So people say WAHHHH you got so many friends and know so many people. But then again, what's the point if you feel lonely. It's like even in a whole big group of friends, you'll see little cliques and then you there trying to fit in but nowhere to fit into. Lonely even in a crowded place. Sometimes even feel more warmth and love from strangers.
So this marks the end of cptc. So fast five weeks have passed alr. These five weeks, both have good and not so good parts. The fun and joy we all had. Dreaded it at first but now kind of missing it. These five weeks helped bring us all closer. Just like how it was in the beginning.
Getting to know them better and helping each other out. Thankful for Zhixiang and pres (: always explaining to the blur sotong of a me. And for watching out for me during the times at the plant.
Another thing that I'm really greatful for is that our class is blessed with a really patient and fun instructor. Which makes the whole experience better. Guiding us through the Assessments and also for playing with us. Having small little private talks with us along the way, and also for making us feel confident of what we said during the assessment. For the constant encouragement and patience. The feeling you give is like a papa(: your daughter must be really blessed to have such a wonderful father. You'll definitely be one of the things I'll miss most about this five weeks.
When did we all grow up...
The real work's gonna start in a week's time. Somehow dreading it. Am I even prepared to face what's gonna happen. Only consolation is that I know Brandon's there with me. But then again, idk :(
Messedupconfusedkid...
Hah. So I know I'm greater than you (: you need not do al those stupid acts to let me know that. You just further proved the point that I am greater than you. LOSER.
