maths papers are killing my printer and its ink . no mood to do all those papers . still got so much stuff to do . shall go make stuffs for certain teachers now . still no idea wad to do after searching the web for lyk 2 hours. shall come up with something .

iluvmypiano
iluvmymusic
iluvmydearies
iluvyouall
iluveachandeveryoneofyou
yesido

i miss ben so so much . i never knew i would miss sumone liddat . Cell's juz so different without you around . n if Steph's going to Cambodia wads gonna happen to Yo! ? i dun dare to imagine wad will happen . widout Ben and steph . most of us dun quite lyk *er hum* plus Sabrina goes overseas often too . wads gonna happen to Yo! ? i dunno . juz hope time flies . we really miss you . there's not so much laughter after ur gone . once in a while there's laughter bud there's not as much as before le . sumtimes there's no laughter at all . hope ur doing fine in shang hai . i really miss you . was really gan dong when i read ur msg on my bdae . though a single msg may cost lots more az its frm China bud you still sent it . sth happened aft cell . den when i cried lots of stuffs were going thru my head and tt was when i realized i missed you so much bud actually din realize it . i wan time to fly . fast forward to the end of the year . where Yo! can lauf lyk crazy and juz go crazy . those times . i really miss them .

BOO ! (:

let the pictures tell the stories ya . enjoy (:
n i've posted sum of drama de vids on youtube. not all yet . caz got piano later . aft uploading den put the link here . if interested can go see. now oni have "Cinderbaba" and "The left shoe ( bad habits ) " the other two on the left shoe i'll upload sum other time .

Cinderbaba de link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=he42lSVp7SY
The Left Shoe de link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LMrwQGWnIK4
left shoe dunno can or not . juz try and see , den tell me . haha .

Sunrise. its upside down though . find it verii nice .


comparing hands to see which one redder . apparently the redness cant be seen here . identify the hands . haha .

heart attack ! the whole pile of hands and Meng Yeow's face . haha .

identify the hands .


what my cell has been doing over the past few weeks . painting banner for Cambodia . every cell painted one banner . tis is my cell de .
Teddybear ! dunno use wad to draw de . juz find it verii nice .

BOO!(:

Anyone can help me find the song "Making a difference" ? i dunno by who . i juz lyk tt song alot .

tis week worship songs all super meaningful . juz reading the lyrics is enuf to make me start crying . at times its lyk i may juz forget everything and made You too small in my eyes . its lyk i dun really care and sumtimes even blame You when things juz go so wrong . bud thru it all , ur the one who's giving me the strength to face each problem . You bear every single one of me problems and griefs and pain and weaknesses and every other thing without a single complain . even when we stray too far away , you still love us unconditionally and whole heartedly . its lyk often we'll juz forget and juz keep everything to ourselves . when we're so desperate , ur always there for us to turn to . always dere . giving us strength and solutions . i still rmb how u used the worship and sermon to talk to me . it really helped me alot . i really felt lyk crying during tt particular service . though we may do stuff tt's not pleasing to you , you still care for us no matter wad . really luv you for all tt you've done for me . n i really wanna thank you so so much . luv you so so much . no one can ever replace the place you have in my heart . i luv you so so much .

haven do script for pw . die . today so fun . got alot of free time . den me , shayue , meng yeow , quan jie and ke lin kip playing heart attack . yea . we do haf our childish moments . its juz so fun . if widout ur i wld haf been crying in klass today le . thx so so much .
drama was fun too . played cling aft discussing stuffs . gonna haf drama outing . drama tee coming out soon too ! happy happy . haha .
gonna find new shoe later . the shoe pei me for almost two years le . n now spoil le . hahaha .
i nid a new wallet too . n my tis bag is the longest one i ever had . last time is every year change bag de . so imagine how many bags i have. haha . still searching for tt perfect bag and wallet . hahaha .

so addicted to Bella's lullaby . listen le can bring out so many different emotions . at different parts different emotions . luv the song so so much . it's been like i dunno how long since i've been addicted to a song lyk how i am to Bella's lullaby . its damm nice . shld go listen if ur wan . im still trying to perfect it . three days lerh . still got mistakes . muz perfect it . haha .
music is my life . haha . so are all of ur who make my life so enjoyable . haha .

