hunting for so so long . Touched . Dad run around whole shopping center to find it for me . Didn't know until someone else told me . Say thought he rush around to find sth he want but actually is to find my cover . Then bought earphones too . Not original but still is good .
Stayed at uncle Ronnie's house . Damm nice the house . Three levels . Slept at second level . The rest slept at third . Got this antique bed there . His family heirloom. Then koup the tea leaf pillow . Damm nice . When sleep got the tea de fragrance and wake up hair got smell also .
What I miss most would be the weather and flowers ! Super super nice . Can don't open window or on aircon/heater and it's still cold .
If can I don't mind staying there also . Very very nice place there . If got chance I would want to go back again . Really nice place and experience .