BOO ! (:

december fly by so fast .. everyday caught up in so many things .. still haven't found a job yet . slacking and rotting away at home everyday . tomorrow gonna bake cookies (: first two orders . hopefully more will come .
tonight's dinner was fun i guess . th skit went well (:
Revive ! was awesome ! th band and singers were fantastic .
kinda looking forward t wednesday's outreach . at first i thought it was perform for young army guys so th script quite retarded . then just realised that it's actually for all th officers ranging from 30 - 50 . gosh .. hopefully they understand th language used . haha .
i sorta memorized all th songs .. memorize all this kind of thing no problem . come t studies everytime got problem . stupid .
met kindergarten friend . so close yet so far . we're in th same church but different congregation but we cant recognise each other . until today th mothers help us identify each other .
well . i guess this just goes t show how much we mix with th chinese congregation . haha .
wenwen is back ! super happy . took many many pictures with her . next year 6 gonna fly away tgt .. that's sad .
th other fantastic thing is i've got authentic kimchi ! airflown from korea ! * jumps for joy ! * awesome person got it for me from korea . sad thing is . tamah jurong cc no more korean food and bubble tea ! that's like th stalls i always go t . ugh . why th korean must shift t RV . stupid . deprive me of my sunday's standard lunch .i'm gonna miss th food luhh ! it's authentic korean ppl open de . cheap and nice ! best !

BOO ! (:

you know what . i dont care about you . even if you die i still wouldn't care (:
oh please who's th pathetic one . well its definitely not me . i dont get friends by acting like a slut . i get friends with heart and sincerity . not like you . dont even know th difference between a lie and th truth . who's th even bigger joke now . well you are . i guess you didn't know that you're th joke of th whole level ehh . now you do (: you can cry your sorry butt off and i still wont care (:

what aaron said t me today made a whole lot of sense . its definitely a whole lot better t know who your true friends are . i can definitely do without you and them . you're not all that awesome you know . in fact you're pathethic . contine living in your dreamland . no matter what you do or say th sun still will shine . and your words wont bring me down and they never will (: have fun barking away (: you're just making an even bigger ass out of yourself (:

here's th awesome song aaron shared with me . its beautiful by christina aguilera

Every day is so wonderful
Then suddenly
It's hard to breathe
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the pain, I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone left the puzzle undone
That's the way it is

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down
Don't you bring me down today...

No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what they say
(no matter what they say)
When the sun is shining through
Then the clouds won't stay


And everywhere we go
(everywhere we go)
The sun won't always shine
(sun won't always shine)
But tomorrow will find a way
All the other times

'cause we are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down
Don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today

BOO ! (:

prelims are over . one more month t th real thing . so far all th papers got back still okaay . got improvement ! :D not that great but still got improve . happy . HAHA .
was looking forward t going SSO concert later but in th end not going anymore .. nobody wanna go .. even my stupid cousin dont want go with me . box you .

following some guy on twitter . his posts are really inspirational . i find them quite good . though th english got abit problem . search tede2607 t find him . some really do make sense . if i could , i would print out all his posts t read . HAHA .

tmr going t all th different factories . going otah factory ! smiles big big . so long never eat otah already . HAHA . thank goodness even though brother pangseh still got someone else for me t talk to .
now t watch my korean drama ~
kim hyung joon ~ so cute ! HAHA

BOO ! (:

so fast one week over already . this week turned nocturnal . ohman . gotta change back t normal .. been sleeping between 3 - 5 am this week . cant rmb everything for bio ! that sucks . one month plus more Os already . diee ...
th latest addiction : HILLSONG KIDS . they're awesome !
stupid phone deleted everything in my inbox ! D: stupid stupid phone . got so many problems ..
NAT NAT NAT ! BLACKBIRD BLACKBIRD BLACKBIRD !
th two very awesome people that i've been talking to lots and lots !
haha .

thankyou for all th presents and well wishes and memories . love you guys .
im sorry . i know its all my fault . and maybe you dont wish t hear what i've got t say .
im really sorry . last night was terrible .cried myself t sleep . and didn't sleep well too . i'm really really sorry .
its all my fault . yes i know . you're not unneeded . in fact you are needed . unknowingly i have already become super reliant on you . you're like a pillar of strength . th person i can turn to whom i know wont turn me away . listening ear , comfortor , encourager . you're more than just a friend . and i do need you . do you see that . im really really really sorry . now that you've turned away i've got t pick up all th pieces and try t move on . like i told you many times before . you're a very important person t me . well i guess things wont turn back now . will they ? a big gapping hole waiting t be filled . im really really sorry . maybe asking for your forgiveness is too much . but i really hope things will go back t what they used t be . friends are all around . you just have t look and try . now that you know what a terrible person i am , would you still want t take me as your friend . idk what th future holds but one things for sure is that life would be different without you . im sorry ..

BOO ! (:

i love R !
HAHA . thankyou for th biscuits and water bottle ! love you loads man !
sorry that im not free on tuesday .. we'll have lunch tgt some other time .
yijin is so sweet ! so touched ! ily too ! haha .
time t go t lalaland ! haha

BOO ! (:

two more days t go (:
mummy went t order th cake that i like (:
Bakerzin's tiramisu is th best ! plus now got 30% discount off so not that ex .
looking forward t tuesday's lunch . th number of ppl i asked more than two hands can count . then th number of ppl going at first less than one hand . now one and a half hand . not that bad after all i guess .
but i really wanted them all t go . oh well .. guess it cant be helped .
feel like im a super big slacker . everyone's studying so hard and i'm like slacking my butt off ..
prelims are in 3 weeks plus . if dont improve , really die already . ugh ..
physics spa i wrote th stuff is wrong luhh .. wen
t t measure wrong angle . stupid me .
must start stuying !!!
drama performed with edmund chen ! and they never tell us anything . horrible ppl . haha . since sec one already say want bring us go see how they work . then never happen . now after we leave then they get t work with edmund chen . so unfair !
hjh is stupid . really really stupid . if we're si ki na then what are you . when i told my parents they're like your teacher must be some very old guy from china right . and i was like laughing . caz he;s a malaysian and he's th most i think early thirties only . must be his teacher also liddat last time then he go learn ..
physics lesson split up .. i rather go t mrs chang or pandian class lo ! like seriously .. octopus is so ......... explain already i more lost can .
cant find any nice wallet .. searched online and found some nice ones but th price all exceed budget .. hopefully can find one before my wallet really falls apart .. its like falling apart already ! horrible thing .
oh well .
now t go t lalaland ! (:

BOO ! (:

saturday was kinda awesome i guess ..
best part of th day : fireflies cruise . its super super super pretty . its just like christmas tree lights but a whole lot nicer .
desaru wasn't what i expected though . i though its like some big fruit farm but in th end its so small .
bee farm = listen t some guy talking bout their honey -.- how interesting .
musuem = some ulu place in th fruit farm . and nobody say anything bout it . so didn't go .
first time eating passion fruit and not drinking it . kinda sour . but still nice .
there's some petting zoo in th fruit farm . got crocodile . unexpected . and monkey and goats and chickens and rabbit and snakes and mouse and i cant rmb . fed th goats . th guy that work for them sponsor th goat feed . haha . th goats can form their own chior . got one with blue eyes !
then headed t ostrich farm . ostrich feed increase price .. saw newly hatched ostrich . it looks so different from th three days old ostriches . everytime is hold th container and th ostrich will self service . tried sth new . put feed on hand and let th ostrich eat .
it isn't pain ! i thought it would be ..
then went fireflies cruise ! super super super super super pretty .
spent most of th day sleeping and listening music though ..
wanted t study during journey from place t place but in th end fell asleep ..

eight more papers t go till end of prelims 1 !
so much more t memorise ..

BOO ! (:

Leos born on August 3 have star quality. Like most people who have an extroverted nature, they are talkative and friendly. They also are extremely ambitious. They work tirelessly toward their goals and do whatever they can to better themselves. They possess great personal charm and are deeply committed to causes that benefit others.