BOO!(:

no mood do pw... wanna go back to lalaland...
got back all results except lit.
quite happy wid tis time de results.
except for geog , history and art.
and lets juz hope lit wont be so bad.
tis is the first ever time im getting so low for humans and art.

got new addition to 206.
two new guys in klass.
if you din notice. the place behind me n shayue used to be empty.
n now there are humans sitting dere.
yea. they are the new students.
Ke Lin and Quan Jie.
tink they fit in quite well.

i needa change the way i express emotions le.
its too obvious.
QJ juz came for a few days already know how im lyk.
n he could sense sth was wrong wid me ytd den he asked why so sian.
sian caz i still got fever and i failed history.

thurs got fever. dunno why. morning okaay de den aft sku got fever.
went drama.
first ever time shayue let me lie on her shoulder. haha.
forced myself to do yoga stuff. den did a skit on ' the left shoe '.
so fun. haha.

shall go back to doing pw now..

BOO!(:

CT finally over.
piano exam screwed.
stool too high.
adjust till lowest still too high.
summore the day i went all small small kids.
not fair eh. stool suit them dun suit me.
evil.. now waiting for results...
die lerh...

finishing breaking dawn soon..
super super nice.
now to chiong reflection and powerpoint for pw.

QING: heyy sweetie , sorii for not staying back to do pw wid you. wasnt feeling well. sorii.

BOO!(:

我要疯了啦。再过两天就要考试了。 再过五天就要考钢琴了。我都还没准备好。这样怎么去考。。

i haven even start studying la. den piano is lyk getting worse everyday. nearer to exam the worse it gets. den when tink of exam i veh scared. veh stress la. i wan more time. i dun wan so soon. geog is lyk 5 chapters.. n i haven even start. n history oni one chap bud sure got alot of stuff to memorise la. den scales fingering not right. den sum not smooth. i going crazy already. everyday come home oni got 2 things mother will ask me do. study for CT n go prac piano.
den practice rite. frm few parts not rite oni become whole song. im really dead la. plus crazy tcher expct all her students get distinction. which is super impossible la. i never get distinction before. den i failed before den super demoralised for quite sum time.the stress n pressure.i cant take it la.
class tests its lyk all i juz pass oni. den CT sure fail le.
got no hope animore la.
i dunno wad to do animore.
i'll really go crazy.



i really cant meet all the expectations set for me. i really cant. i cant survive under all the pressure. everyday its lyk a torture. i dunno how im gonna cope with all this. worship practices. well now maybe dun haf. bud still got dialect de. n all other commitments. i really dunno. i really nid help. i going crazy. i cant take the pressure animore. i may appear happy. bud tink again. im not happy at all. in really not. i nid help.maybe i shld juz gif up on everything. wont it be better tis way. yea. maybe i shld.it'll be loads better.

BOO!(:

CT few days away.. haven start studying.. im so dead.. been neglecting studies n concentrating more on piano.. im so dead.. so much stuff to study.. piano even better. u gif me a foreign piano n i dunno how to play le. mistakes all over. plus cher sae the exam dere the piano veh different frm mine so im dead. shall prac more. cant fail.

ytd was fun. sku was fun. at first veh sian. den aft go back klass n performance high le. yi feng 's voice super nice la. rest of choir oso nice. juz too soft.

