BOO!(:

我要疯了啦。再过两天就要考试了。 再过五天就要考钢琴了。我都还没准备好。这样怎么去考。。

i haven even start studying la. den piano is lyk getting worse everyday. nearer to exam the worse it gets. den when tink of exam i veh scared. veh stress la. i wan more time. i dun wan so soon. geog is lyk 5 chapters.. n i haven even start. n history oni one chap bud sure got alot of stuff to memorise la. den scales fingering not right. den sum not smooth. i going crazy already. everyday come home oni got 2 things mother will ask me do. study for CT n go prac piano.
den practice rite. frm few parts not rite oni become whole song. im really dead la. plus crazy tcher expct all her students get distinction. which is super impossible la. i never get distinction before. den i failed before den super demoralised for quite sum time.the stress n pressure.i cant take it la.
class tests its lyk all i juz pass oni. den CT sure fail le.
got no hope animore la.
i dunno wad to do animore.
i'll really go crazy.



i really cant meet all the expectations set for me. i really cant. i cant survive under all the pressure. everyday its lyk a torture. i dunno how im gonna cope with all this. worship practices. well now maybe dun haf. bud still got dialect de. n all other commitments. i really dunno. i really nid help. i going crazy. i cant take the pressure animore. i may appear happy. bud tink again. im not happy at all. in really not. i nid help.maybe i shld juz gif up on everything. wont it be better tis way. yea. maybe i shld.it'll be loads better.