Leo Information for August 3You should embrace: Warmth, good advice, moderation You should avoid: Family discord, jealous friends, overindulgence

Friends and Lovers

Even though they have an engaging personality, August 3 natives may have trouble making friends, usually because they have so many talents and so much appeal that it's easy for others to be jealous of them. In love, they adore the courting ritual. But when it comes to actually working at a relationship, personal commitment isn't their strong suit.

Children and Family

August 3 people have enormous pride in their ancestors as well as the members of their immediate family unit. They identify strongly with those who came before them. They are usually very involved in the upbringing of their children. They especially enjoy setting a positive example.

Health

Most August 3 people have robust good health. They are good about sticking to an ambitious exercise regimen. Although they may be less careful about their eating habits, they prefer a generally balanced diet.

Career and Finances

August 3 individuals have a great deal of creativity and are likely to seek careers where they can indulge this ability. They are good speakers and motivators, which makes them effective in any sales position. They also make exceptional actors, teachers, media personnel, and lawyers. When it comes to making budgetary and savings commitments, they tend to be disinterested.

Dreams and Goals

Career success is a must for these individuals, and it is to these ends that they are most likely to put their efforts. They often have the need to be a pillar of their community, and for this reason they are likely to become involved in local projects.

BOO ! (:

holidays are over in a flash ..
well i guess this holiday let me realise quite alot of things ..
things bout my past that i couldn't rmb caz i was too young ..
how i always fell sick and always vomitted ..
well . thinking bout what jon asked . how has God served you ? there's simply too many . for keeping me safe , blessing me with many special people in my life .really thank Him for that . thank God for qr , josh , wx . th ppl that i talk t th most this month . thankyou for blessing me with these ppl who encouraged me and always being there for me . He's just that great and wonderful . even if th sea were t evaporate completely and if rocks were to decompose , His love will never change . that's just how much love there is . even willing t die for us . i dont think in this world there will be anyone willing t die for someone . but He died for us all .
after hearing what caleb shared . bout how th three words , faith hope and love keep appearing t him , and how he should love his classmates and everyone . it got me thinking . loving them is th right thing t do . but i really dunno if i can put everything behind and start loving them again . forgiveness and love . its th right thing . but then again . its one of th hardest things t do . sometimes i really wish i could have this magical eraser and just erase out all th parts of my life with them in it . physical things can be destroyed and photos and msges deleted and letters thrown away . but memories .. its just sth that is harder t forget .
there may be cracks and all . idk what's gonna happen in th future . but one thing that im sure of is i will try .

cant wait for tmr (:
finally after so many years of waiting .
hope it doesn't rain tmr .

BOO ! (:

life this few days have been super screwed . seriously what's th big fuss . get a life lahh .
seriously . im so sick and tired of you all and your f-king attitude .
physics was great today uhh . when you all were locked out . finally lessons in peace . if every lesson was this quiet exams confirm can do very well already . caz can concentrate .
oh wow . im me and i never knew i was jealous of you . gosh . is my body functioning properly . izzit malfunctioning .
i think its you who have t look in th miror lahh horr .
im not crazy and i love me . so why would i laugh at me for no rhyme or reason .
oh . your house no mirror izzit thats why th colour of your specs so pretty .
use your brain lahh .
what do you have that will make me jealous . seriously .
th flatness or your ability t flirt like nobody business or your money .
please luhh . none of th above .
not rich still can lead a happy and fulfilling life . and life's not only about guys . so why on earth would i be jealous . dont make me laugh .

Everything to me ...

I grew up in sunday school
I memorized the Golden rule
And how Jesus came to set the sinner free
I know the story inside out
I can tell you all about
The path that led Him up to Calvary
But ask me why He loves me
And I don't know what to say
But i'll never be the same
Because he changed my life when He became...

Everything to me
He's more than a story
more than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything, everything to me

We're living in uncertain times
And more and more I find that i'm aware
Of just how fragile life can be
I want to tell the world I found
A love that turned my life around
They need to know that they can taste and see
Now everyday I'm praying
Just to give my heart away
I want live for Jesus
So that someone else might see that he is...