met JiaHwee(: den went JP meet the rest. met Roy n Nic at JE mrt den cant recognise Nic. hairstyle change. human oso changed. haha. met the rest. went eat. saw Caleb. saw MengYeow. n so on. den while the guys eating the gurls went walkin round jp doing nth. den finally decided go play badminton. caz its 3-5 den CC opposite where i stay ma. JiaHwee, ZiQian n Michelle came my hse. den crapped for one hour plus. guys went Kel de hse. went badminton court dere. continue the crapping session. den aft tt the guys oso joined in. played truth or dare. missed all of them so much. missed the times we had. 5 years tgt with all of ur. 5 years. all of us were in same klass. one or two came in n sum went out. majority still the same ppl. bud everytime is usual ppl go de. muz more ppl go den fun. haha. hope got more gatherings. den can meet more. miss all of ur so much. first time saw eugene den never quarrel or argue wid him. hahaha. most memorable thing. me, KY, JH, ZQ, Mich, Roy n Nic walkin tgt. den we shorter den the rest. den those tall ppl call us seven dwarfs. thx alot uh. haha. not really memorable. bud i wont forget it. haha.

going out soon... dun tink got time to study today le. caz aft go buy stuff got fwen bdae den aft tt going out wid family celebrate mum and ah yi belated bdae. i nid more time. 24hrs not enuf..


happy bdae to all the august ppl ! (:

Roy - 2nd Aug
Daniel - 3rd Aug ( same as me! haha )
Jocelyn - 4th Aug
Kenton - 12 Aug
ZiQing - 13 Aug ( hope u'll enjoy ur bdae! thx for everything! )
Wanda - 29 Aug
Debra - 31 Aug ( luv ur voice loads! haha. )

BOO!(:

dunno wad to do le.. brain tired after processing almost a week of happenings.. tomorrow gonna meet pri sku ppl. happy happy. haha. mum not home can slack. haha. CT is lyk 4 days away n i haven even starat studying.. n there's lyk so much stuff to study.. plus piano exam i die le.

drama was fun. feel so bad. ernnest doin training den i fell asleep.. pratically whole drama fell asleep.. condusive environment to slp.. haha.. floor cooling de. plus lights all off and he ask us close eyes tink of stuff.. den slowly evryone fell asleep.. hahaha..

after drama went back klass sweep floor.. pack abit den go home. din rain though.. wanted it to rain so badly.. haha.. i miss rain..

kaay.. shall go prac piano le.. n study if my brain allows.. haha..



thx super loads for enduring the crap tt the others kip sayin n stuffs and helpin sweep floor (: and go home earlier. stop staying till so late..

BOO!(:

wanna thank all of ur who gave me presents and wished me happy bdae and stuffs liddat.
thx loads.
luv all of ur so much.

shall go study for tests. den head to lalaland.. hahaha...

i love my pooh bear.. super kute and adorable. (: hahaha..

cant wait for friday. gonna meet pri sku peeps. miss all of ur so much la. cant wait to see ur.

BOO!(:

shall use chinese since i got nth better to do.

昨晚去DISNEY NATURALLY 庆祝。虽然早了一天，可是没关系。还是很开心。

要跟那些祝我生日快乐的人说谢谢。thx loads for all.

shall list out the ppl frm last nite/morning till now. haha.

- vivian dearie

- daniel

- leon

- rose

- zhi qiang ( even though the msg woke me up im really suprised.caz din tink anione wld noe except me own cell ppl. haha. thx loads. )

- ziqing dearie (thx loads for everything too. 10 more days till its ur turn. haha. )

- mummy

- Wanda

- BENEDICT LEE ( yehhs. suprised when i read ur msg. caz its lyk ur in china n one msg wld cost alot. so thx alot.thx for the stuff you bought for cell too! )

- Kelmond

- JiaHwee

- HuiWen ( sweetie, thx for the keychain. its super lovely n nice(: thx loads. )

- Nichol ( thx babe)
- YO! ( for the present n for the song )

- Pei en

- MinHui

-Nat

-max

- Jason

and so on. cant rmb all. haha. juz wanna thank all of ur.

though tis one filled wid tears n not smiles juz wanna thank all of ur so so much.
whyye tears. im not tellin. reasons kinda stoopid though. haha.

wanna thank weixiang for listening to all the crap. n juz being there whenever i cry. haha. i noe im irritating. bud yea. thx loads for always being there. haha. thanks loads for everything! luv ya super lots! (: jy for ur piano exam(: its comin soon. haha. (:

picture time! haha.

flowers! first time receiving flowers. fourteen years. n oni once. hahaha. though simple bud nice.

