talked to frog th whole night ... froggy is super nice (: frog say " those who take in and swallow what those who dont know anything say are those that are worthy " yeah ... i'll try to become that .... somehow . but for now is just swallow down everything ... eat up everything ... and just pressure build up and die ....
ironic isnt it ... sad person cheering up another sad person ... yes im that nonsense ... to th point that idk also luhh ...
somehow started talking t ai si ke ... same same .. we are that kind need people/friends de .
so if you can see this , you know what you mean to me ..
really thankful for th awesome people all around me . that help me along th way . and make my sad life a whole lot better ...
idk why im feeling this way also :( like just suddenly mood plunge ... plunge so so so deep ....
my dear BFF/BKKF/F1 , i thank you for always being there for me . in class and out of class . listening to everything . like really really every single thing . big or small . really appreciate it a lot . and your story is still being written . it'll be th best that there ever is . th most wonderful and most magical and mind blowing experience. dont think lowly of yourself kaay <3
and SEITH ! and also BPF ! thankyou for all th laughs and everything . and always being there for me too . really really really appreciate you guys so so so so much <3 this 2 and a half years more with you guys will be like th best times ever <3
jacjacjac . idk if you will see this . but dear i love you like so much <3 you also dont look down on yourself kaay . what im going through and what they say, is not your fault . dearest dont cry . dont waste your tears over them . its not worth it . whatever may come in year 2 , always remember i'll still always love you and forever be there for you . even though we may be apart , like cca or idk what , you'll always have a place in my heart <3
dear jiajia , you know what i want to tell you (: because you know everything too . haha . love die you <3
and mama , i love you <3
and dipsy . im really sorry if i did scare you .thankyou for sharing what happened last time . and i really appreciate you a lot . and i think that you know it too . from th card and th post it .. i just cant put into words how greatful i am to you . and im really sorry bout sat night and last night . i really didnt mean to . im so so so so sorry . thankyou for being so awesome <3 and i really hope that when this is over , we'll still be talking t each other and not cease communication when this comes to an end .
idk why things are like up and down . idk why my body will naturally switch t happy mode when i go out . and idk anything anymore :( im tired .... like really tired ..... idw t think anymore ....
i know that i may not be th most lovable/bearable person . and at times i can be super unbearable . but thankyou for still loving me when i was unlovable and for lending me your shoulder/ear . really love each and everyone of you so so much <3
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