Tuesday, August 10, 2010

thankyou for all th presents and well wishes and memories . love you guys .
im sorry . i know its all my fault . and maybe you dont wish t hear what i've got t say .
im really sorry . last night was terrible .cried myself t sleep . and didn't sleep well too . i'm really really sorry .
its all my fault . yes i know . you're not unneeded . in fact you are needed . unknowingly i have already become super reliant on you . you're like a pillar of strength . th person i can turn to whom i know wont turn me away . listening ear , comfortor , encourager . you're more than just a friend . and i do need you . do you see that . im really really really sorry . now that you've turned away i've got t pick up all th pieces and try t move on . like i told you many times before . you're a very important person t me . well i guess things wont turn back now . will they ? a big gapping hole waiting t be filled . im really really sorry . maybe asking for your forgiveness is too much . but i really hope things will go back t what they used t be . friends are all around . you just have t look and try . now that you know what a terrible person i am , would you still want t take me as your friend . idk what th future holds but one things for sure is that life would be different without you . im sorry ..

Sunday, August 1, 2010

BOO ! (:

i love R !
HAHA . thankyou for th biscuits and water bottle ! love you loads man !
sorry that im not free on tuesday .. we'll have lunch tgt some other time .
yijin is so sweet ! so touched ! ily too ! haha .
time t go t lalaland ! haha

BOO ! (:

two more days t go (:
mummy went t order th cake that i like (:
Bakerzin's tiramisu is th best ! plus now got 30% discount off so not that ex .
looking forward t tuesday's lunch . th number of ppl i asked more than two hands can count . then th number of ppl going at first less than one hand . now one and a half hand . not that bad after all i guess .
but i really wanted them all t go . oh well .. guess it cant be helped .
feel like im a super big slacker . everyone's studying so hard and i'm like slacking my butt off ..
prelims are in 3 weeks plus . if dont improve , really die already . ugh ..
physics spa i wrote th stuff is wrong luhh .. wen
t t measure wrong angle . stupid me .
must start stuying !!!
drama performed with edmund chen ! and they never tell us anything . horrible ppl . haha . since sec one already say want bring us go see how they work . then never happen . now after we leave then they get t work with edmund chen . so unfair !
hjh is stupid . really really stupid . if we're si ki na then what are you . when i told my parents they're like your teacher must be some very old guy from china right . and i was like laughing . caz he;s a malaysian and he's th most i think early thirties only . must be his teacher also liddat last time then he go learn ..
physics lesson split up .. i rather go t mrs chang or pandian class lo ! like seriously .. octopus is so ......... explain already i more lost can .
cant find any nice wallet .. searched online and found some nice ones but th price all exceed budget .. hopefully can find one before my wallet really falls apart .. its like falling apart already ! horrible thing .
oh well .
now t go t lalaland ! (: