Cos I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2 & you'll be there

So the last post was like what. Five months overdue. Hahaha didn't know it didn't get published. 

Ahh so life continues.. Intern was super awesome. Now back to the mundane school life... 

You know, when you find a best friend who loves you and takes care of you like an elder brother, Can just scold each other and talk abt the most random things ever, th feeling is just... Idk how to describe it... I just love you deepdeep. 

Hahah how we re-met each other is just funny/weird/idk? Knew him since lower sec but never ever talked to him ever since that event. This year's oac, being agl can just walk anywhere We want. Soooo. Just happened to see him and followed behind calling his name but got ignored. Damm sad. After coming back from oac, it was the comment on a status and th exchanging of numbers then we started talking. So it turns out I always had his number. I don't know how and why. Then blahblahblah , talk alotalot, work tgt, meet In sch. Hahah. 

He knows my weakest and ugliest side yet chooses to stand by me, giving me the encouragement and support and comfort that I need. Instead of giving up on me. I know I can be a super burden when I am at very very low points. 

The person whom I can just be myself infront of. No need to act strong cos I know you'll be there for me to lean on. Thankyou for taking care of me during work. And everything. Watching out for me and stuffs. Looking through my insta, I saw this photo which I posted quite sometime back. "So when the tears stream down my face don't ask me why I'm crying. Just hold me. I want to find someone who won't run away and look me in the eye and say that it's okay. It's not going to be easy but it will get better."

When I broke down, it wasn't easy to say why I was crying. I took a really long time to reply. Yet you never gave up on finding out what happened. You tried ways to cheer me up. Even offered to cook for me. Tbh, I was abit hungry la. Just a little little bit but too moodless to eat.  Being strong was tough cos I didn't want to let the others know. But thankyou for bringing me away, where it was just me and you, where I could let down all the pretenses because you knew what I was going through. And I thank you for the hug and allowing me to sleep on your shoulder. And for reassuring me and encouraging me that all will be better. And just being there for me when I was at my weakest. 

I am really truly blessed to have you in my life. And I'm so glad to have found you and I hope that this friendship will last for eternity long. 

I love you manymanymany. ♡ 

Yet another ycon session has ended. 

To not know most of the boys names yet they know mine. So paiseh. Really glad that the camp touched their lives and they want to come back for more Camps. 

Really proud of them.seeing how they grow. Having buddies that mostly can't walk properly or on walker/wheelchair, they just carry the buddies and support them and it really warms my heart to see that sight. 

Even one/two of my boys, scared of heights but brought his buddy up to HE. Fulfilled his promise to me, overcame his fear and the buddy was happy too. 

On the last day, I heard this sentence "don't tell me last time. No matter how many times you want go toilet, I also will bring you there." Just a simple sentence but somehow it brought tears to my eyes. The buddy is on wheelchair and is scared of troubling people and is really quite heavy.

Seeing how they really love the buddy and the way they take care of the buddy, how not to be proud of them. Some of them really damm zai. 

Seeing the boys talk to their abang and amongst themselves after the camp, somehow just start crying. Really proud of these boys. 

Who says people who commit crimes are bad. Who says they can't change. These boys are living proof of it. All with a big big heart that cares for people(: