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Time and time again . Idk why . I just don't . Why do I keep believing you and trusting you .. I really don't know . Maybe I'm just that stupid . After you walked out on me , there's this big gapping hole .. I don't hate you or anything . Nor am I wanting t be th focus of your life . I just hope we can remain as what we were . You said forever , till th end of time .. What happened t forever ? I really wanna know . What does forever really mean t you .? Can you please answer me .. Idw t live like a dumbdumb anymore .. If you don't want forever just say it in my face and I won't hold it against you . Promise . People come and go . And sadly friends do too .. Idw us t become strangers in time t come .. But it takes two hands t clap . One hand can't do anything at all . I really really hope I can snap out of this fantastically screwed up life . Why can't people be honest . Is th truth that hard t be told .. It really hurts t get lied too .. What are words if you really don't mean them when you say them . What kind of person would you be if you left when I needed you th most .. Chris medina's what are words .. I really like that song .. Tell me . What kind of a person you really are ? Did my eyes and heart fool me for th past few years .? I really hope not ..