為什麼這個世界要有這麼多煩惱和問題 ...
我真的累了 .. 我再也不要去想任何事了 ..
好想有一個沒有煩惱的世界 ..
過這沒有煩惱沒有任何問題的生活 ..

juz realised i havent done chinese hw . not planning to do it aniway . rest of th week dunnid go sku n i m dying at home . ppl is all durin exam fall sick i is aft exam fall sick . tmr roger's coming bt i wont be at home . sadded . roger is lyk th best elder brother anyone could have . envy his sister for having such a great brother .. i miss people . lyk wanying . my zhu and lespartner . tianlan . my dearest and da jie jie . haha . th other four im always with in class . and drama . i miss drama th most . all th crazy moments and th tears and hugs and everything .next week sec3 gonna take over le .me confirm wont get any role .im hopin alvn for chair and nichol and winnie for th 2 vicechair .
ahh wadeva .. me no care .

i juz hope this is all a nightmare and when i wake up it'll be all gone . but its freakin impossible . caz apparently im not in a dream . i so need a miracle to change it from a nightmare to a beautiful dream . oh well . tt's how reality is . it crushes you and tears you into pieces and break you down till you cant take it anymore then go into depression and then start doing stoopid stuff . which apparently i wont do caz i love myself . i'll juz find a way through th nightmare . even if im all alone i wont give up .

and its juz a fever . and it aint tt high .its juz above th normal 37.5 range ..i dun have th stoopid piggy flu so stop saying i do ..

ignore me or not its ur choice .th decision is urs to make .juz live ur life happily and contentedly .i know im a nothing to you now .even if i stil wanna be friends you may not want it and want me out of ur life .i'll juz continue finding my way out of this .