managed to finish modulus quiz and get 70% rite even though head was going bing bong biang . aniway . thankyou iris for th encouragement . ily ! haha . i screwed up both papers .. both is first one can write . th next one die already . found out tt going library can study more . less distractions and i can tune out th sounds . why cant i do tt at home .. so dumb ..
im gonna die tmr .. n if anything happen to me remember DO NOT call my mum or tell her anything .
im so smart . can study till got bruise .. wth ..

雖然在茫茫人海中 ,寂寞的感覺還一直在 ...
這樣下去 ..
我不瘋才怪 ...

wth is wrong with me ..

well .i guess . i dunno .im nt gonna tink anymore .i'll juz live everyday as it comes and as it is .
a super super big thankyou to th many ppl who helped me super lots .

LEE ZIQING . thankyou so much .talked till quite late n you were studying but still you were there for me .xiexieni .
ALVIN TAN SHU FENG . thankyou for ur big big super sunshine smiles whenever i see you around in sku and juz letting me shout ur name loudly for fun .
NICHOL LEONG JIA EN . thankyou for everything . ily loads .
LEE YUJUN . heyy dear . thankyou for everything . i know you wasted alot of smses on me . haha . thankyou loads . ily .
TAN HUIZHEN . for all th valuable stuffs tt made sense to me even though i was breakin down real bad .
DENISE . i know th mass crying/emo-ing pissed you off . but stil . thankyou for counsilling all of us .
XUETING . thankyew for everything .
SHAYUE . ah you . alot of thing to say . but i think you know wad i wanna say . haha .
STRAWBERRY :D . yah . you too . shld know wad i wanna say .
LEON LIM . th most unexpected one .haha .tuesday was breakin down real bad n yunmin also cryin so scrolled thru whole contact list n den called you . i dunno why too .haha . thankyou for listening to everything . i know its lyk nt very clear caz i was crying quite badly . haha . bud aniway . thankyou . and you still owe me my book !
YUNMIN . thankyou for everything . calling me n comforting me n stuffs . and for making me laugh with chunmei and chunyun in th background talkin . haha .
JENSI .thankyou for th hugg and th lil talk on tuesday . (:
DONG TIANLAN . heh . i know i influenced you and made you cry too . anyway . cheer up yea . dun sad anymore . no one blames you . SMILE alright .

yea .. i tink tt's about all . sorry if i missed out ur name .. haha .. super big thankyou to all of ur . i love ur loads .
tot thru wad ur said and yeah . it does make sense . nichol told me a story on sports day .about a princess . and whenever she cries , her tears will turn into jewels and other precious stuffs .and therefore . tears are precious things . n cannot cry for th littlest things . and other cheem chinese stuffs in th beautiful love letter . haha . yeah . all of ur told me stuffs real valuable to me . n so . sac will nt cry so easily anymore . but instead try to build herself up on her own n shed th mask she's hidding behind bit by bit . and soon there wont be anymore mask .

juz realised sth today .whenever me or lan nt in a good mood or cry or wad n we're tgt will go jurong point and walk around and do random stuff and talk random things till we're all feeling better . haha .and today shayue was dragged in too . haha . in th mrt me arm started bleeding n nt really in th mood to care so juz let it bleed .juz pulled th sleeve a lil higher so wont kena stain n let it continue bleedin . hahaha .yue saw n looked away . lan saw and took out plaster . sac saw n dun give a damm . haha .

even if there's no legacy or anything , EDC is still th best and i love all of you loads . i dun wan this year to end . nt now . and never . im gonna miss all of ur so much . th sec 2-4 are super bonded .some of th sec ones included too . im gonna miss all of ur so much . frm zijing all th way to vanessa .we started cryin bout it since last year cultural pot .tis year's cultural pot gonna be different without all of ur in it . th characters wont be th same anymore . well . time wont stop .

ah well ..
time to go study ..
thankyouforallthewonderfulmemories .they'llbetreasured .ireallyhopethefriendshipwillcontinueon .andnotstopbecauseofwhathappened .
if i had one last minute to live . i would use tt very last breathe i have to tell you iloveyou .
believe it or not . it'll be th same for each n everyone of you .

sac's no more th sac you all used to know .
so get this into ur heads .
sac's nt a person who you can juz play with .
she needs constant love , care and concern too .
nt constant tearing apart n breakin down of .
tearing apart and breaking down will only ruin her more .
she needs building up . not tearing down .
she's already really badly ruined .
so please stop it ..
its time sac learnt to be strong and nt juz act strong .
she doesnt want to cry anymore .
she's freakin tired of trying .
and trusting th wrong ppl time and time again .
and for trusting tt bitch so much .but now th truth is out . sac aint gonna trust you anymore .
lyk someone once told me before 你應該 去打強心針 .
tt's so true .
she's too weak .
she doesnt want to put on an act anymore .
she's tired .
she wants to take off tt mask .
but she doesnt want to show th world her pathetic self .
she really needs to be strong .
tt's a definite must .
and she's gonna look things in a whole new perspective .
and a big big thankyou to tan huizhen . alvin tan shu feng . nichol leong jia en .shayue .lee ziqing .chua weiming .yeow minquan . lee yujun .lim xueting .dong tianlan . for being there for her today . when she showed her pathetic self to ur and as ur watched her break down and cry real bad .
thankyou for being there for her . and for all ur huggs .
she really appreciated that .
she's going to learn to be strong and not cry anymore .
and this pathetic self that she's hiding will be gone . for good . when she finally learns how to be strong .

BOO ! (:

finally finished th e learning thing . so stoopid . th ppl resetted th physics quiz caz it was super lag and alot of ppl din finish .. n muz do all over again .. so dumb .. translation was dumb too .. crapped th whole thing out ..
saturday dunno where to go .. sabby's birthday or go out with parents .. cant decide lehh .. its lyk only once sabby's gonna be 21 and den celebrate belated b'dae for father .. i really dunno lo.. timing n date all crash .. one at sentosa one at i dunno where ..
drama has a blog ! haha .. and its pretty ! hahaha ..

aniway if anyone can find wad maths to do msg me tell me can ? i cant find ..

BOO ! (:

ask n learn laggin lyk shyat ..
waste my time ..
its 9.40 now ..
n physics ends at ten ..
isnt tt wonderful ..
aniway .
enjoy ur elearning .
im so not gonna enjoy it ..

BOO ! (:

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today no drama .. tis week no drama .. sian lo .. at home gt nth to do ..
forgot how calculate velocity and there goea th physics test . maths i tink can pass ..
aniway . syf's over . now is wait for results . and plan th sec 4 farewell party . n they got requests .. plus drama fund quite little .. how buy all . hahaha . aniway . thru this SYF got quite alot of ppl to tank n stuffs .
not in any order .based on who i tink of first . haha .

Minhan : thankyou so so much . for helpin out with th screens and i know my mood swings are terrible . and for letting me hug you . it can be super sudden and you still let me hug for as long as i wan . tankyew dear . ily loads . jiayou for everything .
Amelia : thankyou loads . for bein there when i cried . and juz enduring my super bad temper and all .i lost it quite a few times . but thankyou for helpin me in cemetry scene and all . ily .
Jianyi : ehh ! sister ! haha . tankyou so much for letting me vent anger on you .and for juz letting me complain on and on .. and for helping me out so much in th cemetry scene . xie xie ni .
Alvin : heyy (: i love th eye shadow you put on friday . super nice la . haha . thankyou for everything . i cant rmb every detail . bud thankyou !
Michelle : Mrs Tumiwa ! thankyou for everything . and listen to wad i said while i was crying . i know its kinda unclear and slow and irrelavent . but thankyou for everything . ily loads . im gonna miss you so so much la ..
Jocelyn : i know we made you pissed and all durin rehearsals . but thankyou so much .for everything . i'll miss you lots la ..
shayue : as usual . th mood swings which you've endured for super long . and sometimes can juz shout at you for no reason . and quite unreasonable la . bud tankyew so so much for stil being there for me . and for saturday . th super long dinner we had . and all tt you told me . tankyew . so so much for everything . ily alot .
Yujun : tankyou for all th stuffs . ily too . all th best for everything .

i cant rmb all th stuffs over th past 3+ mths . but juz wanna thank all of ur (:
drama rawks . i love all you guys and gals .

th memories of syf .. will always stay with me . and i wont forget any of you . tis may juz be th last syf im takin part in for th rest of my life . haha ..
aniway .. its picture time . i look freaky though . haha .

th wednesday where 3/4 of th world was missing .. and then grp fotos of sec 1 - 4 . and whole drama de pic . and we went pizza for dinner . haha . th waitress skill abit lousy uhh .. hahaha ..

BOO ! (:

sac's cold and bored . whe left her beloved jacket in th locker . and she misses her darlings . stoopid cable conection got problem .. cannot transfer stuffs .. drama was th best thing tt happened to her today . bout 3/4 of drama din come and so we played and juz went crazy and took lots of pics . SYF's on fri .. sac's goin crazy juz tinkin bout it . and she's happy caz drama doesnt needa perform for assembly anymore . caz of th super lousy light and sound system in th sku . got not enough lights for th kinda effect we want . hahaha . wait till cultural pot . it'll come real soon and then you'll get to see it . hopefully sac doesnt look so kuku then .
now everyone muz tie scorpion to sku . makes no diff to her . she ties scorpion anyway . she offers free hair tying services so look for her if you believe in her skills . haha . she wans to cut her hair too . her fringe is super th long and gettin kinda irritating .bud she juz cant decide when to cut . and wad style to cut . maybe cut back same or change .. she doesnt know .. haha .. bud th thing she's sure of is tt she's gonna layer her hair again .see . sac's hair is layered and it aint a mushroom head . hah .she's currently superbly bored and kinda irritated and addicted to taylor swift's love story .and she doesnt know why .haha .oh well ..let's hope all goes well for SYF ..

sac's missing drama and minhan and many more . and you .
hahaah ..

getoutofmylifeyoubitch .isohateyou .