man.. superband sounds super bad.. the singing is lyk horrible.. not sae i veh good luhh. the room im in is lyk few meters away frm the tv n its not lyk on so loud n i still can hear. eh if i not wrong is b3 barh. b1 the singer not enuf 'qi' den b2 the dance nice bud song not nice. haha.
okaays. juz reached home.. went walkin in the rain. not really wet. its lyk the rain at first heavy de den i reach my bus stop den become small le.. not fun.. nvm. got super wet ytd aniway.
mood go up n down n up n down bud mostly down. seems lyk the only mood i haf is down. so fun rite. yea. im crazy. noe why. two days. oni eat 3 times. so fun rite. hahaha. yea. den ytd frm dinner all the way till today 5+/6+ in the evening den go eat. so fun.hahaha.
aft sku got addicted to the notice board de pin. wan noe wad i do. go ask my dearie. maybe she'll tell you. n den again maybe not. den went ava rehearse the thingy for thursday. hah. we dunnid wear tie. the rest of the sku nid. hahaha. we are evil ppl.
den went bang piano while waiting for lan. stone-ed for one hour plus. den started emo-ing and zi-lian at the piano wid one of me dearie. den went eat dinner + breakfast + lunch + dinner all combine together. fun rite. hahaha.
now at home. supposed to be banging piano bud here i am. bored. now to koup stuff frm ppl. link here link dere den found p6 tt time the adam khoo guy the trainer gary de blog.
"To think of death as a means to an end"
so not true uh. i admit sumtimes i do tink tt death is the easiet way out. bud den tink it thru. wad problems cant be solved. wad cant be resolved. kaays. so now i may have a problem bud is death the oni way out? NO. well. there are super many ways to get rid of the problems. lyk wad mr foo sae. wad good balls bad balls thingy. if i kip holding on n decieving myself at the same time wad result will i get. even greater n deeper hurt. why cant i juz let it all go. the answer i dunno. juz let time take it all away. hopefully it can. before i really go insane..
"Fate plays a cruel hand.When you think you are winning, you are not.When you think you are almost at the end, you realized you went one full circle.Some want life to be a bed of roses
No adversity, no pain, no sadness, no tears.Where sunflowers grow and kids smile all day
Would it not be nice to be happy always?"
full circle. well yea. tt's all tt happened. well aren't all of us back where we all started. lets hope it stays tis way yea. no pain? no sadness? no tears? smiles all day? happy always? tt i really dunno.
i nid help. pain. yea i do get it everyday. sadness. well u see it everyday dun u. tears. well i try to control it all bud in the end i juz cant control all n i juz break down. smiles all day n happy always. tt's wad i really wanna achieve. bud can i ? i really dunno.
kaays. enuf crap. time to go do wad im supposed to be doin.. wad i supposed to do. i oso dunno. so dere. addicted to hao xin fen shou n ai wo bie zou. hahaha. real nice.
thx alot. the hurt is friggin unbearable. tink again dearie n see how much pain is inflicted. thx alot. i appreciate it loads.
Monday, June 30, 2008
Friday, June 27, 2008
BOO!(:
i look lyk a crazy person! hahaha. hair super messy. all come out. den super super messy. bud i like it! hahaha. changed places today. not really change lorr. the two corner rows move the position oni. haha. happy wid the position i sittin in now. its still the same. i still got my wall n im still at the back. best is i got my dear shayue beside me! haha. although me other two dearies are far far away.. im still where i wanted to be. haha. oni tt shifted abit in front tt's all. haha. all me wishes came true. i din wanna leave the wall or the back n i din. n me n sha yue wanted sit with each other n we did! hahaha. bud not used to sittin so close to the window. i prefer the wall n back door. hahaha.
Taiwan students comin next week. why cant put all 16 in 206. why muz go put in 201
and 211. all put in 206 more fun ma. can skip physics and english on tt day. hahaha. den puttin up sum performance thingy for them. n shao hui, kai xin, sin yee n me singing. me sing together wid SY n den the guys each one song n maybe all 4 one song together? i dunno.. haha. trying to rmb all the lyrics now.. sumhow i juz cant. although i've been listening to the song for super long n studying the lyrics. stil cant rmb some parts of it.
once i heard a sec one gal sae tt drama ppl were all crazy. n at tt time i got really angry. bud we're not crazy. we're juz ppl tt get super super high when we all together and make crap load of noise. haha.
ytd was cryin caz of sth tt happened. den sue-ann, vivian laopo, winnie dear, shayue, grace, max, alvin, nichol dear all there for me. all comfortin me. den ernest was lyk u not feelin well den go home. i oso not sick. is sth happen. haha. den aft tt do the training stuffs. quite fun. din do them for so long le. last year till now. den went deco the room. den go pt. caz sec1 and 3 involved in the competition den sec2 do alone. super fun. its lyk we do with the whole drama is lyk sian sian no energy de. den sec2 alone is super super fun. more energy. stamina better. yepps. tt's true. first time we did pt was durin hols den whole drama do together den its lyk almost the whole time walkin den sian sian de. bud ytd pt was super high. n never walk as much as last time le. hahaha.
shall go print out timetable now. n start studying. before me results get any worse. tomorrow got keming open hse. maybe will be fun. i dunno. shall see den. haha.
vivian laopo<3 : thx for everything. being there for me. and talkin to me. n helpin me. thx dear. luv ya.
shayue dear <3 : thx for being there for me. n bein so patient with me. i noe its not easy to. although you couldn't see verii well from the back yet you still sat with me n tried to cheer me up. thx loads dearie. i appreciate everything. luv ya loads.
alvin : thx for making me smile again (: really. aft earnest started talkin i still felt lyk crying bud u were the one who made me smile and forget bout crying. thx loads(: n for the stuffs durin pt. yea. really verii grateful to you. tankyew(:
lastly. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEIQI! (:
thx for the stuff you bought for the klass. noe wad. i survived on the marshmallow n buiscuits till now. din eat anything in the morning. shall continue surviving on them till maybe 7+. or even later. haha. yepps. im crazy. n i lyk it. n im proud to be crazy. hahaha.
