maths was okaay .. rained super heavy so camped in sku till two plus . spent th time half talking and half reading with two ppl who i dont i usually mix with . and hey their harmless . nice ppl . haha .lunch was kinda like provided by them . haha .
nobody's home .. so lonely .. nobody online also .. sac all alone is her sad sad screwed up world ..
she stoopidly left her chem test paper in th sku toilet ytd and good thing th nice nice auntie never throw away .
she hates t be accused of things tt she didn't do and when ppl doubt her when what she's saying is th truth . it really seriously pisses her off alot . rawr . i feel like picking up th phone and calling someone and talk for who knows how long . there's too much going on .. but . i dunno who t call . i dunno who t talk to . some kind nice person just call me ? i really dunno who t call ..
idk how t express how i feel luhh . idk how t get rid of this feeling .. crying . nope . it doesnt work no more .
piano doesnt work either . most likely i'll just end up crying again .. i dont want t cry no more . i want t be happy . i want t be like last time . dunno anything at all . th innocent and carefree little kid . jojo dont go . i dont want you to . but i suppose tt's all up t you . you've been like a super great big sister t all of us and week after week we're all asking where you are and we do miss you . when are you coming back ? i miss you alrights . dont throw me alone . you promised t be there for me . thru th whole project . dont go alright .you need not be an enemy of god just t be friends with th world or find happiness in th world . man where's th jo i used t know . yes i know we cant stop you from choosing which path you want t take but if you deciede t leave this path there will be this empty spot there . we all need you in one way or another ... i really dunno what im talking about anymore .. please stay . pretty please . i've grown quite attached t you over time . please say you'll stay ...