maths papers are killing my printer and its ink . no mood to do all those papers . still got so much stuff to do . shall go make stuffs for certain teachers now . still no idea wad to do after searching the web for lyk 2 hours. shall come up with something .

iluvmypiano
iluvmymusic
iluvmydearies
iluvyouall
iluveachandeveryoneofyou
yesido

i miss ben so so much . i never knew i would miss sumone liddat . Cell's juz so different without you around . n if Steph's going to Cambodia wads gonna happen to Yo! ? i dun dare to imagine wad will happen . widout Ben and steph . most of us dun quite lyk *er hum* plus Sabrina goes overseas often too . wads gonna happen to Yo! ? i dunno . juz hope time flies . we really miss you . there's not so much laughter after ur gone . once in a while there's laughter bud there's not as much as before le . sumtimes there's no laughter at all . hope ur doing fine in shang hai . i really miss you . was really gan dong when i read ur msg on my bdae . though a single msg may cost lots more az its frm China bud you still sent it . sth happened aft cell . den when i cried lots of stuffs were going thru my head and tt was when i realized i missed you so much bud actually din realize it . i wan time to fly . fast forward to the end of the year . where Yo! can lauf lyk crazy and juz go crazy . those times . i really miss them .

BOO ! (:

let the pictures tell the stories ya . enjoy (:
n i've posted sum of drama de vids on youtube. not all yet . caz got piano later . aft uploading den put the link here . if interested can go see. now oni have "Cinderbaba" and "The left shoe ( bad habits ) " the other two on the left shoe i'll upload sum other time .

Cinderbaba de link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=he42lSVp7SY
The Left Shoe de link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LMrwQGWnIK4
left shoe dunno can or not . juz try and see , den tell me . haha .

Sunrise. its upside down though . find it verii nice .


comparing hands to see which one redder . apparently the redness cant be seen here . identify the hands . haha .

heart attack ! the whole pile of hands and Meng Yeow's face . haha .

identify the hands .


what my cell has been doing over the past few weeks . painting banner for Cambodia . every cell painted one banner . tis is my cell de .
Teddybear ! dunno use wad to draw de . juz find it verii nice .

BOO!(:

Anyone can help me find the song "Making a difference" ? i dunno by who . i juz lyk tt song alot .

tis week worship songs all super meaningful . juz reading the lyrics is enuf to make me start crying . at times its lyk i may juz forget everything and made You too small in my eyes . its lyk i dun really care and sumtimes even blame You when things juz go so wrong . bud thru it all , ur the one who's giving me the strength to face each problem . You bear every single one of me problems and griefs and pain and weaknesses and every other thing without a single complain . even when we stray too far away , you still love us unconditionally and whole heartedly . its lyk often we'll juz forget and juz keep everything to ourselves . when we're so desperate , ur always there for us to turn to . always dere . giving us strength and solutions . i still rmb how u used the worship and sermon to talk to me . it really helped me alot . i really felt lyk crying during tt particular service . though we may do stuff tt's not pleasing to you , you still care for us no matter wad . really luv you for all tt you've done for me . n i really wanna thank you so so much . luv you so so much . no one can ever replace the place you have in my heart . i luv you so so much .

haven do script for pw . die . today so fun . got alot of free time . den me , shayue , meng yeow , quan jie and ke lin kip playing heart attack . yea . we do haf our childish moments . its juz so fun . if widout ur i wld haf been crying in klass today le . thx so so much .
drama was fun too . played cling aft discussing stuffs . gonna haf drama outing . drama tee coming out soon too ! happy happy . haha .
gonna find new shoe later . the shoe pei me for almost two years le . n now spoil le . hahaha .
i nid a new wallet too . n my tis bag is the longest one i ever had . last time is every year change bag de . so imagine how many bags i have. haha . still searching for tt perfect bag and wallet . hahaha .

so addicted to Bella's lullaby . listen le can bring out so many different emotions . at different parts different emotions . luv the song so so much . it's been like i dunno how long since i've been addicted to a song lyk how i am to Bella's lullaby . its damm nice . shld go listen if ur wan . im still trying to perfect it . three days lerh . still got mistakes . muz perfect it . haha .
music is my life . haha . so are all of ur who make my life so enjoyable . haha .

