when one door closes another will be opened. lead to a place filled with so much better stuffs (:
well i guess my plans is not His plan. what i want may not be what He wants to give.
disappointed but i guess He knows what is best.
so didnt get into maincomm. but it's okay. well, now dont need to choose between oac and oip anymore. cos if get in must think. well now with the results out, there's nothing to hold me back anymore. can just go for shanghai trip (:
was selected out of the almost hundred people. so should make the best out of the chance given to me (:
well i guess is also good in a way cos dont have so much things to stress over and more time for other stuff too.
cos honestly i have no idea where my new journey with frogpole will lead me to. and also how this journey will be like.
kind of trying to bond with the kids. guys are friendly, existing leaders are helpful, girls are shy? idk. hopefully this will be a fruitful and fun journey (:
hope i dont let isaac and yang down. hopefully can be a good friend/role model to the kids.
no experience in anything at all. but i know He'll bring me through.
studies are just so ........ super lagging behind. with common tests just around the corner, hopefully can find enough time to study everything. stresssss D: also with all the ycamp stuffs D: bangwall:(
on the bright side, today was lab with briek :D he so cool luh! and nice to look at. hahaha. think today totally spoil impression D: cos was looking at stuff and talking to nev and very noisy and he look over and ask what happen. sighhhh. Last CEL today :D no more reports to write after i finish the current one :D
so today. yahhididcryforawhile. so what. i dont care. cos i got the love from my dear RRs and jiajia and friends <3
have i mentioned that i have the sweetest freshies ever. THEY ARE THE SWEETEST EVER <3
texted gerald and kim with this one sentence "i didnt get in" and their replies can make you gan dong until tear de. haha.
just so happen that ewt having director talk thingy then saw jamie and chunkiat. this cute girl asked me to cheerup even though i didnt say anything to her. and chunkiat told me that everything's alright and that this kind of thing dont need care de. even now, my dear kim still asking if im alright or not. went to look for jiajia after lab. thank God for putting that sweet girl in my life <3 gave me one hour of her time and talked to me and cheered me up (: and also for froggy! unexpected but had a nice short talk with you (: love you all so much <3 feel so blessed (:
idw my impression of you to change totally. not change for the better but for the worse. i really dont want that to happen. but im sorry. your actions have just made all our impressions of you change. always we have respected you and had very good impression of you. but now, it's just all gone. just that one thing that you did. it spoilt so many people impression of you. is this what you really want.... idk.. just.... all the best to you.
