holidays are over in a flash ..
well i guess this holiday let me realise quite alot of things ..
things bout my past that i couldn't rmb caz i was too young ..
how i always fell sick and always vomitted ..
well . thinking bout what jon asked . how has God served you ? there's simply too many . for keeping me safe , blessing me with many special people in my life .really thank Him for that . thank God for qr , josh , wx . th ppl that i talk t th most this month . thankyou for blessing me with these ppl who encouraged me and always being there for me . He's just that great and wonderful . even if th sea were t evaporate completely and if rocks were to decompose , His love will never change . that's just how much love there is . even willing t die for us . i dont think in this world there will be anyone willing t die for someone . but He died for us all .
after hearing what caleb shared . bout how th three words , faith hope and love keep appearing t him , and how he should love his classmates and everyone . it got me thinking . loving them is th right thing t do . but i really dunno if i can put everything behind and start loving them again . forgiveness and love . its th right thing . but then again . its one of th hardest things t do . sometimes i really wish i could have this magical eraser and just erase out all th parts of my life with them in it . physical things can be destroyed and photos and msges deleted and letters thrown away . but memories .. its just sth that is harder t forget .
there may be cracks and all . idk what's gonna happen in th future . but one thing that im sure of is i will try .
cant wait for tmr (:
finally after so many years of waiting .
hope it doesn't rain tmr .
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