My gonggong boy ♡ 

Falling asleep in your arms & waking up to you has become one of my favourite things. 

So fast half a year passed le. 

Sometimes you make me sosososososo mad but idk why I can never stay mad at you. 

Thankyou for doing all the small small things to make my life better. 

Using your hand to cover th metal pole/any potential surface where I may bang my head against on the train , holding on to me so I won't fall, making sure I feel better whenever it hurts, not getting mad & walking away when I reach th point of super madness where it's tears and biting/scratching. 

 Loveyou much more than words can describe. 

Even though like we spend so much time tgt, I still always wish that we can have more time tgt. Time always seems to pass toooooo quickly. 

I really miss the days where all we did is just watch movie/video/anime & sleep all day long. Or even the impromptu outings. Work is just mehhhhh. 

Now that sch start for both of us, the time we have also lesser alr... 😔

Should have more than 24h in a day... 

Five and a half years seems like a really long time now... But I'm glad we're alr starting to slowly planning for our future tgt. From the type of deco to kids and even holiday destinations. I cannot wait for the day where we start our own family together. I know you feel the same way too. &if we work hard enough, who knows. Maybe we can get married even earlier. 

Everyday feels like an adventure with you. Thankyou for exploring the world together with me step by step. &for not abandoning me along the way. & for trying to understand the way that I am. 

More than that

"I will love you more than that. I won't say the words then take them back" - More Than That, Backstreet Boys

Because you make me feel like the luckiest girl in the world just by being yours. Make me feel soooo loved. 

You protect me and make sure I'm safe. Check on me whenever we don't meet to make sure I eat.

 Putting rice on my spoon so that I'll eat the rice instead of just ingredients. Feeding me when I don't feel like eating or when we're sharing Sth. 

Giving me manymany hugs to make me feel better. 

Being ever so patient with me. 

Encouraging me and being by my side through everything.

And the list just goes on and on. 

Even before sch starts, you alr make it a point to pick me up on weekday nights after school. You're really my sweetest boy ever. 

So blessed to be your girl. And words can never describe how much iloveyou. Thankyou for facing all my storms and battles with me, being my source of strength and support. 

iloveyoubabychanchan ♡ 

You teach me many things and help me improve as we go along. Helping me see my flaws and helping me to improve them bit by bit. Thankyou for letting me know more about you. And being the one that knows most about you. Thankyou for letting me into your world. 

You're more than just my boy. You're my boy, elder brother I never had, bestest friend, everything combined into one. At times, may be unbearable but thankyou for being patient with me and always never failing to put a smile on my face. Even when I'm mad at you, you never fail to make me smile again. And I can never stay mad at you. You mean the world to me ♡ I believe we can work out and live the rest of our lives tgt (: six years may seem like a really long time. But we'll make it through and then start our own family. I know we'll be able to. 

1 2 3 4

Hey baby (: 

idk if you'll see this but ohwells. 

Do you know this picture is super precious to me? Cos this is the very first picture that you took on your phone and you say want take de. 

So many songs that can sing to you, but for now, plain white t's 1 2 3 4 describes everything so well. Go listen to it if you're reading this hehe. 

12 more days till you're home. Supersuper glad that the number is finally getting so small. But not glad that cannot contact you that much :( back on the hunt for wifi cos touring Europe. And not all hotels have wifi.. Uncontactability sucks so bad. That sometimes cannot even fall asleep... May all the hotels you're staying in for the next 7 days all have wifi. Missing you so bad :( 

Miss your voice, your hugs, our cuddling times and everything. Cannot wait for you to come back home. 

It's finally July ~ 

27 more days till my baby comes home 😁 

Somedays it's still hard but I'm glad the number has reduced to a not so big and bearable number. 

Another thing that's been helping me through is our daily skype sessions. Being able to see your face and knowing you make the effort to make this girl's wishes of seeing you everyday come true. It makes me happy. And being able to talk to you everyday too. 

And even though you're 6.8k miles away and your sun rises later, you still manage to make me feel so special, so loved and still always there for me. Making me smile and cheering me up even. 

Thankyou for making me feel so special and sometimes even like a princess. For feeding me with so much foof. You make me feel like I'm the luckiest girl on earth cos I have you ❤️ 

Cannot wait for you to come home. Counting down the days till you return.

One part of the toughest thing through this period is living in different times from the boy & being apart for so long. It's like his goodnight to my good morning. Finally can relate so much to Simple Plan's Jetlag. Waking up to your sunset. Missing you really so bad :( 57days; 15down, 42 to go. Time is really passing toooo slowly :( it really feels like forever alr. I'd give anything to have you come back home now... Even if it was cramps for a whole month, it doesn't matter. Anything to have you come back home. He says this is just a challenge & we'll just get stronger. But there's so many other ways. This is just too torturous :( it really hurts so so bad on days where I just miss you so much. Supermegaultra hate this challenge. On days where things suck too much, if only I could call you, if only I could meet you then. But you're 6.8k miles away. With every 'ding', I hope it would be you. Do you know how precious all our conversations are... But sometimes when I get the feeling like it's half hearted reply, the feeling just sucks . I know you're there with friends, playing or even doing other stuffs then that's why. But the feeling just sucks. 

