BOO!(:

man.. superband sounds super bad.. the singing is lyk horrible.. not sae i veh good luhh. the room im in is lyk few meters away frm the tv n its not lyk on so loud n i still can hear. eh if i not wrong is b3 barh. b1 the singer not enuf 'qi' den b2 the dance nice bud song not nice. haha.

okaays. juz reached home.. went walkin in the rain. not really wet. its lyk the rain at first heavy de den i reach my bus stop den become small le.. not fun.. nvm. got super wet ytd aniway.

mood go up n down n up n down bud mostly down. seems lyk the only mood i haf is down. so fun rite. yea. im crazy. noe why. two days. oni eat 3 times. so fun rite. hahaha. yea. den ytd frm dinner all the way till today 5+/6+ in the evening den go eat. so fun.hahaha.

aft sku got addicted to the notice board de pin. wan noe wad i do. go ask my dearie. maybe she'll tell you. n den again maybe not. den went ava rehearse the thingy for thursday. hah. we dunnid wear tie. the rest of the sku nid. hahaha. we are evil ppl.

den went bang piano while waiting for lan. stone-ed for one hour plus. den started emo-ing and zi-lian at the piano wid one of me dearie. den went eat dinner + breakfast + lunch + dinner all combine together. fun rite. hahaha.

now at home. supposed to be banging piano bud here i am. bored. now to koup stuff frm ppl. link here link dere den found p6 tt time the adam khoo guy the trainer gary de blog.

"To think of death as a means to an end"
so not true uh. i admit sumtimes i do tink tt death is the easiet way out. bud den tink it thru. wad problems cant be solved. wad cant be resolved. kaays. so now i may have a problem bud is death the oni way out? NO. well. there are super many ways to get rid of the problems. lyk wad mr foo sae. wad good balls bad balls thingy. if i kip holding on n decieving myself at the same time wad result will i get. even greater n deeper hurt. why cant i juz let it all go. the answer i dunno. juz let time take it all away. hopefully it can. before i really go insane..

"Fate plays a cruel hand.When you think you are winning, you are not.When you think you are almost at the end, you realized you went one full circle.Some want life to be a bed of roses
No adversity, no pain, no sadness, no tears.Where sunflowers grow and kids smile all day
Would it not be nice to be happy always?"
full circle. well yea. tt's all tt happened. well aren't all of us back where we all started. lets hope it stays tis way yea. no pain? no sadness? no tears? smiles all day? happy always? tt i really dunno.
i nid help. pain. yea i do get it everyday. sadness. well u see it everyday dun u. tears. well i try to control it all bud in the end i juz cant control all n i juz break down. smiles all day n happy always. tt's wad i really wanna achieve. bud can i ? i really dunno.


kaays. enuf crap. time to go do wad im supposed to be doin.. wad i supposed to do. i oso dunno. so dere. addicted to hao xin fen shou n ai wo bie zou. hahaha. real nice.







thx alot. the hurt is friggin unbearable. tink again dearie n see how much pain is inflicted. thx alot. i appreciate it loads.