Taiwan students comin next week. why cant put all 16 in 206. why muz go put in 201
and 211. all put in 206 more fun ma. can skip physics and english on tt day. hahaha. den puttin up sum performance thingy for them. n shao hui, kai xin, sin yee n me singing. me sing together wid SY n den the guys each one song n maybe all 4 one song together? i dunno.. haha. trying to rmb all the lyrics now.. sumhow i juz cant. although i've been listening to the song for super long n studying the lyrics. stil cant rmb some parts of it.
once i heard a sec one gal sae tt drama ppl were all crazy. n at tt time i got really angry. bud we're not crazy. we're juz ppl tt get super super high when we all together and make crap load of noise. haha.
ytd was cryin caz of sth tt happened. den sue-ann, vivian laopo, winnie dear, shayue, grace, max, alvin, nichol dear all there for me. all comfortin me. den ernest was lyk u not feelin well den go home. i oso not sick. is sth happen. haha. den aft tt do the training stuffs. quite fun. din do them for so long le. last year till now. den went deco the room. den go pt. caz sec1 and 3 involved in the competition den sec2 do alone. super fun. its lyk we do with the whole drama is lyk sian sian no energy de. den sec2 alone is super super fun. more energy. stamina better. yepps. tt's true. first time we did pt was durin hols den whole drama do together den its lyk almost the whole time walkin den sian sian de. bud ytd pt was super high. n never walk as much as last time le. hahaha.
shall go print out timetable now. n start studying. before me results get any worse. tomorrow got keming open hse. maybe will be fun. i dunno. shall see den. haha.
vivian laopo<3 : thx for everything. being there for me. and talkin to me. n helpin me. thx dear. luv ya.
shayue dear <3 : thx for being there for me. n bein so patient with me. i noe its not easy to. although you couldn't see verii well from the back yet you still sat with me n tried to cheer me up. thx loads dearie. i appreciate everything. luv ya loads.
alvin : thx for making me smile again (: really. aft earnest started talkin i still felt lyk crying bud u were the one who made me smile and forget bout crying. thx loads(: n for the stuffs durin pt. yea. really verii grateful to you. tankyew(:
lastly. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEIQI! (:
thx for the stuff you bought for the klass. noe wad. i survived on the marshmallow n buiscuits till now. din eat anything in the morning. shall continue surviving on them till maybe 7+. or even later. haha. yepps. im crazy. n i lyk it. n im proud to be crazy. hahaha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEI QI! :D
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
BOO!(:
picture time! haha. enjoy. got alot. from the chalet and malaysia trip. ECP n others will post another time ba. haha.
MALAYSIA
rotting tree (:
kelong
mudskipper.
read the sign. look carefully. which word is spelt wrongly? hahaha.
sun (:
BBQ time! haha. the nice uncle bbq everything for us. we juz wait can le. hahaha.
dragonfruit! still hanging onto the tree. haha.
amazing rite. can grow grapes eh. the whole vine got 5 grapes. all fat fat de. haha. kaays, tt's all the more interesting de. due to lack of battery the rest of the pics all in me cam which i still haven figure out how to transfer to com. haha. YO! chalet (:
playing at the beach(:
various names of peeps frm me cell. not all though. part of it only.
AI LIN
XIU YUN
STEPH AND BEN
sum cute lil kitty i saw sleepin.
Nat, zheng lin, sabrina and winston preparin BBQ stuff.
ever seen such a neat and organised BBQ pit? haha. its the neighbour de.
YO! the name of me cell.
playing in the sea. [ white: steph. black wid sleeve : Ben. black widout sleeves: Zheng Lin]
haha. tt's all. rest will put sum other time. we wan go piano land le. haha.
after OM take de. take already i lyk nt wearin shirt liddat. hahaha. luv nichol loads. hahaha. SYF coming.. cultural pot comin.. exams all coming.. hahaha..
MALAYSIA
rotting tree (:
kelong
mudskipper.
read the sign. look carefully. which word is spelt wrongly? hahaha.
sun (:
BBQ time! haha. the nice uncle bbq everything for us. we juz wait can le. hahaha.
dragonfruit! still hanging onto the tree. haha.
amazing rite. can grow grapes eh. the whole vine got 5 grapes. all fat fat de. haha. kaays, tt's all the more interesting de. due to lack of battery the rest of the pics all in me cam which i still haven figure out how to transfer to com. haha. YO! chalet (:
playing at the beach(:various names of peeps frm me cell. not all though. part of it only.
AI LIN
XIU YUN
STEPH AND BEN
sum cute lil kitty i saw sleepin.
Nat, zheng lin, sabrina and winston preparin BBQ stuff.
ever seen such a neat and organised BBQ pit? haha. its the neighbour de.
YO! the name of me cell.
playing in the sea. [ white: steph. black wid sleeve : Ben. black widout sleeves: Zheng Lin] haha. tt's all. rest will put sum other time. we wan go piano land le. haha.
after OM take de. take already i lyk nt wearin shirt liddat. hahaha. luv nichol loads. hahaha. SYF coming.. cultural pot comin.. exams all coming.. hahaha..
Sunday, June 22, 2008
BOO!(:
haha. im back frm malaysia. so fun. hahaha. miss the weather there. there super cool n here is hot. haha.
reached there round 1130. went eat brunch. go the kelong there. the hse we stayed in is big. played ice breakin games. fun. den went walkin ard n explorin wid me father. first time he let me hold his hand for so long. haha. took lots of pics. fone currently no bat n i chiong-ing pw so shall post them maybe mxt weekend ba. haha. went back the hse thingy. dinner was good. the bbq dun nid do urself de. the ppl will do all for you den u juz sit there n wait. sausages were nice. different from wad we haf here. haha. den went back play summore games. the banana show down thingy muz eat the banana den see who can eat faster den is grp 1 against grp 2. den i dun lyk eat banana de. den my turn i bite already den chewing den screamin "i dunwan eat already. i dunwan. " den the ppl all dun care de. juz ask u eat faster. den i eat until wan cry. tears all come out at the eyes there already. den me mummy heard den sae dunnid eat le. go throw away. den go read. den go slp.
rained heavily round i tink 2plus. super cold. den woke up at 7plus. went hug my bro and father. i super cold den they hot hot de. not fair. haha. den go eat. din really lyk breakfast. lunch still okaay. den bought sth. if i happy n wan gif ppl ur will noe tomorrow. haha. halfway to the immigration thingy went eat durian. quite nice. haha. fell asleep in the van thingy n was lost in the world of music. haha. reached singapore round 4plus.
n now chiong-ing pw.. dun lyk the new timetable.. super sian.. haha. shall go continue doin pw now.. haha..
reached there round 1130. went eat brunch. go the kelong there. the hse we stayed in is big. played ice breakin games. fun. den went walkin ard n explorin wid me father. first time he let me hold his hand for so long. haha. took lots of pics. fone currently no bat n i chiong-ing pw so shall post them maybe mxt weekend ba. haha. went back the hse thingy. dinner was good. the bbq dun nid do urself de. the ppl will do all for you den u juz sit there n wait. sausages were nice. different from wad we haf here. haha. den went back play summore games. the banana show down thingy muz eat the banana den see who can eat faster den is grp 1 against grp 2. den i dun lyk eat banana de. den my turn i bite already den chewing den screamin "i dunwan eat already. i dunwan. " den the ppl all dun care de. juz ask u eat faster. den i eat until wan cry. tears all come out at the eyes there already. den me mummy heard den sae dunnid eat le. go throw away. den go read. den go slp.
rained heavily round i tink 2plus. super cold. den woke up at 7plus. went hug my bro and father. i super cold den they hot hot de. not fair. haha. den go eat. din really lyk breakfast. lunch still okaay. den bought sth. if i happy n wan gif ppl ur will noe tomorrow. haha. halfway to the immigration thingy went eat durian. quite nice. haha. fell asleep in the van thingy n was lost in the world of music. haha. reached singapore round 4plus.
n now chiong-ing pw.. dun lyk the new timetable.. super sian.. haha. shall go continue doin pw now.. haha..
Friday, June 20, 2008
BOO!(:
holidays almost over.. ppl all come back from holidays le. oni me is the super crazy one. sku wan open le den go holiday. haha. kaays so saturday n sun i wont be in singapore. will be at sum kelong in malaysia. will be back around 5pm on sunday. haha.
in starin at the hw n the hw stares back at me. no mood to do. wanna go back n sleep. kinda happy tt first half of year din fall sick den now im sick. juz before i wanna go malaysia play i fell sick. i left the semakau thingy n lit n art. shall try to finish all by tonite. printer no ink.. cant print anything at all.. liddat how to print out the info i wan..
ytd went out wid lan n sinyee. met lan at 7 at clem mrt station den accompany her go sku do her chinese proj. 3 hours n i only completed 3/4 of one geog newspaper reflection. most of the time was playing. haha. den went JE. den go dere play. den took mrt to lakeside. walk to grandma hse. go boon lay market. go jurong point. come home. see so boring rite. haha.
was forced to eat medicine. dun lyk the taste. eat le i became super gong n sleepy. bud ren till eleven den cannot take it le. lie on the bed oni fell asleep. slept till 11. den found out no one at home. went kitchen. saw tt my breakfast was waiting for me in the oven. den went play piano. den here i am.
i muz n muz n dun care how finish all work by today. haha. shall go continue doin le.
tagboard's pronounced dead. no one tags animore. blog shall go dead too. if i dun haf mood. haha.
in starin at the hw n the hw stares back at me. no mood to do. wanna go back n sleep. kinda happy tt first half of year din fall sick den now im sick. juz before i wanna go malaysia play i fell sick. i left the semakau thingy n lit n art. shall try to finish all by tonite. printer no ink.. cant print anything at all.. liddat how to print out the info i wan..
ytd went out wid lan n sinyee. met lan at 7 at clem mrt station den accompany her go sku do her chinese proj. 3 hours n i only completed 3/4 of one geog newspaper reflection. most of the time was playing. haha. den went JE. den go dere play. den took mrt to lakeside. walk to grandma hse. go boon lay market. go jurong point. come home. see so boring rite. haha.
was forced to eat medicine. dun lyk the taste. eat le i became super gong n sleepy. bud ren till eleven den cannot take it le. lie on the bed oni fell asleep. slept till 11. den found out no one at home. went kitchen. saw tt my breakfast was waiting for me in the oven. den went play piano. den here i am.
i muz n muz n dun care how finish all work by today. haha. shall go continue doin le.
tagboard's pronounced dead. no one tags animore. blog shall go dead too. if i dun haf mood. haha.
Sunday, June 15, 2008
BOO!(:
hahaha.. today mood unstable de.. morning was lyk sian sian de den suddenly high den plunged till dunno how low.. verii verii low correct liao.. now finally stabilised.
slept at 2+.. woke up at 7+.. actually wan go back slp summore de.. den me mumy call me wake up so no choice.. bused to church. met vivian laopo o service. den stomach veh veh pain. den aft tt go play sum ice breakin games. den go CC play. so fun. first was to find CLIFFORD. hiding inside the cupboard thingy. den go eat lunch. den go play other games. all super fun correct le.
den muz go practice for the dialect worship thingy.. all instruments clash with each other den the sound produced is super bad. go imagine n maybe you'll noe wad i mean. all fighting against each other. got super irritated by music already. worse is they expect me to transpose on the spot for the song summore. sae wad too high. its not too high lorr. gals naturally can sing high de wad. rubbish luhh. den the more they sae the more irritated i got den got super pissed.. den totally moodless. music din help me at all. den caz next week i goin malaysia den not ard the human supposed to play made alot of mistakes n music not nice. got more irritated. n really wanted to cry at tt point of time. bud got daddy de encouragement den it really helped alot. thankyew daddy! kaay so i played bud i still screwed up.. den watched wen, ju, jason, debra, jonathan play carem. duno how spell.. den came home.
now all alone at home. watching channel U. Icaru is shuai. budden i lyk M2 more. hahaha. got the yang guang nan hai character n the kute kute face lyk pornsak liddat de. veh nice. bud sadly out liao. haha. hope either Icaru or the F3 win. haha.
super bored now. yea. cutted me hair le! got layer! haha. anione wan tie plaits for me? i cat seem to tie them properly. all stickin out n here come out there come out. im serious. anione oso can. guy or gal oso can. need sumone to help me tie plaits. haha. n anione noe where to buy nice nice earrings n sku bag n slippers?? i found wallet le bud still cant find bag. n earrings i've been searching for super long still cant find.. anione noe pls tell me..