Everything to me
He's more than a story
more than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything
And looking back over my life at the end
I'll go to meet you saying you've been...

You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
You're everything to me
Lord, you're everything to me

i thank you for being who you are . and you're everything . more than a story or words on a page of history . you're th air and water and th ground . in fact everything . thankyou so much for everything . thankyou for your love . th unconditional and powerful love . though unworthy you still love .
this is really a super beautiful song . its by Avalon .

BOO ! (:

what's th point of holidays when you keep having t go back t sku . i rather not have any holiday lo .
i love my father(s) ! haha . and my mother(s) . lol .
monday went t see my beloved ace . sleeping again . everyday sleep .
tuesday went sku then orchard .
today went sku then came home .
tmr going some place idk where for lunch
friday gonna chiong all hw

"its not condemn , its protect " like im gonna believe that man .
have a problem say it t my face lahh . why go spread it around and blow up th matter .
have a problem with what i wear . SAY IT TO MY FACE .
so maybe some times my top abit low cut . hello . i dont bend down all th time right .
seriously . i know my limits and i believe that none of our guys are tiko .
i've been wearing that skirt and shirt since last year or idk when .
why not say it when i first wore it . i've been wearing that for so so long . aint it a little too late .
dont like what im wearing then sponsor a whole new wadrobe for me lahh .
all my clothes are liddat . so what you want . wear until not a bit of skin can be seen uhh .
sorry but NO WAY MAN . MISSION IMPOSSIBLE . everyone has their own style of dressing .
so many others that are indecent and you keep arrowing me and my mother . what's your problem man .
i dont see why my mother's clothes are indecent . that is just so ridiculous .
to think i actually looked up to you all and you all are th ppl that i respect and admire .
guess i was so wrong . how different are you all from puppets . just following what ur master says . and how credible can your master be . oh please . if he is who he claims t be , why would he even switch churches in th first place . come on . i believe that up there isn't hollow . and you all got brains . so think before you act . isn't that what your brain is for . stop acting like a puppet .i dont understand why i cried because of you all . those tears are like so wasted . so wasted on th wrong people .
THANKYOU FOR ALL TH HURT MAN . I APPRECIATE IT . LIKE LOADS . ONCE AGAIN . THANKYOU .

BOO ! (:

common tests are finally over :D and my phone recovered :D now t find a cheaper source t fix tt big crack .
feeling of not studying like no day and night so weird . past week study and study .
voice sounds so funny .. dunno who pass flu t me then develop into cough also and who knows man . maybe tmr after th laksa date i'll die . haha .
my crap of a compo managed t pass and then not bad somemore .im amazed . its primary sku storybook crap shet lo . haha .
kelmond reminds me of joshua W . wth . weird .
mr chan got really angry during pe .made us do some change parade thingy . run up and down t take stuff within 3 minutes .if he never ask me t stop halfway i think third or fourth round i would have just stopped completely . damm you . th whole class knows im sick and yet i still run with your up and down and they even ask me why i ran . and who are you to treat me like im your servant . come on lahh . you think you really tt big ahh . th guys were just joking around and tt's just a nickname for you . so stop acting like its real and treat everybody like your servants .
now th exam's are over , its time t loose myself in th world of music and make sure i get tt cert . HAHA . i doubt it man . last year they deprived me of 4 marks .. 4 more marks t that cert . this year im gonna get you . haha

BOO! (:

