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Idw t fall out of this path that I'm taking .I'm not a quitter and Idw t be one .but idk how t carry on .th path now has too many obstacles .even me is discouraging me . idk what t do with me .like what kc say ,idk is just an excuse .an excuse not t think .an excuse t escape from reality .you suck .four months back you said I could call you anytime at night t tell you anything even three or four am also can .now you don't even care .you don't even reply msn . If you do ,it'll just be "LOL" . maybe I'm just that dumb t have trusted you . Idk luhh . Idkidkidkidkidkidk . T quit or not t quit . Seeing th group ICs complain bout how they dont know their groupmates and must go get their contacts and how they will die and I'm like thinking t myself " hello I have 83 ppl t get contacts from and I only know a few ppl. If you 10 ppl going t die wouldn't I have died long ago" . It's just I'm even doubting myself now luhh . Jac say just treat it like organizing gambit outing . This is like gambit x8 . Even gambit outing ,sometimes will get quite pek chek .now is eight times th number of people . How .you tell me how .idk .I really don't .stupid body .stomach why must you hurt now .body why must you make me feel like vomitting now . What is wrong with everything :(