the pizza. got alot of 料。很好吃的。its the one with everything in it.

me n bro de dinner.

chicken stew. ade de dinner.

drinks! yellow de is mix of pineapple,lime,banana and passionfruit. purple is mix of 3 berries. on top of both got watermelon cubes. haha. mix both tgt quite nice.hahaha.

introducing my bro! haha. he gu yi go make all the stoopid faces caz he dun lyk take pic. haha.

ice- cream cake! taste lyk swensen de. haha. it was a surprise. din noe they went to order it for me. haha. den aft tt ade went buy another cake frm taka for me n family to cut today. haha. its still in the fridge.

bro de waffle. looks cute! haha.

kaay tt's all. uploaded new songs. check them out. haha. no la. juz enjoy lorr. currently addicted to them. hahaha.

lemon juice and nehemiah n you made my day (: haha. was cryin. first person tt came to mind was you.caz u said will be there for me de. haha. kaay. the stuff u said wasn't rettarded. n dun regret wad u said uh. haha. woke up late. rush to church. aft cell duno why started crying. mummy bring mr go drink me fav lemon juice.cheered up shile drinking.it was brunch too.haha. nehemiah,kute small lil guy. dunno in kindergaten or nursery. ran towards me. look at me smile. run away. den run towards me n den hug me. din hug back though. hands full n he hug le immdiately run away.u kute lil guy. shall hug you sum other time.

BOO!(:

its lyk super early now.. n i dunno why im awake.. caz saturday always wake up super late.. haha. feeling super cold now. later goin out wid Lan n Nanako n jinyee (?). luv all of them lots. although busy still make time to go out celebrate wid me. n nanako. i wont be as old as you. you'll still be older den me. hahaha. den at nite goin out wid family. dunno to where. haha.
worship prac last nite so fun. lauf till cannot lauf animore. Jason kip speakin in chinese which is not normal caz he always speak in eng den all of us lauf lyk crazy at his expressions and stuff. so fun. hann oni can stretch one octave plus one note. den last nite left land nid play one octave for all four/five songs. aft prac left hand hurt lyk crap n whole hand turned yellow. overall veh fun.
came home wan watch the ghost show thingy on channel u. den watch halfway fell asleep.. caz its not veh nice. i tink? nice wont fall asleep.. hahaha.
bro watching tv. kids central show damm stoopid.. morning is lyk for smaller kids ba. its dumb. haha.
shall end here.. maybe shall go back to lalaland.. or i dunno.. hahaha..

BOO!(:

got a hug frm wanda! yaye! its kinda unexpected too. haha. to u it may be dumb bud to me its not. im deprived of hugs. hahaha.
today ms tan last day. wanted to see her for the last time before she leave bud she din come to klass..
tried making sumthing for Daniel and Jason for b'dae present. effect din turn out nice though. presentation failed lyk... din look nice..
sec one drama + max, all of ur were great! enjoyed it alot. really verii good. dun haf the problems tt happened during normal practices. was perfect. bud HeJin abit soft. caz no mike. so cant blame him. overall was verii verii nice.
n horr. if Chinese drama is so great why for seven whole months din see ur perform at all. " n i tot chinese drama was worse."see you admitted it urself. u admitted ur own cca is bad. n they oni make use of the china ppl to do crosstalk. how bout the rest of CD. din do anything. at least ED one year got perform a few times rite. n thx for insulting ED in front of me. appreciate it so so much. the sec2 drama now veh bu shuang you so u better watch out. sec ones all put in alot of effort into tis play thingy. they put in 100% effort and all their soul into tis. n max (wounded soldier) oni got the script 20mins before assembly caz he sub sum sec one who din come and yet he could do it so well. all the expressions and feelings dere. even though forgot the lines bud still great caz in the end you still remembered! all of ur were great!
kaay. now to fill my brain wid worship songs. before i die later. juz received the songs.. n practice is later.. im dead. yaye. haha.


2 more days.. 48 more hours.. 2880 more minutes.. 172800 more seconds.. and on & on & on...
whee (: