RAWRRRRRR

Piggy's coming back tmr :D Bio lecture now ..... Sian much . Talk so much rubbish . Faster talk finish lehh . I want go out de . Stupid class . That desperate t boost your ego Huhh . Losers . Part of me wants t go year three faster so can get away from them caz will change class . But another part don't want time t pass so fast .. Sigh . Stupid ppl .

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broke th everyday get injured thing . friday didnt get injured ... biomol test was okaay i guess .hopefully can score at least 20 .

dad's leaving for japan now :( :( :(
it's not th first time but idk why im feeling sad .. it's not th point about th country ( caz i really wanna go japan ) , but i think is more of th company .
no more randomly hugging him or play play fight with him or disturb him .

sighhhhhh :(
one whole week :(
mummy no let go airport :( which i think is good in a way . cry at home better than cry at airport . trying super hard t hold it all in now ...

nobody t go school with on tuesday and thursday ... :( nobody t lean on and sleep on th mrt if i tired on tuesday and thursday morning . :(
gahhhh . i hate this feeling luhhhhhhhhhhh .
it just sucks .......
nobody t hug :(

sighhhh ....

So much for sleeping at twelve or one thirty . It's gonna be two real soon .just finished studying bio .don't know if rmb all or not . What's worse than keep getting injured .consecutively three days in a row already .how smart can I get .day one : fell and hit th same spot as last week and now th bruise bigger . Day two : hand bang wall got bruise .then slipped and fall and skin break .day three: got cut by idk what . Hopefully tmr no more injury . Stupid foot pain again .grrr . Just recover only and now injured again . So smart . So so so smart . Anyway . Kinda thankful for Jin guan during society .despite th fact that he kinda keeps anyhow shouting . Fell down and Roy shout for medic and nobody responded (Y) . Then finally Nicholas came over he look and see then shout "jinguan !" seriously . Is jinguan th only medic ? Lets say if more ppl get injured , will there be enough jinguan's t go around . I think he collapse first before treating everybody . Sian max .this week and next week so many tests . Sighhh . After all th tests then final exam . And so fast one sem will be over . Please bio stay in my brain and don't come out .

BOO ! (:

give up trying t put coloured fonts .. cant see also ..
anyways . weekends was good (: class free days (:
friday night = awesome . had band . and got yangyang and zac. shiokness . super cute luhh they . love them a lot .
so talented luhh . can play three instruments or more each . and i only can play one .
KE concert super fail .not nice at all . lousy ..
sunday was super tired .. daddy buy th ice coffee + ice tea mix together for me .like weird th taste . ask him buy teh bing he come back with coffee+tea .
brand new start of th week again .. woke up super late and still can reach school early . i like . sat with royston while waiting for lecture to start . even he can tell i got xin shi . haiish .. i was just sitting there eating my breakfast ! how could he even tell ...... then after th stupid 1/3 of th class went into LT then he talk t me . talked for a while . thankyou roypa (: haha . as what elena always call him when talking t us . royston = gambit's papa so is roypa . HAHA . saw clara too :D :D :D

i can do thermo now (: im a happy girl (:

smiles and laughter all around (:

well .. today's a better day (: had a real good sleep last night . fell asleep while typing sth . lucky never press send . caz its all gibberish . touch screen = never memorize where th buttons are/press th neighbouring button instead .
time sure does fly when you're having fun (: chem lecture and lunch was really fun (: despite not really getting what mr andrew was saying for th first part . brain havent wake up yet .

saw JMAO this morning :D :D going t meet zhu later :D hehe . today seeing so many people .

V brought me t go see dogs at th lab too ! :D

so fun (: hehe . .

i got a dumbdumb brother who is just awesome . haha . at times i really feel like killing you yet at other times i just love you so much . HAHA . yes i will become strong de ! now i know why you can so strong dy . caz you've been experiencing all this kind of crap since sec school . one day i will become as strong as you de . hopefully .

for now wednesdays are like th best days . it's a day with no stress no pretense and no shit . except for IS which is kinda stupid .. now like talking more and more crap with alvin during lesson . HAHA . and then trio time with my feathers as quoted from prescilla . haha . birds of th same feather flock tgt (: then society with my V and jac and many more .

its like a storm now .th storm will cut my path and break everything . feels lost at times but i know im never alone . in th midst of all this chaos im glad i found my safe place (: a place t be happy and just be me (: really really feel so blessed t have ppl that stand by me through all my tough times and help me dry my eyes and wont let me go . really thank God for blessing me with so many awesome people in my life . people that wont let me fall and people that will really be there when i really need people .

my dear Clara , if you werent at SIM on tuesday, i wouldnt know what would have happened . th pressure built up was really really so bad .

CLARA CHEN , WO AI NI <3 <3

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Well I guess what kc said is true .this is th real world .running won't solve anything .yes I will be stronger .now bedtime . Tmr then Continue ..

messed up much ...

well i guess the title says it all ... messed up . yeah that's what it is .today's a real bad day . thanks t some no brain ass now everything is in a mess. what are cliques . cliques = people that you can click with and can just be yourself with no worries . whatever for force us t be with you if we're not happy at all . well now who's th one with no brains . stupid . you can just go bang wall and die kaay . nobody cares .act pitiful all you want . i dont care . you think still pri school uhh . plant a spy in our clique. lika stupid only . FAIL MUCH . yes i would say so . want bitch about ppl also so fail . really pity you .

on th other hand . thank God for putting Clara in my life . really really love Clara super super lots . dearest always making sure im fine and for listening t all my class politics and everything . if i could i would keep you in my pocket and bring you everywhere with me . love you so so much <3

sorry for scaring Ian and Prescilla ... like i was telling prescilla, th pressure build up is really really terrible ... it was that bad and i just had t release it somehow . and that way is what you guys saw during lunch .. th only ppl i really really trust in school other than Clara and nana , jiu shi ni men le . you guys are so awesome and i really really love our trio time a lot .can just be myself and just relax and really really enjoy .

i will stand by you . i will help you through when you've done all you can do and you cant go . i will dry your eyes .i will fight your fight .i will hold you tight and wont let go ...
we will get through this tgt . i know we will .when it gets tough , we will have each other . till th very end.

Rascal Flatts-I Won't Let Go Lyrics

nana sent me this song last night . thankyou nana for listening t all my rantings . love you so much <3

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Why ?为什么？I don't know .idk why it comes down t this .IS ,class ,friend .IS as usual .horrible and like crap . Class .why can't you just let us be .why must you poke your butt into our affairs and demand that we should join you . Friend .you just single handedly broken all th trust I had in you .for that I really applaud you . Congrats . Life's just so screwed up now .life can you be less hard and be as simple as possible .Idw t deal with anything anymore .I just want t hide away till it's all over .I just don't have th strength t carry on .

BOO ! (:

today was a much better day :D

really much better than ytd .

fell asleep without setting alarm . sho smart . thank goodness th brother woke me up by making noise while choosing his storybook . HAHAHA .

prescilla and ian really awesome . really really thank God for them (:

finally today royston not dao . saw him at vending machine outside LT and he ask if im okaay or not . heh . and of all things, brandon ask him izzit i vomit ytd ... i also never eat .. vomit what ..

alvin also nicenice . hahaha . when i walked into LT then got eye contact then he ask me if im okaay or not caz he knew what happened . so unexpected . if he agrees then we will use what AJT said and then we do th final project for IS ourselves and then make th other two die . muahaha . stupid people .

ahahahaha , watching jiu xiang lai zhe ni on tv now .. even though is repeat its still nice . hehehe .

love nana manymany . during society i was in a super messed up mood and she let me keep on hug her and everything .

(:

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I really really dread Wednesdays now :( I don't like Wednesdays .. It's just like torture . I really hate my IS group mates that much that I feel like killing them . Today's a really super messed up day :( Tears can you stop flowing please .it really hurts .it really hurts so bad . It really really really hurts so so bad ......

BOO ! (:

BUMBLEBEE IS SO CUTEEEEEEE ! :D like some small boyboy .when bee almost die th tears came out .when they got sent away it happened too .hahaha .but I did dry th glasses before returning them. HAHAHA . optimus prime is so cool ! One hand still can fight . And so style . Hahaha .nicenice .I like watch th show only for bee and prime like that .HAHAHA . after show finish somehow lost balance and hit th chair de hard hard number thingy .and now got bruise :( It's prescilla's day ! from our er ren shi jie breakfast date become so many ppl now :( HELLO CLARA <3 I have no idea how you found this place .haha .I love you many many many many many many <3 for everything . <3 <3 <3

BOO ! (:

sia lahh .everything also want stomp .that hard up for money is it .first was library .now mrt .seriously now th ppl like too free nothing to do .it's 1130pm .th students are tired. Sit on th floor also never disturb you right .eh you got seat still kp so much .they were considerate enough t not sit on reserve seat right .th area between two glass panels at th door there .they only occupy that area what .not like they take up th whole mrt floor space .plus they were at th other door .th one that won't open .ohmytian .idk what th hell is wrong with you . HELLO PEOPLE IF YOU THAT DESPERATE TO SMEAR NHHS REPUTATION ALSO DON'T SO JIAN LAHH . Say until like they fat until block th whole space .stupid .grrr .super pissed off . SIANNNNN.tmr church anniversary = combine with Chinese = sian max .