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feels kinda messed up now :( idk why . It's been so long since I last felt this . From frustration , it turns t helplessness then now so messed up . Daddy , I really need you now :( I need strength . Strength t overcome . I need loads of it . So much things t do and so little time . Rushing stupid commiss project and th bloody group doesn't want t cooperate . Losers . And so many tests also . And exams are coming too . Can just kill me now . Too much on my plate . Too much for me t handle ... being crushed by all these things . RAWR . I wanna be burden free :( so so so many things t worry about also . Hais .