so ... a week has passed . tomorrow's friday already . today's one of the better days . where there's chem :D and maths . maths tutorial teacher is like so so so so so so much better than th lecturer . she explain everything so clearly . in a short and sweet way . whereas th lecturer is write on transparency and go on and on and on . like tell some story and no one gets it anyway . i guess obc is like th more interesting module for this sem .. and hopefully can A for it . really hope so . really need t do super well for this sem t pull up gpa :( kind of disappointed with what i got ...
moving on ... forgot what me and F1 was talking bout during maths tutorial then reply him with " no . dont you rmb im antisocial cold etcetc " then was kinda touched by his reply ? haha . once jiahao told me this . is what people think that important . well . maybe to him, th kind coolcool one it doesnt matter .. but sometimes even though i say that i dont care but i really do care sometimes ... maybe i think too much ? maybe is just caring too much ? idk ... he also said . people only look at cover . yes that i agree with . covers may be decieving . is the content that matters. can we all not be superficial monsters that judge covers ... yahh . i admit at times i do judge covers also . but i do try t understand th content also . personally, my cover is what you call antisocial blahblahblah . that's caz i have a wall . there's a wall built there . idw to let people know too much lest they make use/idk what again . idw to be that vulnerable to people . call it selfish or what idk . it's not a very stable wall . actually it's kinda flimsy .. to th extent that i actually let calvin see a bit through th wall today . nana told me that people were like suprised/stun/idk what t see me smile . like hello . im human . i do smile ... it's just those people that have already conquered the wall that will always see it . and know bout all my nonsense . hehe . well . im trying . trying to break out . i have moved . i did move . im really trying . stop slamming me back down .
what i super hate now is people asking me how it's like between me and colleen . like seriously ... i already decided to let it go . mummy also say let it go . since idw t care anymore can you stop asking ... tbh . is she too sensitive and think too much on her own part . i swear i didnt do anything at all .
super miss baby :( havent seen him in like so so so so long .. like throughout whole holiday also never see. sad die me D: only one day when i came home i saw my toy car in th living room then i asked mama why it's there then she said baby came and went to my room and take th car himself .. i super miss baby now :( :( :( i want see baby like soonnnnnnnnn .
stupid going camp next week D: gonna miss stupid so much luhh . nobody entertain me D: for like 3-4 days D: D: D: got th whole room to myself . but so lonely :( :(
moving on ... forgot what me and F1 was talking bout during maths tutorial then reply him with " no . dont you rmb im antisocial cold etcetc " then was kinda touched by his reply ? haha . once jiahao told me this . is what people think that important . well . maybe to him, th kind coolcool one it doesnt matter .. but sometimes even though i say that i dont care but i really do care sometimes ... maybe i think too much ? maybe is just caring too much ? idk ... he also said . people only look at cover . yes that i agree with . covers may be decieving . is the content that matters. can we all not be superficial monsters that judge covers ... yahh . i admit at times i do judge covers also . but i do try t understand th content also . personally, my cover is what you call antisocial blahblahblah . that's caz i have a wall . there's a wall built there . idw to let people know too much lest they make use/idk what again . idw to be that vulnerable to people . call it selfish or what idk . it's not a very stable wall . actually it's kinda flimsy .. to th extent that i actually let calvin see a bit through th wall today . nana told me that people were like suprised/stun/idk what t see me smile . like hello . im human . i do smile ... it's just those people that have already conquered the wall that will always see it . and know bout all my nonsense . hehe . well . im trying . trying to break out . i have moved . i did move . im really trying . stop slamming me back down .
what i super hate now is people asking me how it's like between me and colleen . like seriously ... i already decided to let it go . mummy also say let it go . since idw t care anymore can you stop asking ... tbh . is she too sensitive and think too much on her own part . i swear i didnt do anything at all .
super miss baby :( havent seen him in like so so so so long .. like throughout whole holiday also never see. sad die me D: only one day when i came home i saw my toy car in th living room then i asked mama why it's there then she said baby came and went to my room and take th car himself .. i super miss baby now :( :( :( i want see baby like soonnnnnnnnn .
stupid going camp next week D: gonna miss stupid so much luhh . nobody entertain me D: for like 3-4 days D: D: D: got th whole room to myself . but so lonely :( :(
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