i dont know what to feel anymore ......

These few days been riding on an emotional roller coaster i guess . Up down left right upside down . Haii . I also don't know luhh . Does th lies seem nicer t you . Why do you even bother lying t me when I already know th truth .you regard me as your sister and yet you feed me with lies .do you even know how much that hurts me .... I don't know anymore .I don't know who I can trust .this whole thing this whole place is just a whole load of rubbish . But still .I'm still thankful for th people closest t my heart . They know who they are . They seen th worst of me and they seen th best of me and they still stick by me . Really love you so much <3 ,I used t ask WHY? why did advertising reject me when I could get into it .Mass comm was out of th question since i failed the interview . But now I guess I can see th bigger picture . Advertising and mcm is not my thing .I'm not creative nor am I that outspoken . Being in LSCT is like being at home .there's just this homely feel .being in a place where I am no longer afraid t say that YES IM A CHRISTIAN . because there are quite a lot of people in my life now that are also Christians and they are really awesome . And yes i also love my other friends too . No matter what th religion , i still love you <3 really thank God for puttin me in LSCT instead of FMS .th people here are much warmer and friendlier and really like family <3