this year cny so damm boring .
seriously got nth t do .
dont feel like going my papa side there . all like stranger liddat ..
super sorry tt th cookies were a little burnt . first time experimenting with microwave t make cookies . hahaha .
friday was fun . out of th four years , t me this year th ncy concert best dy . sinzhi super cute .
jialin dance wrong ahh .. tsk tsk . haha . after tt went out with beloveds and qinsi .. went imm t eat and bought some stuff .
life has been ......
ihateitlahhhhhh .realisewhatyou'vedoneandit'llallbeoveralright . butidonthinkthisisgoinganywhere . cazyoudefinitelydontgetit . toyouitsjustusthat'sinthewrong .
ilove ALEX !!! cheat my feeling say you 18 only . rawr . nvm . for being so nice t me ur forgiven . haha . other then stone-ing around th house , and in grandmother room i think th most time i spent in one place would be alex's room . everytime dont reply my msges and dont save my number . damm you . but still ur super nice and ily ! haha . fyi . alex is one of my best loved cousins . and treat me super nice .
aloy changed so much . become so gentle .ytd bring gf home she think i who .. peng kang all th food for ur only ma . not like i going t snatch you from her . want know who i am for what .
haha . new occupation . bbq food for ppl . lol .
this morning/last night happy happy . haha . smiley wonderland . lol . only half th clique knows what im talkin about . haha .
shall go stone th time away .
happy valentine's day and cny to y'all (:

BOO ! (:

timing improved . im happy (: haha .
new sitting arrangement is totally stoopid and ridiculous .
we're cramped until ... then for assembly we sit at th back sometimes cant see properly dy then now they turn th whole thing around put sec4 in front and sec1 at th back . how they see ..
ilovemy406'10 ! x3
thankyou t all those sitting round me for making my days fun filled .
haowen . qinsi . jeslynn .lime .shengjun . and also th rest of th ppl .

anyway . i did nt betray ur alrights . 我也很難做人lei .. call me a two faced bitch or what i dont care .
look at how we are placed . and if ur where i am . how you react . also th same right . i cant do anything also luhh .
ren abit kaay ..

Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none
reminds me of Dayah x3 and OBS .
ily'll loads x3

BOO ! (:

apart from station games , camp was quite fun . despite it being a discipline camp . haha . mass dance was th best . no disco effect but still nice . even though only go t two songs playing for th whole time . all for one is an addictive dance . haha . sadly after sleep forgot some steps already . haha . talked t shawn and yang like th good old times . its been years since we last talked liddat . haha . talked t many ppl for th first time also . 110 guys abit cute uhh . ashley talk halfway then suddenly ask eh are you th i not stupid tt actor then after tt fight for his autograph . one autograph they happy already then i how . over th moon uhh .. know for idk how long then got his number and know where he stay .. haha . so hope tt what russell say not true . true i rather die . best is dont let me know tt you made it up . caz i will kill you . and you uhh . after a few hours can forget my name . excellent . still ask me how t do maths . do i look like my maths very good . ppl phail maths for whole year de lei .haha . 410 is like super mug class . all th ppl sitting at th round table ask why russell so yong gong he say his whole class all liddat and mug like xiao . maybe we all should follow their example . haha . still haven't do jian bao .. dunno what t do ..
thankyou t th nice nice random senior tt gave me his purple light stick (: and li min for th yellow one (:

BOO ! (:

nh facing economic crisis uhh .. scrape this and tt . wtf . scrape sports day not enough still planning t scrape road run . excellent luhh this principal . sekali our grad night in th sku field eat packet dinner uhh . sooner or later th sku's gonna rebel lo .
super pissed . drama already damm pissed . just when i tot th day could not get any worse . william called and tada it got worse . wtf . say what OC too many ppl going then want t cut ppl from careforce . hello . council got so many ppl cannot cut from there mehh . we only twenty two lei . and only got one t each class and station . confirm is council got too many ppl then come and cut us . for you t say take away is easy for us t reselct and decide who is damm hard you know . we're not super free ppl either . careforce is a part of th sku . why is th feeling tt th sku is giving us is tt careforce is insignificant and not important at all . ms yeo during assembly say what thingy then all th stuff also counted as cca . i dont see why careforce is not given a page in th yearbook . careforce is nt a when you desperate for ppl then ask us t help . and also it aint fair t us if you give us events then after tt cancel it . and we're definitely not ur servants . not whatever you want we will do .th current exco is not like th old exco . we will fight for th rights of our members . we will fight for it . its very very unfair t us . th way th sku is handling stuff . th exco is very unhappy . and its super obvious th principal is bias towards council . council so what . very big uhh . i dont give a shet bout council . everything also council this and tt . last year in th sku already supposed t be happy de in th end so much shet . stoopid ..