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Feeling super terrible now :( didn't even get t see mamalaura for th last time before she fly off :( by right can see de . But by left thanks t th mother then can't go anymore .... Really really really miss her luhh :( from a stranger to so close . When I still don't know her she already knew who I was . Isn't my real mum but still showers me with hugs and kisses and also knows what I like ... Really miss her so much :( After Practise went for dinner ... By th time go board bus eleven plus le ... And that's th time that th plane flies off :( all memories of her just came flooding in and started tearing on th bus . Useless me :( so not strong :( Feeling really sucks . So many regrets .... Don't like th way th mother always places emphasis on her stupid tuition kids .... Is like tuition kids > own kids . For so Many years ... Majority of th time , disappointments from you arise caz of those stupid kids . You know how I feel yet you're not doing anything bout it . You know this feeing just sucks so bad ....