Ever since you went overseas, everything's just been like bad. I promised I'll be strong. But somedays I really wanna just give up on everything. I mean I'm like trying to get up and get back on track again. 

For starters , uni application done. Just waiting for the result now. 

Job and everything else, I really don't know what to do... Screwed up the interview so so bad..

 I don't know what to do with my life :( I'm a mess. A bigbig mess. 

XOXO

Finally knows how it feels like when a mum looks at her sleeping baby in her arms. So precious. 

Met the boy for dinner. Brought me to Lot one cos I never been there before. Went to the rooftop garden after dinz. Poorpoor boy tired out from th day's mugging. Watching him sleep, the feeling is like so precious and don't care what it takes also must protect him. 

With him by my side, be it just a walk down the street or in a shopping center or even a trip to JB, I feel so safe and so comfortable. Because I know he will be there to protect and to take care of me. 

You shower me with so much love and care. More than I can even imagine, more than I deserve. Making me smile, feeding me when I don't feel like eating, buying happy food to cheer me up, giving me manymany hugs to make me feel better, and the list goes on. You're like the bestest thing that's in my life ♡

11days&counting...

And so today marks the 11th consecutive day of meeting you ♡ everyday feels like a fairytale. All the little things that you do, chases away my fears and insecurities. So blessed to have you by my side. My bestest friend and also my dearest boy ♡ 

Thankyou for showering me with so much love and care. Pampering me and treating me like a princess. 

And also, the small small actions that makes me so touched. 

Anything or anywhere with you is also enjoyable. Even a whole afternoon of just watching cartoons. iloveyoubaby♡ 

Looking forward to our JB trip later (: (: (: 

Two is better than one ♡

That song is like supersuper nice. 

Anywayssss. I finally got the answer (: everything's clear now (: 

Everything doesn't seem real and it's like idk what did I even do to deserve a guy like you. One who loves me so and treats me so well (': 

It doesn't matter if we celebrate monthly or yearly, because everyday with you is alr a special day. Because I'm so blessed to have you.

Silly boy really surprised me till I didn't know what to say/react and almost teared. iloveyou baby ♡ 

Being able to see you everyday, be it even for an hour or the whole day, it makes me happy (: 

I may not be perfect or the best gf, but I will try to be the best for you. To be there for you in the good and the bad, and also your personal cheerleader. That I promise you. 

Thankyou for making me smile always and for making me feel so safe. Because I know you'll be there to protect me. 

Learning more about you everyday. 

And it warms my heart to know that you alr planned for the future. Even the meaning behind the design of the ring. Christ centered love. 

有你的感觉真好😊

You make me smile ♡

You, yes you. You make me smile ♡ you make me feel so safe and so protected whenever we're out tgt. 

Be it just a simple impromptu dinner or just an mrt trip or just sitting there together, somehow I feel so safe, protected , loved and special. 

Thankyou for giving in to my cravings, even though you may not be full from eating what I want. 

Thankyou for making me smile, taking care of me, constantly checking if I'm feeling better or not when I'm not feeling well , keeping me warm, cooking for me. 

Honestly, I was really v touched. Came down from shower to find a cup of thaicheese chicken+fries waiting for me. And th chicken was still cut into bite size pieces. See he very 细心 hor. Cos I wasn't feeling well and didn't want to eat lunch. 

Bought B&J for him after dinner with th friends. Silly asked why buy so expensive one. Cos you say buy what I like ma. And th most epic part. Stand in the middle of th road and he feed me icecream. Hahahah.

I'm really really truly blessed to have you ♡  

Love you laaaa ♡ 

(:

It's been two weeks since.. I really want to know the reason why yet I don't know how to even approach the subject.. Say something pls ? Sighs. 

Why do you have the power to make me miss you huh. The little things you do. The small things you rmb abt me. Even stuffs that I don't rmb telling you about, you still rmb. It's all these small things that touches my heart. 

Ytd night I was really happy (: yeah I admit I was disappointed at first when cancel. But then you made the effort to reschedule and fit in an outing. And then even making it happen on the same day again. Even though we didn't do much, it's th simple small things that makes me really happy. Like how I got to know you abit more. Learning more about you everytime we go out. And seeing the kid in you when your icecream came. Super cute. Thank you for still giving in to me and enduring my nonsense and moods. I really felt very bad when you apologized la. Because you really do so much for me. And always making sure that I am happy. Sending me pictures of stitch when you happen to see it while shopping. 

Where to find such a treasure like you. Loveyoula. ♡