thankyou for all th presents and well wishes and memories . love you guys .
im sorry . i know its all my fault . and maybe you dont wish t hear what i've got t say .
im really sorry . last night was terrible .cried myself t sleep . and didn't sleep well too . i'm really really sorry .
its all my fault . yes i know . you're not unneeded . in fact you are needed . unknowingly i have already become super reliant on you . you're like a pillar of strength . th person i can turn to whom i know wont turn me away . listening ear , comfortor , encourager . you're more than just a friend . and i do need you . do you see that . im really really really sorry . now that you've turned away i've got t pick up all th pieces and try t move on . like i told you many times before . you're a very important person t me . well i guess things wont turn back now . will they ? a big gapping hole waiting t be filled . im really really sorry . maybe asking for your forgiveness is too much . but i really hope things will go back t what they used t be . friends are all around . you just have t look and try . now that you know what a terrible person i am , would you still want t take me as your friend . idk what th future holds but one things for sure is that life would be different without you . im sorry ..