Wednesday, April 30, 2008

BOO!(:

shall use orange today!! hahaha.. it looks nice.. hahaha..

went semakau landfill thingy today.. one word to describe: FUN!
although is landfill it doesn't stink at all.
its fun.
den horr the sky verii nice de..
take boat rite muz go the top top top de. the open space one..
can blow wind. veh nice.

den during boat ride back to the dunno wad thingy sitting at the top top top dere wid shayue. den listening to angela de zhen de. den close eyes sit dere blow wind and sing and den was sort of lyk meditating on the lyrics.. not really meditating luhh.. lyk tinkin liddat.. den tot of alot of stuffs.. they wont come true animore.. its all over.. its all gone.. started tinkin bout alot of stuffs den you came into my mind.. it may be a she , he or it.. shall not sae who.. den really regretted not cherising the short short time together.. i really regret it.. how i wish i could turn time back and den cherish all the times together.. bud i noe its highly impossible.. its no longer gonna happen.. its all in the past.. and i should slowly forget everything.. den when i opened my eyes, i saw tis cloud in front of me and den got a heart in the middle.. bud as the boat moved, it slowly dissapeared.. sadly i din take the pic.. to engrossed in looking at the cloud.. haha..

enuf bout tt.. shall talk bout other stuffs now.. yesterday ran 2km+/-.. dunno how long.. bout there.. den today the left leg ankle dere up pain.. bud i dun care bout it.. shall go injure my leg further by goin pulau ubin! haha.. dere verii rocky and got alot of slopes and den is ride bicycle de so oso muz use leg de.. n it will be strained and den injured further and ur maybe will see me 'bai ka' on friday.. hahaha..

well.. took alot of pics bud lazy put dem up now.. some really verii nice.. shall put 2gether wid the pulau ubin trip de fotos..
hahaha.. shall make ur jealous.. caz the scenery is super nice de.. hahaha..
shall stop here.. till nxt time when i got mood to continue.. hahaha..

Monday, April 28, 2008

BOO!(:

promised koneko long long long ago tt i'll do the quiz thingy so here it is.. not really long long long luhh.. to me it is lorr.. hahaha..

1.If you had a chance to go out with the person you like and your fav. celeb for the whole day(separately), what would you do?
-Dunno.. no idea.. caz i rather stay wid me teddybears the whole day.. hahaha..
2.How do you feel now ?
- Default mood.
3.If you can fufil one wish , what would it be ?
- GROW TALLER!! i find im not tall enuf..
4.Who are you thankful to ?
- her, him , it , they, we , he , she. the people there for me whenever i needed sumone.
5 important wishes for now ?
- Results
6.If you can turn something in the past back , what would it be ?
- Not fall asleep during chi paper durin PSLE n den study harder..
7.What are your main priorities now ?
- master the art of playing chords for songs. studies.
8.What makes you happy?
- dunno.. almost everything? even the littlest things ppl do will make me happy.. well not all things.. those sweet sweet things or touching or wad de luhh.. tink along tt line can le..
9.What do you wanna change in you ?
- TALLER!!
10. What song can represent your feelings now..?
- eh.. not oni one song lehh.. got two.. both are
张韶涵 songs. 真的 and 亲爱的,那不是爱情. dunno why.. juz feel tt im super connected to these two songs now..
11.What type of person do you hate most?
- i dunno lehh.. u irritate me and i'll hate you for life.. or till i happy..
12. Are there anything you wish to confess now?
- eh.. dunno.. haha..
13. What is your definition of a dream house ?
- big big nice nice de. liddat can liao.. nid not be big luhh.. nice nice can le..
14. Who will you go to when you are feeling low one day ?
- dunno lehh.. my teddybears? ziqing? sinyee? shayue? vivian?
15. Any goals that you want to achieve badly?
- grow taller. play piano better. better results.
16. What age do you wish to marry ?
- dunno..
17.What do you regret most in your life ?
- believing tt fairytales existed.. u noe wad i mean luhh.. nid elaboration den come find me..
18.Who made you angry for the past few days?
- LEONG JUN HONG!!
19.What are you afraid of ?
- No more music and piano and GOD
20** (personal question) Do you truly love GOD?
- YEPPS! i'll oni luv him and no one else. HE's the one who helped me in times in need and alot of other ocassions. so yea.. i thank him for all that he's done for me. our GOD is an AWESOME GOD. caz he can do the unimaginable and make things work.




now to tag ppl and make them do it.. hahaha.. they dun do i oso dun care.. do den okaay lorr.. anione who wan do can do..

BOO!(:

ANIONE WANNA GO PULAU UBIN ON LABOUR DAY? PLS MSG/CALL/TELL ME WHEN IM ONLINE. THX. NO RESPONSE WILL BE TAKEN AS NO ONE INTERESTED. PLS TELL ME BY 2MORROW 1130PM.

FIRSTLY, SAC is not a sku. its my nickname.. me name is SACHARISSA. nickname is SAC.

a brand new colour! haha.. decided to change colour. instead of everytime usin blue or purple.. will kip continue changing.. why green? caz green is good for ur eyes. hahaha..

today, super pissed with sum ppl.. names shall not be revealed..

first one. shall be known as XXX. 2nd one known as red prince. 3rd one known as ZZZ. these are all real ppl..

XXX : u gif me attitude see u watch out. u tink u are the oni one who can gif attitufe. come on.. u tink i cant. u never see the bad side of me before oni. so u tink im sum nice angelic person. well ur so wrong. caz im not. once u make u super angry u see wad u'll get.. n gif me attitude summore u die.

RED PRINCE : every session ur the oni one tt will make me super angry. i've already been trying to control my emotions le. i been trying my best to not scold u or anione.. bud ur behaviour u tink i haf a choice. i've been trying verii hard le. dun make our life so hard can.. ur dun perform well when upper sec come back its not ur tt get scolded lehh.. its all the sec twos lehh.. how will u tink we'll feel.. verii happy izzit.. we already did alot to train ur bud ur dunwan listen in the end is we kana scolded.

ZZZ : alot of ppl oso got potential wad.. everytime put me in charge.. in charge of OM already verii xin ku.. i almost lost my voice due to the ppl assigned to us. the attitude lyk shit. aft OM i tot everything would be over. sumone elso would be given a chance to lead. bud no.. i was so wrong.. now u put me in charge of all the unofficial drama sessions.. they dun wanna listen or performance not good enuf or wad i get scolded. i get all the blame and my ears suffer.. im not tryin to complain or wad.. why not gif sumone else a chance.. other haf potential too..


enuf bout tt.. ur noe who i oso dun care..

now for happy stuffs.. hahaha..

twig din come.. tian lan came back! haha..

den history muz do sum proposal thingy.. came up wid a bouncy handphone pouch..its a pouch to put ur fone in and when it drops u dunnid to worry bout scratches or fone spoil caz when its in the pouch it'll bounce back up and u dunnid bend down to take it caz it bounces! and ur fone wont spoil caz its thick and spongy! n if u wanna create tis product rite. muz gif credit to YEOW MIN QUAN, SHA YUE, LEE ZI QING and ME. hahaha.. SHAYUE AND MINQUAN gave us the idea bud we're not in their grp..
i feel i seriously nid sth liddat.. dropped my fone 3/4 times today.. yea.. im pro.. hahaha..bud my fone haven die yet. so its okaay.. my fone is really verii nice to me.. although getting drenched and dropped and throwed by me so many times, it doesn't gif up on me bud still continue living. and serving me faithfully. hahaha.. yea.. go get urself a N73 now. its real good. although it gets laggy sumtimes. bud its really verii good. dun believe can come see my fone.. got super many scratches and JOEY even stepped on it before.. yes its true..

shall stop here now.. n i passed my bio. hahaha.. waiting impatiently for my geog.. no hope for maths animore.. sure fail.. i dunno how to do the paper.. hahaha..

