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TODAY WAS SUPER AWESOME :D except for th IS part .IS sucks big time .can't wait for it the over .seriously I can just slap that stupid lahh .was doing group project then teacher ask me if I understand what she saying .I open my mouth and th words havent even come out and she just said "this one don't know how talk one" seriously .wtf man .wtf is your problem .is you don't even give us a chance t talk .so we just give up trying .grrr .SUCKER . Afternoon was super fun .stone at emart with Ian and prescilla .super fun .we like have some picnic and also talk a lot of stuff .really really fun . Society today was like mad .really super high .sing all th dumbdumb song and a lot more other stuff . Me is a happygirl today :D gonna sleep with a smile on my face (: HEARTS VARINA , PRESCILLA , IAN and CLARA <3 <3

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Holidays are over :( so fast . This two weeks never touch anything related t studies at all .I'm so gonna die when school reopens. Mama Chang is back in school :D :D Mama conquered th Enemy and won th battle against cancer :D saw joy koh etc etc on Thursday .at np . Then talked . And made new friend . Yaye . Hahaha . Super tired . I think I'm like going crazy . I can sleep halfway then suddenly wake up and can't go back t sleep . Just feel super not tired and hot and then die also can't go back t sleep . Last night went drink water went steal pillow from sofa and went walkwalk around th house then go back sleep . Haha . Hopefully th problem goes away soon . Feels like some old person now . Can't laugh/cough/move without feeling pain .even though I miss th feeling of muscle ache ( reminds me of ernnie and drama ) , this is madness . Can't even do a thing without feeling pain . IS is like th most boring thing ever . As quoted from Alvin " discussion boring until naming my toes seem like more fun " that's how bad it is . Super th boring . Zzz . Soon . Soon it'll all be over .

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proud of myself for finishing whole circuit (: YAYE :D tbh I still haven't found out what my limits are . Yes I have condition de . I'm not normal . V almost told Tingyan but in th end never . Fourth station was kinda pushing myself .. Last station was ahh heck and get it over and done with . Jiesi said I looked pale . But that time wasn't my limit yet . It was I Think maybe half or less than half ? Next week gonna run . I think that one really can die . Knee hurts :( skin break thanks t th super rough track :( even when bathe also pain . Thought I lost my earphones but alvis found them for me :D hahaha . Crapped th whole bus journey back . Didn't fulfill th original plans of sleeping on th journey back . Haha . Love Clara chen manymanymany <3 Super tired now ..

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Feels kinda disappointed ... Was supposed t meet a friend tmr . Just a meal t celebrate end of CT and catch up and stuff . But now . It's all cancelled . Reason behind it is super stupid . " heyy I can't make it tmr anymore .my gf is a bit jealous " wth . Seriously. It's just a meal . Not like I'm gonna snatch him away or sth . Jealous what sia . If you say got work or what I will understand right . But you say gf jealous . Win Liao lo . Win already .

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idk why but I really feel like calling you a bitch .. Clara suggested having htht . But I think it won't work out . Seriously . When are you ever serious . Idk . What you said .are they just lies or is it really th truth .or are they just stories you made up t make me happy only .I really don't know . When I see you online . I'll be like should I or should I not disturb you . Caz I really wanna make things clear but then again idk how . If I do say everything out . Will I loose you As a friend ? We sorta trashed things out before . And it worked out . That was because I was still of use t you that you even bothered talking t me right . But now . I'm afraid of trashing things out and then you leave . I really dont know . Now it's in a huge mess . Idk t talk t you and clear it all up or just let things be ..

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Can you stop killing yourself .stop stabbing yourself can . Can you just pull yourself together . If that fella really treat you as a friend he'll come back . Refusing t accept th fact that you're slowly drifting apart won't make any difference .it just goes t show how stupid you are . Ugh . Can't believe im feeling like crap all over again . Society training was fun .but once it ended , th crappiness came back . I so want t kill myself .. Stop thinking ! Thinking will only lead t more hurt and ya . Don't you dare break down again .you came this far and you got a long way ahead .don't let that fella tear you down . He is so not worth it .

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common test over Liao :D somehow it feels weird .like nothing t look forward t . During th past week everyday study like mad .then now super free .well .I guess I'm quite pleased with biomol results .got a whole lot better than what I expected . Hopefully th other three modules de results won't be disappointing . Hoping for A for IPC .module with th most credits don't get A can die . Sometimes I wonder .do I really exist only when you need something ? Will you really pick up th call if I just break down in th middle of th night and call you ? You said anything I can msg you .but . I think I'm irritating you more right . Maybe I shouldn't get so attached t you . Like what sueann said leos they place alot of emphasis on love . Like friendship and all . Even though I don't believe in all that . But what she said is true . You guys are all put before me . I can just put down everything and go t you . But will you do th same for me ? Well . I guess . Maybe I'm expecting too much Huhh . Caring too much you'll just say I don't trust you . IZzit my fault that I care . Well . That's just me . Friends > me . Live with that and accept that . Gahhh . This is madness .

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tralalala ~ common test period :( one down three t go . Biomol please stay in my head kaay . And so passed th LSCT interview . Knew my results few days before th rest . So hard t keep th info in . So when th rest super high bout th results I'm like ohh okaay . Then went back t study .. Yes I killed thermo today :D Tmr I will own maths and then triumph over biomol on Wednesday and win IPC on Thursday . Then I can finally rest . Oh yeahhhh .