BOO!(:

no mood do pw... wanna go back to lalaland...
got back all results except lit.
quite happy wid tis time de results.
except for geog , history and art.
and lets juz hope lit wont be so bad.
tis is the first ever time im getting so low for humans and art.

got new addition to 206.
two new guys in klass.
if you din notice. the place behind me n shayue used to be empty.
n now there are humans sitting dere.
yea. they are the new students.
Ke Lin and Quan Jie.
tink they fit in quite well.

i needa change the way i express emotions le.
its too obvious.
QJ juz came for a few days already know how im lyk.
n he could sense sth was wrong wid me ytd den he asked why so sian.
sian caz i still got fever and i failed history.

thurs got fever. dunno why. morning okaay de den aft sku got fever.
went drama.
first ever time shayue let me lie on her shoulder. haha.
forced myself to do yoga stuff. den did a skit on ' the left shoe '.
so fun. haha.

shall go back to doing pw now..

BOO!(:

CT finally over.
piano exam screwed.
stool too high.
adjust till lowest still too high.
summore the day i went all small small kids.
not fair eh. stool suit them dun suit me.
evil.. now waiting for results...
die lerh...

finishing breaking dawn soon..
super super nice.
now to chiong reflection and powerpoint for pw.

QING: heyy sweetie , sorii for not staying back to do pw wid you. wasnt feeling well. sorii.

BOO!(:

我要疯了啦。再过两天就要考试了。 再过五天就要考钢琴了。我都还没准备好。这样怎么去考。。

i haven even start studying la. den piano is lyk getting worse everyday. nearer to exam the worse it gets. den when tink of exam i veh scared. veh stress la. i wan more time. i dun wan so soon. geog is lyk 5 chapters.. n i haven even start. n history oni one chap bud sure got alot of stuff to memorise la. den scales fingering not right. den sum not smooth. i going crazy already. everyday come home oni got 2 things mother will ask me do. study for CT n go prac piano.
den practice rite. frm few parts not rite oni become whole song. im really dead la. plus crazy tcher expct all her students get distinction. which is super impossible la. i never get distinction before. den i failed before den super demoralised for quite sum time.the stress n pressure.i cant take it la.
class tests its lyk all i juz pass oni. den CT sure fail le.
got no hope animore la.
i dunno wad to do animore.
i'll really go crazy.



i really cant meet all the expectations set for me. i really cant. i cant survive under all the pressure. everyday its lyk a torture. i dunno how im gonna cope with all this. worship practices. well now maybe dun haf. bud still got dialect de. n all other commitments. i really dunno. i really nid help. i going crazy. i cant take the pressure animore. i may appear happy. bud tink again. im not happy at all. in really not. i nid help.maybe i shld juz gif up on everything. wont it be better tis way. yea. maybe i shld.it'll be loads better.

BOO!(:

CT few days away.. haven start studying.. im so dead.. been neglecting studies n concentrating more on piano.. im so dead.. so much stuff to study.. piano even better. u gif me a foreign piano n i dunno how to play le. mistakes all over. plus cher sae the exam dere the piano veh different frm mine so im dead. shall prac more. cant fail.

ytd was fun. sku was fun. at first veh sian. den aft go back klass n performance high le. yi feng 's voice super nice la. rest of choir oso nice. juz too soft.

met JiaHwee(: den went JP meet the rest. met Roy n Nic at JE mrt den cant recognise Nic. hairstyle change. human oso changed. haha. met the rest. went eat. saw Caleb. saw MengYeow. n so on. den while the guys eating the gurls went walkin round jp doing nth. den finally decided go play badminton. caz its 3-5 den CC opposite where i stay ma. JiaHwee, ZiQian n Michelle came my hse. den crapped for one hour plus. guys went Kel de hse. went badminton court dere. continue the crapping session. den aft tt the guys oso joined in. played truth or dare. missed all of them so much. missed the times we had. 5 years tgt with all of ur. 5 years. all of us were in same klass. one or two came in n sum went out. majority still the same ppl. bud everytime is usual ppl go de. muz more ppl go den fun. haha. hope got more gatherings. den can meet more. miss all of ur so much. first time saw eugene den never quarrel or argue wid him. hahaha. most memorable thing. me, KY, JH, ZQ, Mich, Roy n Nic walkin tgt. den we shorter den the rest. den those tall ppl call us seven dwarfs. thx alot uh. haha. not really memorable. bud i wont forget it. haha.

going out soon... dun tink got time to study today le. caz aft go buy stuff got fwen bdae den aft tt going out wid family celebrate mum and ah yi belated bdae. i nid more time. 24hrs not enuf..


happy bdae to all the august ppl ! (:

Roy - 2nd Aug
Daniel - 3rd Aug ( same as me! haha )
Jocelyn - 4th Aug
Kenton - 12 Aug
ZiQing - 13 Aug ( hope u'll enjoy ur bdae! thx for everything! )
Wanda - 29 Aug
Debra - 31 Aug ( luv ur voice loads! haha. )