Sunday, April 27, 2008

BOO!(:

msged twig frm 5am till 6+am.. yea.. ur may tink its crazy bud i duncare. fell asleep while replying sum bud woke up to finish typing the replies..
today combine service.. could go play bball b4 service wid cell budden choose to sleep.. haha.. yes im lazy.. today's worship super meaningful to me. all the songs and sermon and wadeva the worship leader sae is all relevant to my mood. its lyk GOD arranged everything specifically and made it all for me. nearly cried during service. tot thru everything and now im feeling okaay again. haha. made a decision too! haha.. God will be the only thing i'll ever need and NOTHING and NO ONE can ever take HIS place. HE will be all i ever need. my pillar of strength and the person i'll turn to in times of need. all i want is YOU and nothing more. ur can take away everything bud not my GOD. he'll be all i ever need and want.
kaays.. enuf of tt.. shall stop about tt subject.. bud really. worship songs really help me alot alot alot. helped me tink thru clearly and decide wad i really want.

SATURDAY

went twig hse do music project.. Qing was also there.. wrote storyline bud haven finish everything yet.. and fri muz hand up.. summore twig now having high fever and the stuff all with her.. so how to do.. aft doin storyline started playing and crappin.. two words to describe twig's bro. IRRITATING and ANNOYING. everytime Qing wanna record stuff he'll spoil it by laufing or talking sum random stuff.. den we do proj he kip coming to disturb.. den left at 7.. n came home.. n den piano-ed till 12+. yes im amazing. haha. piano is another big big part of me life.



well.. tt's all i did tis weekend.. lyk it or not im a boring person.
n i duncare if the way i blog is emo or boring or fun or happy animore..
tis is the way i blog and express how i feel.
lyk it anot tis is the way i am.
so get used to it.

Friday, April 25, 2008

BOO!(:

haha.. shall change the way of how i blog since few ppl haf said its emo.. hahaha.
frm now on it shall be happy n cheerful! hahaha.

today's speech day so sku end at 12.. enrichment super fun. went AVA. 206 together wid 210 den wid Mr Tan. so fun. haha. we made hell lot of noise and play play play and crap crap crap. den watch sum movie called " anna and the king ". its nice. den the NICHOLAS GOH tell twig he cant see den twig call me move.. den its lyk i sittin on the chair while my back is off the chair.. imagine urself sittin liddat. for half and hour. aft tt ur back will be super pain. haha..
2day Mdm Zuraidah show the whole klass all the lit projects. n den aft my grp de finish we expected her to sae sth negative caz aft the song finish we put beatbox for credits part. budden sth amazing happened! she said it was the best so far and den sum stuffs bout emotions blah blah blah.. cant rmb wad she said. haha.. den me, qing , and sinyee become super high. n den lauf lauf lauf lyk mad ppl..

THANK DECLAN GALBRAITH for his wonderful song! and kaixin for choosing it. SINYEE for putting in the pics and making the 'body' of the video. QING for doin the booklet thingy and choosing the poem out of the so many i found. n me for putting in the text and find poem and editing it. haha.

go listen to Declan Galbraith's tell me why. its really verii nice and meaningful.

aft sku went JEC wid SinYee den go watch " The Hottie and the Nottie". its real nice. shld go watch. was freezing in the cinema.. den we bought a drink to share bud in the end, almost the whole cup was still dere aft the movie. den we both dun wan le so go throw away.. waste money.. bad example.. dun learn.. hahaha.. 85 cent fly away.. hahaha..


THURSDAY
went drama.. got super angry wid sumones budden aft tt not angry animore.. fell asleep during break.. haha.. was super tired yesterday..
den yesterday was oso me grandfather b'dae.. went grandma hse to celebrate. den me uncle call 2 fotographer to come take pics. den they all take candid de.. i look so kuku in the pics.. bud had lots of fun yesterday.. play wid me cousins!! miss dem so much!! haha.. dun miss all though.. oni miss those older den me de.. haha.. their nicer and easier to talk to. oso studied geog.. bud nth went in actually.. duncare aniway.. den i realised sth. one of the fotographer looks super lot lyk the movie wid the rats inside de.. 4get how spell the name.. he look super lot lyk REMY (main character) de cousin/bro.. 4get le.. den i go tell my cousin den we started laufing lyk crazy.. den felicia take my fone go take his pic.. when i free den show ur the pic.. is super alike de! haha.. den he sae" u dun look look look den aft tt lyk me horr.." tt will be super impossible de.. caz its impossible. haha.. bud their nice ppl. although they take fotos of me tt make me look super stoopid.. haha..

WEDNESDAY
FUN FUN FUN AND MORE FUN!!!

TUESDAY
dunno.. 4got le.. hahaha..



shall go edit me eng project now.. hahaha..

Monday, April 21, 2008

BBO!(:

currently doin the eng project.. continue frm where i stopped on saturday.. do till wan cry liao.. i haf no idea how to do luhh.. den later fail or get super low or wad their gonna blame me for all tt happened.. stoopid.. i dunwan do animore.. i trusted tt ur will do tt's why i join grp wid ur.. n wad i get.. again its all i do myself.. its not tt i wan complain or wad luhh.. it sjuz tt im sick of it luhh.. everytime i try goin wid different ppl bud majority same ppl oni a few change.. sum they will do bud the rest is all i do de.. ur tink i got alot of time izzit.. i still got other commitments in life lehh.. its not all slack n play n be happy.. i may look lyk sum slacker on the outside and always happy de bud inside is stressed de.. spare a tot for me can.. last year history.. script i write de.. everything i do de.. in the end. ur not happy wid it and i haf to come up wid a new script.. ur tink verii easy izzit.. wan try writting one.. its super hard de luhh.. muz plan everything den slowy write out. and if ur dun lyk still muz redo..

nvm bout all tt.. juz hope ur will do ur part in the grp.. dun everytime let one person do.. its unfair.. tt person does everything and in the end ur still claim credit for it..

SATURDAY
PULSE ANI DINNER!!

its so fun! reached dere at 6+ stonned till 7+.. n they showed sum video wid all the pics of the humans in it.. n den i saw me pic n its kinda nice. i wan it!! bud dunno who create de.. shall go ask josel..
den aft tt got sum puppet show thingy. den programme start.. the puppets are the emcees. its so kute!
first sang sum songs den BENEDICT LEE and the pastor go up stage talk talk den eat! haha..
me table got pastor, auntie laura(his wife), weiqi, weiqi de bf(apparently i dunno his name), steph Y, lester, marcus, Me, debra and gilda. Debra so pretty!
wanna tank steph, debra, weiqi and auntie laura for takin food for me.tankyew!(:
got sum appitizer thingy den (not in order) fish, chicken. veg+mushroom, cereal prawn, sum kind of rice, red bean soup. n if got summore i cant rmb le..
den veg i wan take the mushroom den veh hard take so try try try. den suddenly auntie laura tap me n point to her spoon. n noe wad i saw. A CENTIPEDE!!! den aft tt i dun feel lyk eating liao.. juz sit dere stone stone stone.. den the restaurant ppl go take back to kitchen den bring a new plate of veg back.. den dunwan eat animore..
got tis guess the baby contest thingy den got 5 winners. each will get a 2GB thumbdrive.. i guessed correctly luhh.. budden the 'baby' muz go pick out 5 frm the box.. den when announce result tt time i sit at table stone stone de.. den wan take mushroom eat.. at first got 5/6 de den heard my name den okaay lorr.. mushroom dun eat first.. go take prize first. haha. den u noe wad. go back table no more mushroom le.. sad.. haha..
den aft tt sing sum songs again. take pic den MRT-ed home..
kinda enjoyed myself tt nite. so fun. haha.

PULSE, I LOVE YOU!!

Saturday, April 19, 2008

BOO!(:

actually supposed to do eng proj bud in the end is they come my hse play never do anithing.. now i haf to do all.. n its on 4 diff places.. die.. haven study for tests too..

nvm.. shall find time to do all.. now gonna get ready to go 4 PULSE ani de dinner.. haha.. its at the other end of the world.. n nid reach dere by 6.45.. so needa leave soon. hahaha.. shall play n play n play and enjoy myself dere and play summore.. hahaha..

tink i'll stop here now.. haha.. continue again another time..


QING:all the crap stuffs on msn is shayue send de. is not me..

Friday, April 18, 2008

BOO!(:

now in comp lab.. nth to do.. not feelin well.. no mood do anithing.. summore later still got sport day.. n muz go.. dun feel lyk goin.. stoopid..

slept juz now den woke up to greet chinese t'cher den went back to slp for a while.. and the stoopid twig everytime i sleep will go bang my table wake me up.. stoopid luhh.. how u like it if ppl go bang ur table n wake u up when u slpin.. u wanna try.. i not feelin well lehh.. wad u wan.. act lyk super interested in the borin lesson uh.. n aft u woke me up i wasn't slpin animore.. was starin into space.. n when t'cher call me answer the question is i dun feel lyk answerin so i dun answer n since jianbin wan answer why not let him answer.. n i heard ur comment bout tis thing kaay.. u tink i care bout u.. u tink i care bout how u feel.. let me tell u. i dont.


now at home.. doin lit proj.. haha.. sports day kinda fun.. haha.. although stoned dere its still okaay.. although din win best klass or wad 206 still won alot of events. haha. the bad bad thing bout tis sports day is tt 207 gu yi go choose baby pink for their klass tee too. den 206 de klass tee not unique animore.. got so many shade why muz gu yi choose same as us..

juz now kinda in a bad mood.. shall not elaborate on wad happened.. bud SHAYUE u rawk. u always noe how to make me happy and cheer me up. luv you! ur wont wanna noe wad stuffs we do 2gether.. ur will lauf at it de.. hahaha..

SHAYUE: thx gal! luv ya! thx 4 always bein dere 4 me too.
KONEKO: thx 4 ur sweet.. it kept me alive 2day.. haha..

well.. tt's all.. gonna concentrate on proj before they all kill me.. lit all done.. now juz find pics.. eng haven even do n its due on thurs.. die die die.. muz go chiong le.. summore still got so many tests.. haiish.. shall be guai n complete all projects and study for all tests.. hahaha

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

BOO!(:

memories of OM are slowly fading.. haha.. getting over it le.. hahaha.. nth much happen since then.. except tt i stoopidly left my fone in comp lab yesterday.. n Ms Soh opened the door for me to get my fone! hahaha.. was doin sum ACC stuffs den t'cher sae muz go le den i 4got i put my fone on the keyboard tray thingy till went back to klass..

weird stuffs are happening too.. haha.. not alot bud got sum.. not really weird luhh.. juz random stuffs..
FIRST: bio lesson.. in lab.. the table got me, sinyee , min quan n derek. put me hands on the table den sinyee talk to me so i looking in her direction den sth happen.. wanna noe wad happen go ask those ppl sittin dere or thru msn.. shall not sae it here..

SECOND: in klass.. yesterday dunno why grace walk over den started touching me hand.. n den sae its so smooth which is lyk not true.. is not smooth de.. peiqi de smoother.. my skin is rough de.. hahaha.. den today.. during maths.. she walk past den talk to me.. was sittin down den looked up at her to reply den is super random de.. she suddenly sae my eyes verii nice.. hahaha..

all these all random stuffs tt happened over the 5 days.. haha..