HAPPY FATHERS' DAY ! (:
slept at 2+.. woke up at 7+.. actually wan go back slp summore de.. den me mumy call me wake up so no choice.. bused to church. met vivian laopo o service. den stomach veh veh pain. den aft tt go play sum ice breakin games. den go CC play. so fun. first was to find CLIFFORD. hiding inside the cupboard thingy. den go eat lunch. den go play other games. all super fun correct le.
den muz go practice for the dialect worship thingy.. all instruments clash with each other den the sound produced is super bad. go imagine n maybe you'll noe wad i mean. all fighting against each other. got super irritated by music already. worse is they expect me to transpose on the spot for the song summore. sae wad too high. its not too high lorr. gals naturally can sing high de wad. rubbish luhh. den the more they sae the more irritated i got den got super pissed.. den totally moodless. music din help me at all. den caz next week i goin malaysia den not ard the human supposed to play made alot of mistakes n music not nice. got more irritated. n really wanted to cry at tt point of time. bud got daddy de encouragement den it really helped alot. thankyew daddy! kaay so i played bud i still screwed up.. den watched wen, ju, jason, debra, jonathan play carem. duno how spell.. den came home.
now all alone at home. watching channel U. Icaru is shuai. budden i lyk M2 more. hahaha. got the yang guang nan hai character n the kute kute face lyk pornsak liddat de. veh nice. bud sadly out liao. haha. hope either Icaru or the F3 win. haha.
super bored now. yea. cutted me hair le! got layer! haha. anione wan tie plaits for me? i cat seem to tie them properly. all stickin out n here come out there come out. im serious. anione oso can. guy or gal oso can. need sumone to help me tie plaits. haha. n anione noe where to buy nice nice earrings n sku bag n slippers?? i found wallet le bud still cant find bag. n earrings i've been searching for super long still cant find.. anione noe pls tell me..
HAPPY FATHERS' DAY ! (:
Thursday, June 12, 2008
BOO!(:
for all the negetive thing we say to ourselves,
GOD has a positive answer for it:
you say: it's impossible
GOD says: all things are possible (luke 18:27)
you say: i'm too tired
GOD says: i will give you rest
you say: nobody really loves me
GOD says: i love you
you say: I can't go on
GOD says: My grace is sufficient
you say: i can't figure things out
GOD says: i will direct your steps
you say: i can't go it
GOD says: you can do all things
you say:i'm not able
GOD says: i am able
you say: it's not worth
GOD says: it will be worth it
you say: i can't manage
GOD says: i will supply all your needs
you say: i'm afraid
GOD says: i have not given you a spirit of fear (2 timothy 1:7)
you say: i'm always worried and fustrated
GOD says: cast all your cares on ME (1 peter 5:7)
you say: i don't have enough faith
GOD says: i've given everyone a measure of faith
you say: i'm not smart enough
GOD says: i give you wisdom (1 corinthians 1:30)
you say: i feel alone
GOD says: i will never leave you or forsake you
you say: i can't forgive myself
GOD says: I FORGIVE YOU (1 john 1:9 & romans 8:1)
conclusion is nothing is impossible and thru everything HE will be there for us and help us thru everythng.
JESUS UR MY SUPERHERO!! better than anything else and everything i ever wanted.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
DRAMA IS LOVE!
DRAMA IS LOVE!!
falling deeper and deeper in love with drama each day and all those people in drama. used to dread going to cca in the past bud ever since we got super bonded i love all of you more each day. even those sec threes and fours we used to not like so much. now all also loved. lyk wad est sae. drama is love and no matter wad she'll put her all into drama. forgot wad she said exactly. the sort of scoldin really woke all of us up. now i bet all of us are proud to sae tt we are from english drama and love the cca whole heartedly instead of hating it. all the sec twos super bonded. n whole cca more n more bonded. now with the PT thingy its gettin more bonded although we oni do it 2 times a month. it really helps. plus all the bonding games. like joey, sue-ann , zijing today i run till cannot liao they still there to encourage. even the smile from jocelyn really encouraging. n hejin too. duncare wad you sae liao luhh. u wan sae wad i dun care le. juz go ahead n sae ba. really happy to see all of ur gettin more bonded n talkin with everyone instead of in own clique/gang.
after drama i start to tou yun den got abit cannot walk properly the sec two gals present were there to help me. luv all of ur. sorii that couldn't pei your go watch the anime thingy at shayue hse. next time yea.
despite all of ur different characters i luv all of ur.
not in order luhh. its all the people frm drama i really wanna thank. maybe the whole drama will appear here. i dunno. haha.
vivian laopo! <3
sha yue dear <3
winnie darling <3
nichol dear <3
alvin
max
sue-ann
grace
he jin
amelia
alicia
estella
charmaine
gladys
olivia
lingying
michelle
jocelyn
jiayi
n it goes on n on... never ending.. hahaha..
tis is for sec two drama de.
mingli : though we dun talk much ur a really nice person(:
vivian laopo!<3 : laopo! thx for everything. always bein there for me. n for all ur suggestions n stuffs it really helped alot. really thanks for everything. thx for all the rides to central too. ai ni <3
sue-ann : SM.. how long was it since SYF.. its juz lyk it was ytd liddat. missed all the times. haha.the talks n all too.
winnie darling <3: jokes n fun n everything. luv you for everything. widout you ard its lyk super borin. you add stuffs to wadeva we sae or juz come up wid random stuffs. real fun.
shayue dear <3: thx for everything. listening to me crap n stuffs n singing too. in klass n durin drama. tanks for everything! luv you gal.
grace : for all the advice on acting n stuffs. n for the singing sessions. haha. i still remember the one in the toilet. standing at the hair dryer drying me skirt n we juz started singing and for intro-ing me to so many nice english songs.
max : i dunno lehh. well ur fun in ur own way bud sumtimes a lil irritating. ur a nice guy. its lyk in klass when i juz stone-ing dere or in bad mood or wad n no one cares u take the effort to walk all the way to the back of the klass to talk to me before the t'cher comes. really thx for everything. although we noe each other for half a year oni i find tt ur really really nice. really.
alvin : heyy my hair was super messy bud thanks for saying it was nice. sadly sku dun allow tie liddat if not i everyday will tie de. haha. yea. everyone was super stylo. thx for talkin to me when i was all alone sittin sumwhere in a corner n for everything. (:
nichol dear <3: games and all. fun n jokes and laughter n everything. three words for you gal. I LOVE YOU! gal i really do luv you. thx for everything.
sarah : talk more n participate more yea. inside i noe ur fun ! haha.
