BOO ! (:

midyears are finally over .should have tt happy feeling but where on earth has it gone to . i feel lyk screaming till i loose my voice and cry till i cant cry anymore . bloodyhell . wads wrong with me . i tink i'll need many more exams lyk everyday to keep me distracted and focused on studies instead of getting distracted by life's stoopid distractions . i rather th stress then gettin distracted .
bloodyhell .you tink you who sia . sae wad shet when you dun even know head or tail of th freakin situation .dunno anything then juz shuddup la .bloodybitch . omg . why on earth am i even thinking of you . i muz be going crazy . yeah . that muz be th case . lemme tell you this . i dun give a shet bout ur wadeva xiao jie pi qi kaay . you created tis shet get urself out of it luhh . i pity him sehh . muz clear th shet you created . wake up la . he aint ur servant and why on earth would i do sth tt wont benefit me . please la . use ur brain can .even 3 year old kid will know la . come on la . we juz stating out th facts n th truth . hate me ? come la . i scared you uhh . bloodyhell .
shall not rant on anymore .. spoil my mood only . yujun ! where you ? i going crazy already luhh . when you gonna reach home n online ? alvin also not online .. jianyi not online too .. nobody talk to .. sian .. lazy msg ppl also .. still muz wait for reply .. yujun muz tink im super vulgar .okaay .im nt th extreme kind bt caz of wads goin on im becoming more vulgar .i dun give a damm anyway .stoopid fone playing with my mind .showing me stuff i dun wan see and tricking me into believeing it and i also deleted stuff caz of it . wth . . midyears . eng tink can pass . chinese .i dunno .eye pain do quite slow n chionged th two compre . emaths . can pass . a maths . die .i stare at th paper it stare back at me . geog . maybe can pass . ss . dun really have a good feeling bout it . chem . more then 20marks i happy already . physics . can pass . bio . do until very happy lo . haha .
sae wad i remembering machine .before exam can rmb during exam i'll be lyk shet . i got study bt why cant i rmb . yeah .tt's her for you . haha . feels weird coming home so early .past few weeks bout seven plus or even later then reach home .. amazingly never get scolded at all .shall go stone while waiting for th da xiao jie come online .

this aint a fairytale and im not a princess . this is a nightmare and im struggling in th deep darkness to find tt glimmer of light and hope to pull myself out of this nightmare .and to a place where i'll be th princess of my very own fairytale and a place where dreams do come true .沒有白馬王子也沒有關係 . 只要每天開開心心 , 快快樂樂 過這屬於我自己的童話故事就夠了 .因為我知道總有一個部會拋棄我的人.永遠會培在我生邊不會離開我.


well .dunno if you'll read this or even come here at all .but if you do .i want you to know .i dont blame you for anything or hate you .so pretty please throw away all th guilt or wad shet .im hoping for a friendship like before .if ya dun wan it anymore juz tell me .like i said many times before .if ya ever need anyone when ur feeling down or alone rmb that you still have a super crazy and retarded friend here for you .and th crazy friend is contactable 24/7 , 365 days/year . haha . yeah . and if ya still feel guilty or wad YOU'RE FORGIVEN and you always will be . alright ? haha .