2morrow got drama.. n sec 2 all wearing OM shirt! haha.. n aft competition the first drama session is... cleaning the room.. n its super dusty n dirty.. n i am allergic to dust so u see me scratching lyk crazy or turning red rite its normal de.. dun panic.. hahaha..

i tink tt's all le ba.. shall continue doin the other maths thingy.. noe wad.. out of the 25 ppl tt did the percentage thingy i got the highest and done in the shortest time.. hahaha.. feel so chen gong.. buden klass test is sure all wont get full mark unless miracle happen.. hahaha..



continue tagging me blog! hahaha.. spam or wad i oso dun care.. hahaha.. appreciate all the tags even though its lyk always frm the same ppl.. hahaha.. luv all of ur who tagged(:


Saturday, April 12, 2008

BOO!(:

2day and yesterday went ACS(I) for OM.. kinda fun bud sadly din win anything.haiish.. all of us trained super hard for so many months and put in so much effort.. nvm.. still got nxt year syf and crime prevention.

yesterday left klass at 11.. slacked in canteen till 12+ den left.. played piano wid vivian till time to go.. sorwie if the horrible music disturbed ur durin ur lessons.. den went acs.. sat in the audi n stoned/slacked/rot till 4+ den our turn.. the question is so kute!

QUESTION: imagine ur an ant and ur the only one who conquered the highest mountain. tell the others wad u saw from the top.
ANSWER: ( acted out) they smelt sth den it smelt like pie bud at first all they saw was a human leg den saw the pie den they run here run dere 4got wad happened den end le.. quite short caz oni got 3 mins to act out all..

woke up super early 2day.. went to sku.. finish up wadeva we haf to finish den went acs. bud first got to move all props down.. carried the stoopid black boxes which i hate.. n lots of stuffs.. n den at acs carry here carry dere.. den act le went back sku.. reached sku. change out of costume. went central de pizza hut. ms koh and mdm J treat us eat. n u noe wad. we reached there at one and left at almost three.. noe why.. the pizzas take one hour plus to come.. moral of story : dun go central eat pizza..

den went back ACS get results.. in the end din win anything.. ACS n MGS n RGS won alot.. n i cant believe i cried luhh.. not caz never win or wad. caz dissapointed in myself. never be a good leader so liddat.. let all of ur down.. sorii.. i din do my job well..
juz wanna sae thanks to he jin for all the encouragements and an wei when i cried. tankyew! appreciate it. and thx for takin super good care of my bag durin the whole competition. aft tt walk to dover take mrt 2 je.

met sinyee at library den went dinner.. thanks 4 ur dinner and listening to all the crap i said. luv ya. den went arcade and she tried catching the super kute pooh in the ghost costume for me and wasted alot of money budden in the end never get.. sad.. its so kute! den outside never sell..

den now watching tv at home.. hahaha..


although din win anything, i got sth else. TEN INJURIES in one day. pro rite. hahaha..
thx for all the effort all ur put in. luv all of ur lots.

Monday, April 7, 2008

BOO!(:

WARNING! TIS POST MAY BORE YOU SO TINK TWICE BEFORE READING IT. EVEN IF U NOE THE PPL MENTIONED BELOW PLS KIP THEIR IDENTITY A SECRET. NAMES SHALL NOT BE REVEALED. BUD NICKNAMES WILL BE USED. HAPPY GUESSIN IF U WAN. BUD SHAL NOT SAE WHO.


MONDAY : hate it lots. caz i oso dunno why. juz hate mondays alot.


morning met tianlan at mrt station den went the shop dere buy pins and sweet. why pins? caz she's catching me for my fringe le so no choice...


walked to sku as usual. had lessons as usual.. n during lunch sth amazing happened. i fell 4 times in half an hour. n no u din read wrongly. FOUR TIMES. u may be tinkin how on earth could it be possible. bud its possible so dere.
first one: aft bio walkin down stairs. dunno how i walk den fell.
second time: sittin outside klass talkin.. stood up bud dunno why, sumhow lost balance den banged against the lockers.
third time: stading at the door dere and den dunno how my leg banged against the wall.
fourth time: ran den floor slippery or bend too low or wad den fell again.

yes. wo shi clumsy de. so.. it cant be helped can it.
had maths. so fun. haha. wo shi crazy de. den cep den cca.