DRAMA IS LOVE. SEC TWO DRAMA PPL IS LOVE. I LOVE ALL OF UR!
am not les or bi. juz luv all of them for who they are. luv all of ur alot alot alot. i luv everyone. yes i do. haha. kaays. im goin crazy.. goin cut hair later! in i dunno how many hours. super high now. finally aft so long finally managed to persuade me mum into lettin me cut layer again caz she din let me cut last year n before tt it was layered. n so now its lyk all same length.. im gonna cut it short bud not till super short. hahaha. kaays. shall go find more songs now. addicted to hillsong kids now. their songs all verii nice and meaningful.
Monday, June 9, 2008
BOO!(:
fotos of chalet will be posted as soon as steph comes back frm taiwan n send them to me.
kaays so for past week went keming do stuffs. its the most fun CIP ever. play play play den slack n den wrap sweets. liddat oni can get so many hours. haha. den go chalet wid yo! yo! is the luv.
met ben n xiuyun at JE mrt station. saw gabriel n zihui n shan hui n william de cell dere bud no william n thomas n alicia. haha. den wait for ai lin den boarded mrt. at first supposed to be at changi budden got sum prob wid management n the system so they sae will pay for wadeva chalet we go to. den steph booked the chalet at escape there. super fun. whole day wasted bud was fun. at changi dere play arcade den cab to escape. den meet ppl. go eat dinner. den play till super super late. bean game n who's the boss super fun. den go slp.
2nd day wake up late. wanted to go escape bud rainin so change plan. afternoon went sum field play frisbee. n its muddy. bud fun. aft frisbee went to the beach. played in the sea n sand. the rest play play play den i takin pic den aft tt they all wet left i oni one dry. den kana pulled in n pushed into the sea n got cut by the sand. den play play play. so fun. ever played captain ball n monkey in the sea. its super fun. played till 6+ den go back bathe den bbq. i bbq-ed the sausages! haha. den aft tt ben n sabrina n nat do the bbq-in so feed ben eat. hahaha. n the fork n spoon n water is pass here pass dere de n they all dun care bout saliava. so in the end me fork got i tink 5 diff saliava n me water got 5 or 6 drink. haha. den clean up. watched football wid dem. super funny. all the comments given by steph n the rest. den play bean game n den go slp.
3rd day went escape. not fun de. all the rides not exciting. haunted hse still okaay.. aft haunted hse i tou yun. haha. den they go play go kart den me n xiuyun dun wna play sit at the bench dere den both fell asleep. slept for one hour plus den went off. while waitin for ryan n winston de father went to eat dinner. den mrt-ed all the way home. slept for most of the journey. reach home. read book. go slp. den wake up. den go eat brunch den dunno wad i goin to do later.
shall end here.. i miss the piano..
kaays so for past week went keming do stuffs. its the most fun CIP ever. play play play den slack n den wrap sweets. liddat oni can get so many hours. haha. den go chalet wid yo! yo! is the luv.
met ben n xiuyun at JE mrt station. saw gabriel n zihui n shan hui n william de cell dere bud no william n thomas n alicia. haha. den wait for ai lin den boarded mrt. at first supposed to be at changi budden got sum prob wid management n the system so they sae will pay for wadeva chalet we go to. den steph booked the chalet at escape there. super fun. whole day wasted bud was fun. at changi dere play arcade den cab to escape. den meet ppl. go eat dinner. den play till super super late. bean game n who's the boss super fun. den go slp.
2nd day wake up late. wanted to go escape bud rainin so change plan. afternoon went sum field play frisbee. n its muddy. bud fun. aft frisbee went to the beach. played in the sea n sand. the rest play play play den i takin pic den aft tt they all wet left i oni one dry. den kana pulled in n pushed into the sea n got cut by the sand. den play play play. so fun. ever played captain ball n monkey in the sea. its super fun. played till 6+ den go back bathe den bbq. i bbq-ed the sausages! haha. den aft tt ben n sabrina n nat do the bbq-in so feed ben eat. hahaha. n the fork n spoon n water is pass here pass dere de n they all dun care bout saliava. so in the end me fork got i tink 5 diff saliava n me water got 5 or 6 drink. haha. den clean up. watched football wid dem. super funny. all the comments given by steph n the rest. den play bean game n den go slp.
3rd day went escape. not fun de. all the rides not exciting. haunted hse still okaay.. aft haunted hse i tou yun. haha. den they go play go kart den me n xiuyun dun wna play sit at the bench dere den both fell asleep. slept for one hour plus den went off. while waitin for ryan n winston de father went to eat dinner. den mrt-ed all the way home. slept for most of the journey. reach home. read book. go slp. den wake up. den go eat brunch den dunno wad i goin to do later.
shall end here.. i miss the piano..
BOO!(:
correction.. i do reply msges frm 2 -8 if i feel my fone vibrating or if i din put silent.. n its oni aft 2+ goin 3 den wont reply caz i slp super late..
kaays so now. aft 13+ hours of slp as instructed by "daddy" caz i not feelin well here i am. n the first thing is to do the quizzes the vampire asked me to do..
ppl there's sum youth games on sunday the 15th. if interested pls msg me by sat 2359. tankyew(:
tag 8 people to do it .
u wan do den do. dun wan do i dun care
If your lover betrayed you, what will your reactions be ?
sad luhh den wad. happy mehh.
If you can have a dream come true, what will it be ?
no idea.. no dream..
What will you do if your best friend snatch your lover ?
no idea.. dun care aniway.. caz i dun even noe who she is so u tink i care. obviously not. n apparently my best fwen wont do tt. n im not sayin who he/she is.
Are you confused on what lies ahead of you ?
obviously..
What is your ideal lover like ?
no idea.. bud wan tall de..
Which is more blessed, to love or to be loved ?
both..
How long do you intend to wait for the person you love ?
depends on how much i luv you.
If the person you secretly like is already attached, what will you do ?
dun care lorr..
Is there anything that made you unhappy these few days ?
Yes...
If you have a choice, what type of family would you wanna be born in ?
same as now. i lyk them the way they are despite the probs we haf
Right-handed or left-handed ?
right bud can use both
How do you see yourself in 10 years' time ?
no idea
Who is currently the most important person to you ?
"DADDY", GOD, YO!
Do you think you're kind ?
no idea
Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor ?
both oso can. dun care aniway
If your friends hate you for no reasons, what will you do ?
u tink i care. i dun.
If you lose your voice one day, what will you do ?
better. dunnid talk to anione. sae i emo or wad i dun care.
Do you live to love, hate, or for the sake of living ?
i live caz god gave me life and i live it the way he wans n not caz of the ppl around me.
What type of friends do you want ?
No idea.
If you're going to choose a country for honeymoon, what'll you choose ?
depends on wad country i lyk at tt time
second one...
1) what's the connection between you and the last person that called you?
fwen. cell leader.
2) do you ever turn your phone off?
obviously.
3) what happened at 10am today?
either watchin tv or bathing or still lying in bed
4) when did you last cry?
THURSDAY. oni daddy noe why i cried n he wont tell anione why so happy guessin if ur wan
5) what is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
nothing. gave up on peanut butter.
6) what do you want in your life right now?
live happily n stop tinkin bout the past
7) do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
walk in the rain till super wet n either listen song or cry. caz if cry in the rain no one will noe.
8) what's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
teddybears! and all my soft toys!
9) what bottoms are you wearing now?
pink shorts.
10) what does the nicest thing in your inbox say?
no idea.. lazy go see. got alot. frm many different ppl.
11) do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
depends
12) are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
obviously not
13) what was the last movie you caught?
no idea. forgot.
14) what are you proud of?
nothing.
15) what does the oldest text message from your inbox say?
its in chinese.. lazy type out..
16) what was the last song you sang out loud?
zhen de by angela.
17)do you have any nicks? what are they?
sac/sec/lots more... forgot only..
18) what does your last msg say?
"i nvr use com yet.... go tok to him then u all happy, i sad nvm de. u all happy can le." daddy i wont let u sad de. cannot sad. i dun gif a shit animore. wad he wanna do is his problem. i dun care animore.
19)what time did you go to bed last night?
8+. veh tired. reach home jiu slept till tis morning
20) are you currently happy?
no.
21) who gives you best advices?
depends on situation. different sitation different ppl.bud mostly is frm GOD by various ways n methods.
22) do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
dun eat..
23) who did you talk on the phone with last night?
no one.. was slpin.. bud msg daddy for awhile at 12+ liddat.. den fell asleep again..
24) is anything bugging you right now?
yea.. how to make daddy happy. caz of you. you made him sad. you made him angry. n lots more. wads ur problem.
25) what/who was the last thing that made you laff?
eh.. YO! a grp of fun n lovable ppl. luv all of ur loads.
26) do you wear toe socks?
no..
27) who was the last person you missed a call from?
no idea.. sum number tt i dunno.
28) have you ever had your heart broken?
yea..
29) what annoys you most in a person?
the way they behave
30) do you hve a crush on anyone?
no.
31) have you ever done cocaine?
dunno wads tt..
32) what is the colour of your room?
got many colours.. lazy walk to room n see. caz now i not slpin in my room. slpin wid my bro..
33) would you kill someone you hate for a bilion dollars?
obviously not.
34) do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap"?
dun understand..
35) who was the last person to lay in your bed?
currently not slpin in my room. my books are all there. so how to slp. in chalet den share bed wid many many ppl. 9 others to be exact.
36) who was the last person to hug you?
no one.. never hug anione or got hug for super long.
37) did anyone see the last person you kissed?
haven been kissin anione or anything for super long.
38) do you have a life?
no idea.
39) have you ever thought someone died when they didn't?
Nope.
40) what is the reason behind your profile song?
no reason. caz there's no song. if dere is den is a song tt i lyk or is meaningful lorr.
41) who was the last person you saw in your dream?
ALOT of ppl. forgot who. got super lot of dream last nite.
42) last time you smiled?
ytd..
43) have you changed this year?
Maybe.
44) what are you listening to right now?
i don't love you by my chemical romance
45) are you talking to someone while you're doing this?
no.. im not fwenly. im evil.. msgin daddy bud he's sad so not replyin yet..
46) do you walk with your eyes open/closed?
depends..
47) is there a quote you live by?
not really
48) do you want someone you can't have?
no. caz i haf all i want
49) have you ever played an instrument?
Yes.
50) what was the worst idea you had in this week?
none..
51) what were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
slpin..
52) are you happy with your love life now?
yepps. alone more fun. hahaha.
53) what song describes you love life?
None.
54) do the person you like know it?
how i noe. i dun lyk anione now. i oni luv god now.
55) who always makes you laugh?
depends. bud YO! never fails to make me laugh.
56) do you speak another language other than english?
obviously
57) are you blond?
no. i lyk my hair the way it is
58) what's your middle name?
None.
59) what are you doing tmr?
stay at home. piano lesson. do hw. how i noe..
60) what do you think you are like?
no idea..
61) who do you choose to die with?
me myself and I
62) where have you been today?
the toilet. my room. living room. gek poh to eat brunch. home.
63) what game do you play often?
no game. bud i lyk staring.. haha..
64) who are you missing now?
no one..
65) if you were to choose between friends and love?
none.
66) what are you doing now?
listening song. usin com.
67) which primary school are you from?
WEST GROVE PRIMARY!
68) name 3 colours you like.
black, sky blue, baby pink
69) what emotion do you like to show?
depends.. bud usually default..
70) what is life to you?
sth god gave
71) if you have something troubling you, what would you do?
no idea. juz dun care
72)who did you last chat with on msn today?
nanako!
73)who do you admire most?
tall ppl
74) which month are you born in?
AUGUST!
75)how are you feeling right now?
mix of many emotions.
76) what is the time now?
1:04pm
77) where are you now?
At home bud rather stil be at chalet wid YO!
78) what colour did you use to dye your hair?
none. i lyk my hair the way it use.
79) why are you doing this test?
caz the vampire kitty asked me to..
80) what do you do when you're moody?
listen song. dao ppl. stare into space.
81) at which age do you wish to get married?
No idea
82) who is more important to you? boyfriend or friends?
none. god most important
83) do you think you have enough confidence?
no idea
84) who is the one you trust the most?
me myself n I
85) do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
most of the time caz i did see one aft the rain
86) if you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
no idea
87) what is your goal for this year?
grow much much taller. although its lyk impossible
88) do you believe in eternity love?
nah
89) what feeling do you love most?
no feelin
90) do you believe it's global warming now?
er ya.
91) what feeling do you hate the most?
no feelin
92) do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yepps
93) do you believe in God?
yepps
94) who cares for you the most?
how i noe.. u w an care den care. dun wan i oso dun care
95) what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
GOD! dunnid tink. is definite
96) what would you bring when you fight?
nothing. i dun fight.
97) what have you regretted doing in your whole life?
alot..
98) how do you feel that no one ever cares for you anymore?
depends on situation
99) what would you do if your stead two-timed you?
dun care. 4got all bout him/her n live. den wad u wan. die mehh. i dun really care
100) name 10 people to do this
u wan do den do. dun wan do i dun care.
finally done.. time to go 'nua' on the bed again..
u tink i care. lemme tell u i dun. its time to gif up totally n move on. i dun care wad ppl sae animore. i gif up. i've stopped. im gonna gif up tottallly n not tink animore. wad u wanna do wid ur life its ur problem. im not gonna care. u mess up my life or control wad i wan do wid it u die. caz i tell you i hate ppl who tink they can haf control over me life. i gif up. its not goin aniwhere. it shall all stop here n now. i shall move on. shall stop from now on. 9 of june.1:19pm. i shall not go tink of tis animore. no more will i ever tink bout tis. i shall tink of GOD n YO! and them only.
kaays so now. aft 13+ hours of slp as instructed by "daddy" caz i not feelin well here i am. n the first thing is to do the quizzes the vampire asked me to do..
ppl there's sum youth games on sunday the 15th. if interested pls msg me by sat 2359. tankyew(:
tag 8 people to do it .
u wan do den do. dun wan do i dun care
If your lover betrayed you, what will your reactions be ?
sad luhh den wad. happy mehh.
If you can have a dream come true, what will it be ?
no idea.. no dream..
What will you do if your best friend snatch your lover ?
no idea.. dun care aniway.. caz i dun even noe who she is so u tink i care. obviously not. n apparently my best fwen wont do tt. n im not sayin who he/she is.
Are you confused on what lies ahead of you ?
obviously..
What is your ideal lover like ?
no idea.. bud wan tall de..
Which is more blessed, to love or to be loved ?
both..
How long do you intend to wait for the person you love ?
depends on how much i luv you.
If the person you secretly like is already attached, what will you do ?
dun care lorr..
Is there anything that made you unhappy these few days ?
Yes...
If you have a choice, what type of family would you wanna be born in ?
same as now. i lyk them the way they are despite the probs we haf
Right-handed or left-handed ?
right bud can use both
How do you see yourself in 10 years' time ?
no idea
Who is currently the most important person to you ?
"DADDY", GOD, YO!
Do you think you're kind ?
no idea
Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor ?
both oso can. dun care aniway
If your friends hate you for no reasons, what will you do ?
u tink i care. i dun.
If you lose your voice one day, what will you do ?
better. dunnid talk to anione. sae i emo or wad i dun care.
Do you live to love, hate, or for the sake of living ?
i live caz god gave me life and i live it the way he wans n not caz of the ppl around me.
What type of friends do you want ?
No idea.
If you're going to choose a country for honeymoon, what'll you choose ?
depends on wad country i lyk at tt time
second one...
1) what's the connection between you and the last person that called you?
fwen. cell leader.
2) do you ever turn your phone off?
obviously.
3) what happened at 10am today?
either watchin tv or bathing or still lying in bed
4) when did you last cry?
THURSDAY. oni daddy noe why i cried n he wont tell anione why so happy guessin if ur wan
5) what is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
nothing. gave up on peanut butter.
6) what do you want in your life right now?
live happily n stop tinkin bout the past
7) do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
walk in the rain till super wet n either listen song or cry. caz if cry in the rain no one will noe.
8) what's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
teddybears! and all my soft toys!
9) what bottoms are you wearing now?
pink shorts.
10) what does the nicest thing in your inbox say?
no idea.. lazy go see. got alot. frm many different ppl.
11) do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
depends
12) are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
obviously not
13) what was the last movie you caught?
no idea. forgot.
14) what are you proud of?
nothing.
15) what does the oldest text message from your inbox say?
its in chinese.. lazy type out..
16) what was the last song you sang out loud?
zhen de by angela.
17)do you have any nicks? what are they?
sac/sec/lots more... forgot only..
18) what does your last msg say?
"i nvr use com yet.... go tok to him then u all happy, i sad nvm de. u all happy can le." daddy i wont let u sad de. cannot sad. i dun gif a shit animore. wad he wanna do is his problem. i dun care animore.
19)what time did you go to bed last night?
8+. veh tired. reach home jiu slept till tis morning
20) are you currently happy?
no.
21) who gives you best advices?
depends on situation. different sitation different ppl.bud mostly is frm GOD by various ways n methods.
22) do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
dun eat..
23) who did you talk on the phone with last night?
no one.. was slpin.. bud msg daddy for awhile at 12+ liddat.. den fell asleep again..
