i'll be your strength ~

Well . Nahhh . Not really that strong enough during this period :( more like I need someone to be my strength . Haha . Sick sick and more sick . Sighs . So it started out as cough . Now is almost two weeks le . Chu xi night/ chu yi morning when the people all burning paper I almost died . Didn't close window before sleep and all the smoke and stuff in the air . Then woke up and start coughing like siao . Like nonstop cough and was really really bad . Like if it didn't stop then will have asthma again ... It got better then got worse again ... Sad life . Before it even recovered , now diarrhea . Sighhhhhhh . Whyyyy . :( like almost every hour have to go toilet once :( sometime interval long sometimes short :( don't know cause yet ...... Don't know if is the food also . Caz all the people that also eat it got nothing wrong ... Haiii . Maybe is just me . I'm just the weird one Huhh . Dear me , please recover faster . And immune system why you suddenly so weak :( must stronger ! I want my old self back . The never fall sick self .. Idw this keep on sick self :(

when im with you , i'll make every second count

Heh . Today's baby's birthday ! :D dearest baby turns two (: hope my dear baby boy grows up to be a good boy (: he's already super smart . Cannot trick him de . Haha . Went bukit timah market for lunch (: the tau Huey is (Y) . Damm nice . Supersuper smooth . I like . Haha . And my dear stupid surprised me with caramel milk tea (: just left it in the fridge for me to go find out myself . So sweet (: hahaha . Stupid's maturing too (: went to buy udders . Deciding between rum&raisin and cookie&cream . Couldnt decide which to get so asked him . And his reply is (Y) . " get cookie and cream ! Dont get alcohol . Cookie and cream better . Cheaper also " hahaha . So cute right (: so fast grow up le but deep down you're still my baby (: hahaha . Still will always be that small boyboy (: and my small boy's gonna turn 13 in a WEEK's time (: idk what to get for him :( howwwwww :( Coughing like siao now :( virus passed to me by stupid :( really the rate which I'm coughing is mad . Even coughed till tear .. As if chest pain not enough .... Haiii . Hopefully can faster recoverrrr :(

super bad day today ...
first EDCA . seriously luhh . what's your problem you stupid teacher . half the class struggling and there you are zooming away . we ask for help . all you give is stare and then ignore us . you are a teacher for a reason .you're paid to teach . not give attitude . we try so hard to get your attention . and you ignore . that bitch barely raised her hand and you devote all your attention to her . k can . so now you like people that dress like whores/sluts . k can . stupid tiko .

then KE . seriously damm stupid their system . since day one already giving us colour to see .what we do to you . nothing right . me and jac never go is obviously got reason de right .never go for cca is because of s&s . and that's like what 3 or 4 times only . and you say our attendance like shit and not giving us any points . k can . in the beginning already say very clearly that we wednesday cannot make it . and by accepting us into KE means you already accept the fact that we cannot commit on wednesdays . then now . you choose new comm . for VP you put some girl that is same case as us . only that she cannot come on mondays and just go on wednesdays . but then again . even the teacher dont know who she is and she come also just go talk to seniors . what kind of nonsense is this . not saying that me and jac want post or anything . but where is the fairness . you say our attendance like shit and give us warning . then your dear darling vp dont get anything . WHAT IS THIS . and you all lousy to that extent that have to bribe people to stay in the cca . " if give you position in main comm will you be more committed to the cca " WTF . WHAT NONSENSE IS THIS . is bribery luhh . say already more pek chek only ...
shall see what happens on wednesday . will it be an uprising/rebellion or will everything go smoothly .

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Haiii . Phone spoil again . Same problem again . Don't want make sound . Exam in a month's time . So not prepared . To stay or to quit KE .. Really tempted to quit ... Feel so lost . Stupid feeling . K wtv Idw care . Face getting worse again . Siannnnnnnnnnn .

too jiro wan too

Yupp so it's now 2012 . One year pass so fast . So many things happened . All th ups and the downs . I'm sure they all happened for a reason . Through it all ,I guess did grow and learn stuff ? Learnt that I suck at planning . Will stress Alot alot . But last time got WILLIAM LEE . And we plan event also never so tou tong . Everything all go smoothsmooth . that's really like strength compliment weakness thingy . yuppp . Soooo . PULSE EVENT . was glad that it went smoothly (: first ever event that COOL organized (: glad to see th rest having fun also . Then thanksgiving that time , got th paper which said " give thanks for someone from school " . Tbh . There is no particular someone . Is more of like a lot of someones. All too precious to pick out just one . My BFFF & SEITH , you guys were the ones that came to mind first . Thank God for the both of you (: for always being there . No matter school or personal stuff . Always there But most importantly , Thank God for him (: for being so so awesome (: for keeping me safe . For blessing me with so much . And for really letting me experience you in many situations . For the peace and comfort . And your love <3 thankYOU for the cross <3