i now noe the reason why drama suxs. its the attitude of all the sec ones. 2day got super pissed with all of them. firstly wad ur are doing now is nth compared 2 wad we did for SYF last year. n if u tink drama is 4 slacking ur wrong. its not! dun tink ur new to the sku n cca we will be veh nice to you. we be nice 2 your and respect your and wad do we get. whole load of shit frm your. no respect. no nth. do a lil bit of thing oni all the flowery language come out. n we muz see your de face oso. who ur tink ur are. especially DIVA. who u tink u are. does it mean gettin a score of255 and boing second highest in ur sku makes you a godess or sum super important creature. pls luhh. tink again. new sku new environment. get used to it. ITCHY oso. dun tink we dun dare to do anithing to your. your de attitude seriously sux. i nt trying to sae i good or wad luhh. its juz tt i hope ur will change. wad ur did 2day seriously affected my mood alot. your should learn from HE JIN and those who do willingly. especially HE JIN> he's a perfect model for your to follow and learn from. he does wadeva he's told willingly and doesn't argue wid us or gif us face to see. really hope your will change your attitude towards drama.

shall not continue any further. if i do mood will kana affected again.

to the person who listened to all the crap i said/complained/wadeva u wanna call it: thx lots. appreciate it. felt better after saying everything. thanks!(:


shall stop here now.. gonna slp le.. haha.. nitez(:

Friday, April 4, 2008

BOO!(:

its friday!hahaha.. next week got klass tests already.. gif mid year better. i prefer mid year 2 klass tests.. haha..
tis whole week still okaay except 4 sum stuffs tt happen..

APRIL FOOLS DAY.. all of ur were havin fun i suppose.. bud who noes in a corner of tis earth the doctor tt brought me n my bro 2 tis world died on tt day.. he's super nice. i stil remembered the way he treated me when my mum was pregnant wid my bro and i still can rmb his voice although it has been 9 years since i saw him.. rmbed how much i wanted a sis at tt time den when he scan liao sae is a guy den i was lyk nononono! is a gal.. n tis thingy continued 4 quite sumtime. bud eventually still accepted the fact tt i had a bro.. n u noe those black n white pics of u stil in your mum womb tt time.. usually docs will print dem out 4 u bud he's different. he let me press the button 2 print them out. i was still i kindergaten at tt time so its lyk WOW i can do magic. juz press a button n poof a pic comes out.. gonna miss him.. he'll always be remembered by me and everyone else..

nxt item.. OM

competition's nxt fri n sat.. which means bye bye sleep.. caz the thing on sat starts super early.. fri is 4 the spontaneous de.. me n shayue not takin part in it so dunno if nid 2 go anot.. so those who takin part muz jy kaays. n im startin 2 hate my cca again.. feeling came back again.. not gonna sae why.. bud startin 2 hate it.. wad do i look lyk? cookie monster? ur slave? or sum cookie person? everytime see me oni ask 4 cookies.. tink i veh free izzit.. i oso nid study de kaays.. im not sum cookie producing factory. if i got make i'll gif u if got extra de.. so if dun haf stop askin, if u really wan it den buy frm me den..
OM: suxs alot.. nxt year still got SYF which means DIE, STRESS and TINK OF ANI WORDS U WANNA USE AND DEN PUT IT IN THE BLANK ___________________________... its not the ppl in the grp or the play tt sux. is my personla opinion on how i view things.. so dun ask me why..

thurs:
went eco garden 2 find rocks 2 put in the box.. den instead of searchin, sat sumwhere near the signpost which has the eco garden word written on it.. sat dere n sad feelings eventually went away.. tt's the power of nature.. haha.. with wind n rain n sounds of nature. its real nice. den aft tt went to do props till super late.. n it ended later den last year syf de training time.. shall not talk bout drama animore..


nth much to talk about.. juz tt im being more tired everyday.. dunno why.. maybe caz i slp super late? i dunno.. bud it doesn't affect me last year n in jan n feb so why now? i really dunno.. shall stop here now.. goin out wid tian lan n twig 2morrow.. shall play till happy happy..