up up here we go ~

exams are 3/4 over :D last paper to go .on Friday though :( on the bright side ,more time to play and rest first .hehehe . Tmr going out play the whole day D: going gardenia factory then go pungol park . Take it that giving brain a break ba (: So far the papers have been idk ... Not very confident :( hopefully can score bahhh . Icbe today was ...... :( cheated ! You say similar to that question then come out so different :( sighs . Saw mama and roypa at busstop after paper . Saw mama before paper too (: They so cute ! Love them alotalotalot <3 Second time roy cheered me up le (: haha . But this time got mama also (: just finished the tea only (: Thank God for awesome friends (:

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Stupid back's killing me .... :( So Sunday was just a bit pain. Like really little . Then Thursday slipped and hit the same place that pain and tada . More pain . Irritating thing . Just makes you want to lie there do nothing . Which I cant . Caz is exams . Today not really there when woke up but when squat down the pain just bam . Just came and dont want go away . Other than the top left back that's been hurting , now the tailbone? Also ? Sighhh . Pain go away okay .

you make me crazier ~

Using brother's earphone nao .heh .I like . The bass is (Y) . so it's exams again . Friday seems so near yet so far . Before that , s&w ! The three weeks spent with CHICKEN was really awesome (: didn't really contribute much to the making of the final dance . But the whole process was fun (: Even justis say can see our bond (: And also my dear stupid boy's birthday ! (: thirteen years young now (: Dont grow up so fast lei :( Feels like just ytd you were a little kid . Idk why but I just feel super fail as a sister .... Is like I've been neglecting him since this year ? Idk .... On some days I don't even get to see him .. Wake up and he's not around and when I reach home at night he's already asleep .. And it's been so long since I last bought sth decent for him . Or rather , anything at all . Instead now is like the other way round . My dear boy is always suprising me with stuff . And he'll let me go find it out myself . If never realize then he will say . He even calls to ask if I want to buy anything when he goes out . And even calls to ask if I want him to buy lunch back for me or nt .. Isn't that like what im supposed to do ... And not the other way round . It feels like I'm the younger one instead . Forever letting me crash in his room . And never chasing me away . Letting me use his tummy/butt as pillow . And never move away until I get up . Like just now I doing my stuff he came lie down beside me .from the corner of my eye he just looks like the 5/6 year old him .that cute small boy .now still very cute luhh . That time already feeling quite bad . He wanted show me sth .asked him give me five mins then he went away . And then after five mins I didn't go find him . After super long later then he came back and asked me again . Lying on the chair then he pull my leg .. Remind me of my babyboy . Always pulling my hand . Idk why but I just feel like I've failed as a sister ? Instead of caring for him , it becomes like the other way round . Even the changing of his voice ... I never realized it .. Until today . On the phone . Then i was like woahhhh become so deep . Sighs . Fail much ....

i'll be your strength ~

Well . Nahhh . Not really that strong enough during this period :( more like I need someone to be my strength . Haha . Sick sick and more sick . Sighs . So it started out as cough . Now is almost two weeks le . Chu xi night/ chu yi morning when the people all burning paper I almost died . Didn't close window before sleep and all the smoke and stuff in the air . Then woke up and start coughing like siao . Like nonstop cough and was really really bad . Like if it didn't stop then will have asthma again ... It got better then got worse again ... Sad life . Before it even recovered , now diarrhea . Sighhhhhhh . Whyyyy . :( like almost every hour have to go toilet once :( sometime interval long sometimes short :( don't know cause yet ...... Don't know if is the food also . Caz all the people that also eat it got nothing wrong ... Haiii . Maybe is just me . I'm just the weird one Huhh . Dear me , please recover faster . And immune system why you suddenly so weak :( must stronger ! I want my old self back . The never fall sick self .. Idw this keep on sick self :(

when im with you , i'll make every second count

Heh . Today's baby's birthday ! :D dearest baby turns two (: hope my dear baby boy grows up to be a good boy (: he's already super smart . Cannot trick him de . Haha . Went bukit timah market for lunch (: the tau Huey is (Y) . Damm nice . Supersuper smooth . I like . Haha . And my dear stupid surprised me with caramel milk tea (: just left it in the fridge for me to go find out myself . So sweet (: hahaha . Stupid's maturing too (: went to buy udders . Deciding between rum&raisin and cookie&cream . Couldnt decide which to get so asked him . And his reply is (Y) . " get cookie and cream ! Dont get alcohol . Cookie and cream better . Cheaper also " hahaha . So cute right (: so fast grow up le but deep down you're still my baby (: hahaha . Still will always be that small boyboy (: and my small boy's gonna turn 13 in a WEEK's time (: idk what to get for him :( howwwwww :( Coughing like siao now :( virus passed to me by stupid :( really the rate which I'm coughing is mad . Even coughed till tear .. As if chest pain not enough .... Haiii . Hopefully can faster recoverrrr :(

super bad day today ...
first EDCA . seriously luhh . what's your problem you stupid teacher . half the class struggling and there you are zooming away . we ask for help . all you give is stare and then ignore us . you are a teacher for a reason .you're paid to teach . not give attitude . we try so hard to get your attention . and you ignore . that bitch barely raised her hand and you devote all your attention to her . k can . so now you like people that dress like whores/sluts . k can . stupid tiko .

then KE . seriously damm stupid their system . since day one already giving us colour to see .what we do to you . nothing right . me and jac never go is obviously got reason de right .never go for cca is because of s&s . and that's like what 3 or 4 times only . and you say our attendance like shit and not giving us any points . k can . in the beginning already say very clearly that we wednesday cannot make it . and by accepting us into KE means you already accept the fact that we cannot commit on wednesdays . then now . you choose new comm . for VP you put some girl that is same case as us . only that she cannot come on mondays and just go on wednesdays . but then again . even the teacher dont know who she is and she come also just go talk to seniors . what kind of nonsense is this . not saying that me and jac want post or anything . but where is the fairness . you say our attendance like shit and give us warning . then your dear darling vp dont get anything . WHAT IS THIS . and you all lousy to that extent that have to bribe people to stay in the cca . " if give you position in main comm will you be more committed to the cca " WTF . WHAT NONSENSE IS THIS . is bribery luhh . say already more pek chek only ...
shall see what happens on wednesday . will it be an uprising/rebellion or will everything go smoothly .

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Haiii . Phone spoil again . Same problem again . Don't want make sound . Exam in a month's time . So not prepared . To stay or to quit KE .. Really tempted to quit ... Feel so lost . Stupid feeling . K wtv Idw care . Face getting worse again . Siannnnnnnnnnn .