24) is anything bugging you right now?
yea.. how to make daddy happy. caz of you. you made him sad. you made him angry. n lots more. wads ur problem.
25) what/who was the last thing that made you laff?
eh.. YO! a grp of fun n lovable ppl. luv all of ur loads.
26) do you wear toe socks?
no..
27) who was the last person you missed a call from?
no idea.. sum number tt i dunno.
28) have you ever had your heart broken?
yea..
29) what annoys you most in a person?
the way they behave
30) do you hve a crush on anyone?
no.
31) have you ever done cocaine?
dunno wads tt..
32) what is the colour of your room?
got many colours.. lazy walk to room n see. caz now i not slpin in my room. slpin wid my bro..
33) would you kill someone you hate for a bilion dollars?
obviously not.
34) do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap"?
dun understand..
35) who was the last person to lay in your bed?
currently not slpin in my room. my books are all there. so how to slp. in chalet den share bed wid many many ppl. 9 others to be exact.
36) who was the last person to hug you?
no one.. never hug anione or got hug for super long.
37) did anyone see the last person you kissed?
haven been kissin anione or anything for super long.
38) do you have a life?
no idea.
39) have you ever thought someone died when they didn't?
Nope.
40) what is the reason behind your profile song?
no reason. caz there's no song. if dere is den is a song tt i lyk or is meaningful lorr.
41) who was the last person you saw in your dream?
ALOT of ppl. forgot who. got super lot of dream last nite.
42) last time you smiled?
ytd..
43) have you changed this year?
Maybe.
44) what are you listening to right now?
i don't love you by my chemical romance
45) are you talking to someone while you're doing this?
no.. im not fwenly. im evil.. msgin daddy bud he's sad so not replyin yet..
46) do you walk with your eyes open/closed?
depends..
47) is there a quote you live by?
not really
48) do you want someone you can't have?
no. caz i haf all i want
49) have you ever played an instrument?
Yes.
50) what was the worst idea you had in this week?
none..
51) what were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
slpin..
52) are you happy with your love life now?
yepps. alone more fun. hahaha.
53) what song describes you love life?
None.
54) do the person you like know it?
how i noe. i dun lyk anione now. i oni luv god now.
55) who always makes you laugh?
depends. bud YO! never fails to make me laugh.
56) do you speak another language other than english?
obviously
57) are you blond?
no. i lyk my hair the way it is
58) what's your middle name?
None.
59) what are you doing tmr?
stay at home. piano lesson. do hw. how i noe..
60) what do you think you are like?
no idea..
61) who do you choose to die with?
me myself and I
62) where have you been today?
the toilet. my room. living room. gek poh to eat brunch. home.
63) what game do you play often?
no game. bud i lyk staring.. haha..
64) who are you missing now?
no one..
65) if you were to choose between friends and love?
none.
66) what are you doing now?
listening song. usin com.
67) which primary school are you from?
WEST GROVE PRIMARY!
68) name 3 colours you like.
black, sky blue, baby pink
69) what emotion do you like to show?
depends.. bud usually default..
70) what is life to you?
sth god gave
71) if you have something troubling you, what would you do?
no idea. juz dun care
72)who did you last chat with on msn today?
nanako!
73)who do you admire most?
tall ppl
74) which month are you born in?
AUGUST!
75)how are you feeling right now?
mix of many emotions.
76) what is the time now?
1:04pm
77) where are you now?
At home bud rather stil be at chalet wid YO!
78) what colour did you use to dye your hair?
none. i lyk my hair the way it use.
79) why are you doing this test?
caz the vampire kitty asked me to..
80) what do you do when you're moody?
listen song. dao ppl. stare into space.
81) at which age do you wish to get married?
No idea
82) who is more important to you? boyfriend or friends?
none. god most important
83) do you think you have enough confidence?
no idea
84) who is the one you trust the most?
me myself n I
85) do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
most of the time caz i did see one aft the rain
86) if you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
no idea
87) what is your goal for this year?
grow much much taller. although its lyk impossible
88) do you believe in eternity love?
nah
89) what feeling do you love most?
no feelin
90) do you believe it's global warming now?
er ya.
91) what feeling do you hate the most?
no feelin
92) do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yepps
93) do you believe in God?
yepps
94) who cares for you the most?
how i noe.. u w an care den care. dun wan i oso dun care
95) what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
GOD! dunnid tink. is definite
96) what would you bring when you fight?
nothing. i dun fight.
97) what have you regretted doing in your whole life?
alot..
98) how do you feel that no one ever cares for you anymore?
depends on situation
99) what would you do if your stead two-timed you?
dun care. 4got all bout him/her n live. den wad u wan. die mehh. i dun really care
100) name 10 people to do this
u wan do den do. dun wan do i dun care.
finally done.. time to go 'nua' on the bed again..
u tink i care. lemme tell u i dun. its time to gif up totally n move on. i dun care wad ppl sae animore. i gif up. i've stopped. im gonna gif up tottallly n not tink animore. wad u wanna do wid ur life its ur problem. im not gonna care. u mess up my life or control wad i wan do wid it u die. caz i tell you i hate ppl who tink they can haf control over me life. i gif up. its not goin aniwhere. it shall all stop here n now. i shall move on. shall stop from now on. 9 of june.1:19pm. i shall not go tink of tis animore. no more will i ever tink bout tis. i shall tink of GOD n YO! and them only.
Thursday, June 5, 2008
you guys ! Nanako here ! :p
Sac says she gonna have CHALET so she will only update after her chalet cos got pictures . a lotta pictures . she said so . dont blame me if dont have .
you guys can still msg her . its a 24/7 hotline . just like mine . no guaranteed replied from 2-8am . bwahaha !
dont miss her too much okae ppl ! she'll be back in a few days . xD
xoxo ,
Nanako .
Sac says she gonna have CHALET so she will only update after her chalet cos got pictures . a lotta pictures . she said so . dont blame me if dont have .
you guys can still msg her . its a 24/7 hotline . just like mine . no guaranteed replied from 2-8am . bwahaha !
dont miss her too much okae ppl ! she'll be back in a few days . xD
xoxo ,
Nanako .
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