numb .......

Feel like a giant mess .... Oh and btw did I mention , th door's just there . Anybody else wanna leave . Idw t be anybody's reason why they do stuff .. It's your own will . Your own decision . I'm not gonna take a knife and force you . Dipsy says I need a doctor . Yes I'm going mental . I cant hold it there anymore . On th verge of breaking but not breaking . Body now has this function where it auto numbs emotions . When this function cease to exist , i'll really break down super super bad .so much build up but no release . Idk also . I really don't . Maybe one day I'll just loose myself altogether .