SHANGHAI;HANGZHOU;SUZHOU;SHANGHAI

Back from china :D
Super fun and enjoyable trip . Like best ever . So much better than Thailand tip .
First day was at shanghai . Good thing the tour guide accent not super strong and he don't have typical china face . Haha . Then went many places .
Orient pearl tower , wax museum , etc .
Second day at hangzhou . The local guide there most impressive . Can speak English . And the scenery there is wonderful . Went to watch the story of west lake performance at night . And the next day went to tea plantation . And eat dong po Rou . Fat die . The special part is the fat ...
Scenery at west lake is (Y) damm nice !
Next went Suzhou ! Went silk factory and can't rmb what else . Then back to shanghai ! De ren jewellery shop and tong ren tang medical hall then Night cruise along the bund . Won twenty over small pink and white pearls there (: caz guess most close to actual number of pearls in the shell .
Then next day shopping ! (: but nth to shop luhh . The places went to got Nothing I like ..
Bought kuma phone cover after hunting for so so long . Touched . Dad run around whole shopping center to find it for me . Didn't know until someone else told me . Say thought he rush around to find sth he want but actually is to find my cover . Then bought earphones too . Not original but still is good .
Stayed at uncle Ronnie's house . Damm nice the house . Three levels . Slept at second level . The rest slept at third . Got this antique bed there . His family heirloom. Then koup the tea leaf pillow . Damm nice . When sleep got the tea de fragrance and wake up hair got smell also .
What I miss most would be the weather and flowers ! Super super nice . Can don't open window or on aircon/heater and it's still cold .
If can I don't mind staying there also . Very very nice place there . If got chance I would want to go back again . Really nice place and experience .

stupid day .
which part of 930 do people not understand ...
stupid . wait till what . almost eleven then start the meeting .
then blahblahblah . all the stupid stuff that happen .
then the good stuff .
thank goodness my dear girl's intern is in school :D
then can go find her .
that short phone call and that meetup where just pour everything out and talk random stuff really made everything feel better (:
thankyou dear <3 hope you weren't late for your next appointment .
then chat with imran while waiting for the rest to come .
like what he say is true lo . keep saying family . but where's the family. there's no family . i dont feel it . and it's been almost a year ?
talking about the bond, the one that i could really feel would be for s&w group. that one is really can feel the bond super strong . super love my CHICKEN <3 . though it was just three weeks of knowing each other, can really really really feel the bond .
then dinner :D CRAB :D :D damm nice the crab :D
talked bout everything and anything and just had a great time there (:

the love and respect for The Wanted is like so hard to explain. maybe you'll just call it an obsession . but it's not . they are more than a band. they really care . like today when it wasnt even their fault they tried to make things better also . and how often do bands/singers write songs with their fans in mind . and the song is still specially like trying to say that they will be there for us . dont get why people compare them to 1D also . they are different ! like what Tom said , the reason why i like the band is because of the music. the songs are songs that can relate to. and their looks and personalities are just bonuses. they are amazing people <3
so here's the song that they wrote for us (:

I'll be your strength - The Wanted

This is not gonna last forever
It's a time where you must hold on
And I won't let you surrender
And I'll heal you if your broken

We can stand so tall together
We can make it through the stormy weather
We can go through it all together
Do it all together
Do it all

I'll be your strength
I will, I will, I will
I'll be your strength
Yes I will, yes I will

I won't sleep till the sky is calmer
Keep on searching till I've found you
And my love will be your armour
In this battle field around you
Hand in hand we walk together
We can make it through the stormy weather
We can break down walls together
Do it all together
Do it all

I'll be your strength
I will, I will, I will
I'll be your strength
Yes I will yes I will

Hold on
Hold on
I'll be.. there soon
So hold on
Hold on
I'll be ..there soon

So hold on
Hold on
I'll be.. there soon
So hold on
Hold on
I'll be there

I'll be your strength
I'll be
I'll be
I'll be your strength
I'll be
I'll be


I'll be your strength
I'll be
I'll be
I'll be your strength
I'll be
I'll be

I'll be your strength
I'll be strong for you
I'll be your strength
And I'll keep strong for you.

i.dont.know.

How to choose . Between training and pulse . There's not even a choice ! Because training camp and foc is compulsory . Go training camp = cannot go worship prac . Which means two months no play . Saw the disappointment in yang's eyes but he still very understanding and say it's okay . But it's not okay . I feel bad luhh ! And now opening up the planner I saw prep camp + actual foc got one of the day is Sunday . Tell me now how . That Sunday just so happens to be the Sunday that we have to go to the new cells . And yet again have to disappoint yang . I really don't know how . Both important to me . Yet I can't make a choice of which to go because one is compulsory ! But the other is a responsibility . ugh ! This WEEK's challenge : love the unlovable . Now I'm like super angry with myself already . If don't love self how to love others . Ugh . Confirm cannot meet the challenge one luhh ! Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh