up up here we go ~

exams are 3/4 over :D last paper to go .on Friday though :( on the bright side ,more time to play and rest first .hehehe . Tmr going out play the whole day D: going gardenia factory then go pungol park . Take it that giving brain a break ba (: So far the papers have been idk ... Not very confident :( hopefully can score bahhh . Icbe today was ...... :( cheated ! You say similar to that question then come out so different :( sighs . Saw mama and roypa at busstop after paper . Saw mama before paper too (: They so cute ! Love them alotalotalot <3 Second time roy cheered me up le (: haha . But this time got mama also (: just finished the tea only (: Thank God for awesome friends (:

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Stupid back's killing me .... :( So Sunday was just a bit pain. Like really little . Then Thursday slipped and hit the same place that pain and tada . More pain . Irritating thing . Just makes you want to lie there do nothing . Which I cant . Caz is exams . Today not really there when woke up but when squat down the pain just bam . Just came and dont want go away . Other than the top left back that's been hurting , now the tailbone? Also ? Sighhh . Pain go away okay .

you make me crazier ~

Using brother's earphone nao .heh .I like . The bass is (Y) . so it's exams again . Friday seems so near yet so far . Before that , s&w ! The three weeks spent with CHICKEN was really awesome (: didn't really contribute much to the making of the final dance . But the whole process was fun (: Even justis say can see our bond (: And also my dear stupid boy's birthday ! (: thirteen years young now (: Dont grow up so fast lei :( Feels like just ytd you were a little kid . Idk why but I just feel super fail as a sister .... Is like I've been neglecting him since this year ? Idk .... On some days I don't even get to see him .. Wake up and he's not around and when I reach home at night he's already asleep .. And it's been so long since I last bought sth decent for him . Or rather , anything at all . Instead now is like the other way round . My dear boy is always suprising me with stuff . And he'll let me go find it out myself . If never realize then he will say . He even calls to ask if I want to buy anything when he goes out . And even calls to ask if I want him to buy lunch back for me or nt .. Isn't that like what im supposed to do ... And not the other way round . It feels like I'm the younger one instead . Forever letting me crash in his room . And never chasing me away . Letting me use his tummy/butt as pillow . And never move away until I get up . Like just now I doing my stuff he came lie down beside me .from the corner of my eye he just looks like the 5/6 year old him .that cute small boy .now still very cute luhh . That time already feeling quite bad . He wanted show me sth .asked him give me five mins then he went away . And then after five mins I didn't go find him . After super long later then he came back and asked me again . Lying on the chair then he pull my leg .. Remind me of my babyboy . Always pulling my hand . Idk why but I just feel like I've failed as a sister ? Instead of caring for him , it becomes like the other way round . Even the changing of his voice ... I never realized it .. Until today . On the phone . Then i was like woahhhh become so deep . Sighs . Fail much ....