idk how in th world this hidden place became found .....
anyway . just so you know . reason why i join society . simple . two words . FAMILY, LOVE. through foc can really see th love and bond between th sgls and agls and aagls etc . i remember telling kelly that i can see th love and th bonds and i want that also .
why am i happier with sgls ... simple . reason being can really feel th love . for own batch is like oh okaay lo that kind of feeling . we always emphasize on family . must be family . but seriously luhh . personally i feel that th family feel is not there . is all clique clique clique . yahh say want mix . but th bond already there le . it isnt easy to chup in . whole batch so many quiet people . not only me . why they can get away with it . like what kimleng say how will i feel . you dont know right . you dont know what nonsense my body is giving me now right . i have to sit there enduring the cold and th pain and th people beside me are asking me to go outside and warm up first . i really really really felt like walking out on th whole thing . and stupid dipsy just left me there to die .. thanks uhh ... but really . th person that's been enduring all my nonsense and pushing me along th way jiu shi dipsy le . whatever problems that come he also know . he really really really help alot alot alot .and i really thank him and appreciate him alot for that . th person that approach from the start and then say whatever problems can just tell him . from day idk what till now . he's always there . never leaving . even though sometime never reply texts but really really really thankful for being that source of strength through this whole thing . despite having own problem and stress and everything, he still helps me alot alot . and i really greatful for that . like really really really appreciate everything . even when i cry and no one else knows, he knows. he also gets stressed up and stuff but he never turns away . forever there . hopefully after this whole thing ends, we still can be like talking like normal . just content of convo change .. from work to other stuff ..